https://neonplasticlotus.com/about/2025-12-07T05:36:23+00:00weekly0.6https://neonplasticlotus.com/2020/07/29/that-never-happened-because-i-said-so/2025-08-01T05:36:01+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2020/07/12/its-time-its-been-a-long-time/2020-07-12T06:58:04+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/08/18/psytrance-cultism-pawel-arthou-tulin-demonstration-of-collective-narcissism/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/pawel-22arthou22-tulin-ania22mukti22-ziolkowska-2013-04-29-at-11-58-52-pm1.pngPawel "ArThou" Tulin & Ania "Mukti" Ziolkowska 2013-04-29 at 11.58.52 PMWhile Pawel was telling me he didn't know them, he was hanging out with them, which I ALREADY KNEW.https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/pawel-icon-2.gifPawel Icon 2https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/1175095_10201209928785306_672497259_n.jpg1175095_10201209928785306_672497259_nhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/pawel-22arthou22-tulin-ania22mukti22-ziolkowska-2013-04-29-at-11-58-52-pm.pngPawel %22ArThou%22 Tulin & Ania%22Mukti%22 Ziolkowska 2013-04-29 at 11.58.52 PM2017-07-13T02:26:53+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/12/26/the-chameleon/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/fullsizerender-1.jpgAnia Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, October 18th, 2015 In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then "punished" herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, October 18th, 2015 In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then "punished" herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/ania-and-chris-shrek-4.jpgAnia Ziolkowska - Ugly on the outside, and the inside as wellAnia Ziolkowska - Ugly on the outside, and the inside as wellhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/ania-and-chris-going-away-party-astoria-nyc-112413-2.jpgAnia Ziolkowska - Ugly on the outside, and the inside as wellAnia Ziolkowska - Ugly on the outside, and the inside as wellhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/photo.pngCharlee Zee Monkee's opinion of Ania and ChrisCharlee Zee Monkee's opinion of Ania and Chrishttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/photo-1.jpgNarcissistic Sociopath Traits - Ania Ziolkowksa on DrugsNarcissistic Sociopath Traits - Ania Ziolkowksa on "E"https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/ania-ziolkowska-npd.jpgAnia Ziolkowska NPDAnia Ziolkowska holds at least SIX of these nine traits2017-07-13T02:10:19+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/01/10/satya-revisited-ania-ziolkowska-and-her-twisted-mind/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/img_3560.jpgIMG_3560Narcissists, especially female narcissists, deserves oscars for their performances. They are relentless actors, and masters of crocodile tears. They'll put on a show, IF they ever apologize (rarely), but will somehow make that apology all about themselves. And they'll cry. Especially the females. They'll cry, make you feel uncomfortable, and manipulate you, and then go right back to acting the same way they acted before. Apology has three stages: An acknowledgment that admits what you've done (and without being asked, or told, you must apologize), restitution (making up for what you've done), and EFFORT (ensuring you do not repeat that action, or SIMILAR actions). A narcissist will play with this. They will put on the show to manipulate you into forgiving them, they'll expect to SKIP that restitution step, and they'll play with the effort part, gaslighting you into believing they didn't do the SAME EXACT thing, so how can they be at fault when they knowingly do something similar, AGAIN? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/pawel-22arthou22-tulin-ania22mukti22-ziolkowska-2013-04-29-at-11-58-52-pm.pngPawel Tulin & Ania Ziolkowska 2013-04-29 at 11.58.52 PMPawel Tulin & Ania Ziolkowska Pawel lied to me and stated he did not know them - See the Psytrance Cults Blog https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2013-04-29-at-11-59-15-pm1.pngAnia Ziolkowska, Still married to me, no legal separation, committing adultery with Chris M Sevanick / Chris ExerisAnia Ziolkowska, Still married to me, no legal separation, committing adultery with Chris M Sevanick / Chris Exerishttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00092.jpgDSC00092https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00088.jpgDSC00088https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00087.jpgDSC00087https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00084.jpgDSC00084Ania on MDMA, Infecting our cat, Shirohttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00083.jpgDSC00083https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00080.jpgDSC00080https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/dsc00074.jpgDSC000742017-07-13T02:02:32+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/05/01/narcissist-sociopath-racist-ania-anicca/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/and-they-call-us-animals.jpgAnd they call us animalsAnimals don't know or care about Racism https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/10433935_10152432327472906_7423618415556541951_n.jpgLouis Vitton - RACISTLouis Vitton - RACISThttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/narcissists-erode.jpgAnia Anicca / Ania Ziolkowska would use racial slurs as a way to erode my self esteem and confidenceAnia Anicca / Ania Ziolkowska would use racial slurs as a way to erode my self esteem and confidencehttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2014-03-15-at-10-24-45-am.pngScreen Shot 2014-03-15 at 10.24.45 AMhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/1655778_718535851512593_1752443580_o.jpg1655778_718535851512593_1752443580_o2017-07-13T01:52:59+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/06/22/compliments-how-the-cunning-narcissistic-sociopath-guarantees-himself-a-cash-cow/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/img_1984.jpgBillboardWhat you see is NEVER what you get. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/image1.jpgMirror imageNarcissists will pass themselves off as your soul mate, your perfect match, by mirroring you right back at you. Ania Ziolkowska, in the end, tried to mimic me, thinking I would be attracted to myself. I've never worked that way. But she, as you can see from Chris Exeris, in her narcissism, apparently does. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/screen-shot-2014-06-23-at-3-56-24-pm.pngAnia stopped communicating with me, And then decided we should get marriedAnia stopped communicating with me, And then decided we should get marriedhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/screen-shot-2014-06-21-at-10-56-20-pm.pngAna talking about our first night in Old TownAnia Anicca talking about our first night in Old Town She tries to repeat instances of previous relationships in new relationships, because narcissists are incapable of originality. Her Journals will make appearances in future blogs entries. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/screen-shot-2014-06-06-at-11-16-04-pm.pngAnia And Chris, on the first night in NYCAnia And Chris, on the first night in NYChttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/468826_10151884021880361_1438846465_o.jpgAnia Love bombing Chris on the Brooklyn Bridge, July 1, 2012Ania Love bombing Chris on the Brooklyn Bridge, July 1, 2012https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/lovebomb_6.jpglovebomb_6Love bombing is an attempt to influence a person by lavish demonstrations of attention and affection. The phrase can be used in different ways. Members of the Unification Church (who reportedly coined the expression) use or have used it themselves to mean a genuine expression of friendship, fellowship, interest, or concern. Critics of cults use the phrase with the implication that the "love" is feigned and the practice is manipulative. It has also been used to refer to abusers in romantic relationships showering their victims with praise, gifts, and affection in the early stages of a relationship.https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2014-03-15-at-10-24-32-am.pngLondon is so Exxpensive, because Ania is paying for everythingLondon is so Expensive, because Ania is paying for everything That has to be embarrassing, so Ania helps to cover their embarrassment https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2014-03-15-at-10-19-57-am.pngScreen Shot 2014-03-15 at 10.19.57 AMPerfect example of how Chris Sevanick / Chris Exeris manipulates Aniahttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2014-03-15-at-10-12-24-am.pngLondon is so expensive! (Because Ania is paying for everything)London is so expensive! (Because Ania is paying for everything)2017-07-13T01:49:33+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/07/23/if-i-whine-enough-maybe-people-will-like-me/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/07/screen-shot-2014-05-03-at-12-27-06-am.pngChris Exeris (Christopher Michael Sevanick) believes the world owes him success, without having to actually work for itChris Exeris (Christopher Michael Sevanick) believes the world owes him success, without having to actually work for it https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/07/screen-shot-2014-05-02-at-11-58-42-pm.pngScreen Shot 2014-05-02 at 11.58.42 PMhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/07/screen-shot-2014-04-08-at-1-53-18-pm.png#Chris_Exeris Whining about how no one buys his mediocre music 2014-04-08 at 1.53.18 PM#Chris_Exeris Whining about how no one buys his mediocre music 2014-04-08 at 1.53.18 PMhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/07/recent-rant-about-not-being-paid-2014-03-15-at-10-13-05-am.pngRecent rant about not being paid 2014-03-15 at 10.13.05 AM#Chris_Exeris Recent rant about not being paid 2014-03-15 at 10.13.05 AMhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2013-12-06-at-11-46-12-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-12-06 at 11.46.12 AM2017-07-13T01:46:41+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/10/21/gone-girl-the-devils-greatest-trick/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/you-dont-get-to-decide-you-didnt-hurt-someone.pngYou don't get to decide you didn't hurt someonehttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/img_1141.jpgIMG_1141The denture I have to wear, due to the teeth Ania Ziolkowska knocked out by head butting me in the mouthhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/img_0782.jpegAnia Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then "punished" herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then "punished" herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/img_9961.pngYou're an adult, be directAnia Ziolkowska would leave the most cryptic hints, rather than being upfront. This is how narcissists manipulate and gaslight. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/emotional-abuse.jpgEmotional Abuse"You're just too thin skinned" was one of Ania Anicca's FAVORITES. Seems we now know that was also projection, she obviously being the thin skinned one. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/ania-anicca-vain-and-narcissistic-as-ever.jpgAnia Anicca vain and narcissistic as everAnia Anicca vain and narcissistic as everhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/ania-anicca-how-she-really-looks-nearly-busting-out-of-those-clothes-and-double-chins.jpgAnia Anicca how she really looks, nearly busting out of those clothes and double chinsAnia Anicca how she really looks, nearly busting out of those clothes and double chinshttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/ania-before-she-knocked-out-my-teeth-2.jpgI seem to have a full mouth of teeth here.....oh! And Ania seems to be THIN. Hmmmmm.....I seem to have a full mouth of teeth here.....oh! And Ania seems to be THIN. Hmmmmm.....https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/75.jpegGone Girl - Ben Affleck & Rosamund PikeGone Girl - Ben Affleck & Rosamund Pikehttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/75-2.jpegGone Girl - Ben Affleck Agonizing over Rosamund's Scavenger Hunt CluesGone Girl - Ben Affleck Agonizing over Rosamund's Scavenger Hunt Clues2017-12-02T14:50:40+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2015/12/29/grains-of-sound-the-great-white-hoax/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/screen-shot-2015-10-28-at-9-42-47-pm.pngChris Exeris is from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, not New York CityChris Exeris is from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, not New York Cityhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/odyssee-2016-set-list.jpgOdyssee 2016 set listAs you can see, Chris Exeris is playing at the TOP of the evening. Of course people will actually want to visit the chill out area MUCH laterhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/grains-of-sound-is-a-joke.jpgGrains of Sound is a JokeChris Exeris is all about the image. He does just enough to get noticed, and nothing more. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/ania-liar.jpgChris Exeris is a practiced LiarChris Exeris is a practiced Liarhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2013-12-16-at-7-52-51-am.pngChris Exeris Charmed his way into the German psytrance scene through PolandChris Exeris Charmed his way into the German psytrance scene through Polandhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-2-52-07-pm.pngFake People Have an Image to MaintainFake People Have an Image to Maintain2017-07-13T01:18:40+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/12/27/psytrance-cultism-herd-mentality-the-hive-mind/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-8-42-56-pm.pngKaliptus Ohm doesn't like drama???Kaliptus Ohm doesn't like drama??? Then what is THIS???https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-8-47-08-pm.pngGrains of Sound - your future is in my hands......apparentlyGrains of Sound - your future is in my hands......apparentlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-8-45-59-pm.pngChris Exeris Sevanick isn't a bad guy? Really? Chris Exeris Sevanick isn't a bad guy? Really? We should look at the "Id - The ego of Maya" blog to confirm that. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-8-31-37-pm.pngI can affect Grains of Sound? Remember "Collective Narcissism" (Herd Mentality)? Well, here you go. And thank you for believing I can affect the future of Grains of Soundhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-8-41-15-pm.pngBut Kaliptus Ohm doesn't like Drama......Really? This isn't drama? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-26-at-8-31-08-pm.pngBut Kaliptus Ohm doesn't like Drama......He doesn't like drama, but he makes this post? Narcissists are DRAMA QUEENS2025-01-26T11:11:15+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/12/30/psytrance-cultism-grains-of-sound-delusions-of-grandeur/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2014-06-21-at-2-27-15-pm.pngChris trying to lure the burner crowdChris trying to lure the burner crowd He's NEVER played Playa Del Fuegohttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/img_3333-2.jpgIMG_3333-2Ania Ziokowska essentially the only one watching Chris Exeris play his Grains of Sound set at an outdoor festival called Respect Gatherings https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2014-01-01-at-2-44-12-pm.pngChris not invited back Chris not invited back to the Life Celebration Festival for 2014https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/1497776_675284069159313_38434480_n.jpgChris Exeris Sevanick - Grains of Sound Chris Exeris Sevanick - Grains of Soundhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-30-at-3-46-47-pm.pngGrains of Sound: Delusions of GrandeurGrains of Sound: Delusions of Grandeurhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-30-at-3-37-55-pm.pngThis is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013 - 1This is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-30-at-3-37-43-pm.pngThis is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013This is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-30-at-3-16-07-pm.pngNOW do you see it? NOW do you see it? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-30-at-3-15-54-pm.pngStill not seeing it? Still not seeing it? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/screen-shot-2013-12-30-at-3-15-41-pm.pngWhat's that? Do you see it? What's that? Do you see it? 2016-06-25T23:46:54+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/01/03/yogis-are-not-saints-ania-ziolkowska-ania-anicca-and-her-network-of-spies/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2014-01-03-at-7-14-09-am2.pngAmy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska are "FRIENDS"Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska are "FRIENDS" Proof of Ania Ziolkowska sending people to spy on me https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2014-01-03-at-7-14-09-am1.pngAmy Roman & Ania ZiolkowskaAmy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska are "FRIENDS"https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2014-01-03-at-7-35-53-am.pngAnia Ziolkowska doing the Yoga Barbie Doll I saw through 13 years agoAnia Ziolkowska doing the Yoga Barbie Doll I saw through 13 years agohttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2014-01-03-at-7-14-31-am.pngOr are Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska the same person? Or are Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska the same person? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2014-01-03-at-7-14-09-am.pngAmy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska are "FRIENDS" Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska are "FRIENDS"https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/screen-shot-2014-01-03-at-7-13-11-am.pngAmy Roman, Spying for Ania ZiolkowskaAmy Roman, Spying for Ania Ziolkowska - Why do people even DO this????2016-06-25T23:41:19+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/12/25/holiday-humor/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/doppelganger-1.jpgAnia Ziolkowska & Chris Exeris of Mindless Faith & Grains of Sound really do look like Shrek & Fiona, don't they? Ania Ziolkowska & Chris Exeris of Mindless Faith & Grains of Sound really do look like Shrek & Fiona, don't they? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/ania-and-chris-shrek-3.jpgAnia Ziolkowska & Chris Exeris of Mindless Faith & Grains of Sound really do look like Shrek & Fiona, don't they? Ania Ziolkowska & Chris Exeris of Mindless Faith & Grains of Sound really do look like Shrek & Fiona, don't they? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/ania-and-chris-shrek-41.jpgania and chris shrek 4Ania Ziokowska and Chris Exeris really do look like Shrek, don't they? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/20131225-035125.jpgAnia Ziolkowksa and Chris Exeris - Ugly on the Inside (And the outside too) Ania Ziolkowksa and Chris Exeris - Ugly on the Inside (And the outside too) 2016-06-25T23:29:33+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/11/12/the-demonic-state-of-egohood-a-quickie/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/screen-shot-2013-11-07-at-6-43-26-pm.pngAnia Ziolkowska Doesn't Understand the Yoga SutrasAnia Ziolkowska Doesn't Understand the Yoga Sutrashttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/ania-and-caroline-young.jpgAnia Ziolkowska on her stolen india trip. Ania knew for 10 years I wanted to go to india and kept "us" too broke to do ANYTHINGAnia Ziolkowska on her stolen india trip. Ania knew for 10 years I wanted to go to india and kept "us" too broke to do ANYTHINGhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/1381447_643762915644762_1196425813_n.jpgAnia Ziolkowka on her stolen india tripAnia on her stolen india trip, looking like a touristhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/999724_366820356786366_2134028979_n.jpgYou're fooling nobodyAnia Ziolkowska, You're fooling nobodyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/screen-shot-2013-11-11-at-6-19-23-am.pngAnia Ziolkowska and the Id domination of the Yoga Sutras - 1Ania Ziolkowska doesn't understand the Yoga Sutrashttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/screen-shot-2013-11-11-at-6-17-53-am.pngAnia Ziolkowska and the Id domination of the Yoga Sutras - 2Ania Ziolkowska doesn't understand the Yoga Sutrashttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/ania-and-caroline-young.jpgAnia and Caroline YoungAnia Ziolkowska on her stolen india trip, looking like a tourist2016-06-25T23:24:03+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/07/12/vipassana-buddhist-yogic-cultism-at-its-worst-part-1/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/chris-froehlichinderwelt2.jpgChris FroehlichinderWeltChris FroehlichinderWelthttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/chris-froehlichinderwelt1.jpgChris FroehlichinderWeltChris FroehlichinderWelthttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/chris-froehlichinderwelt.jpgChris FroehlichinderWelt2016-06-25T23:15:47+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/27/toxic-lack-of-empathy-and-the-demonic-state-of-egohood/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/bebe-slut-icon-1.jpgbebe slut icon 1https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/11754_323870094408828_1268194328_n.jpg"This is like suggesting that an obese person would feel much better if she just ate more doughnuts.""After all, the thinking goes, fourteen-year-old Megan wouldn't post revealing pictures of herself on MySpace if she had higher self-esteem. So parents redouble their efforts, telling Megan she's special, beautiful, and great. This is like suggesting that an obese person would feel much better if she just ate more doughnuts. Megan wants everyone to see just how beautiful and special she is, and it's not because she thinks she is ugly — it's because she thinks she's hot and, perhaps more importantly, because she lives in a narcissistic society where she might garner praise, status, and "friends" by displaying blatant sexuality." ~ Dr. Jean M Twenge, PhD , "The Narcissism Epidemic" https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/970696_10151948864007538_1508193446_n.jpgBeBe S Bellamont & Raphael RodriguezAttention whores and backstabbers https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/425357_502154383172257_546890873_n.jpgActions speak louder than words. People can say anything. It's what you DO that matters. 2016-06-25T23:12:34+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/09/gaslighting-inna-kurtser/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-24-40-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.24.40 AMMaybe it's best to hold something BACK Inna? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-25-52-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.25.52 AMInna, next time make sure the people you align yourself with are not IDIOTS or cocksure Narcissists https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-27-17-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.27.17 AMExplanatory https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-28-45-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.28.45 AMSelf https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-29-24-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.29.24 AMSeems https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-30-43-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.30.43 AMResthttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-31-21-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.31.21 AMSeems I function on INSTINCT, wouldn't you say? https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-35-16-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.35.16 AMThe https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-05-09-at-2-35-36-am.pngScreen Shot 2013-05-09 at 2.35.36 AMWell2016-06-25T23:10:12+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/06/id-the-ego-of-maya-the-shadow/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/fullsizerender.jpgAnia Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then "punished" herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then "punished" herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/narcissist-weapons-1.pngNarcissist Weapons 1Ania Ziolkowska plays the victim game. Narcissists will say the abused is the abuser. Meanwhile, they work to turn everyone they know against them, behind their back, by lying. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/image1-1.jpgAnia Ziolkowska ALWAYS played the "victim"You'll see in future articles that Ania Patrycja Ziolkowska ALWAYS played the victim. There will be text conversations where she would pass me off as the abuser behind my back, revealed to me only recently. Of course they never believed her, but the fact is she tried. They will smile at you, making you think everything is okay, while they are secretly engaged in a campaign of slandering you, to make themselves look better. https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/douchebag-in-warsaw-icon-1.jpgDouchebag in warsaw Icon 1https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/grains-of-sound-icon1.jpgGrains of Sound Iconhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/exeris-icon1.jpgExeris Iconhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/douche-bag-icon1.jpgDouche Bag Icon2016-06-25T23:03:32+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/05/empathy-and-lying/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2014-01-25-at-12-58-56-pm.pngChris Exeris / Chris Sevanick doesn't publicly advertise he's in an adulterous relationship with Ania ZiolkowskaChris Exeris / Chris Sevanick doesn't publicly advertise he's in an adulterous relationship with Ania Ziolkowskahttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2014-01-25-at-12-57-17-pm.pngAnia Ziolkowska is advertising her adulterous relationship statusAnia Ziolkowska is advertising her adulterous relationship statushttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/screen-shot-2013-04-29-at-10-53-16-pm.pngScreen Shot 2013-04-29 at 10.53.16 PM2018-01-13T00:03:37+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/05/satya/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/dsc_7593.jpgDSC_7593https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/524055_396729570393744_677262062_n.jpg524055_396729570393744_677262062_nhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/487763_396735743726460_1853140915_n.jpg487763_396735743726460_1853140915_nhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/dsc_7610.jpgDSC_7610https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/3794692.jpg3794692I NEVER cheated on Ania Ziolkowska, while it is obvious SHE commits adultery, FREELY Again, high on E, at the Third Eye Rave, in Washington, DC, January 26, 2012 https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/3794693.jpg3794693I NEVER cheated on Ania Ziolkowska, while it is obvious SHE commits adultery, FREELY Again, high on E, at the Third Eye Rave, in Washington, DC, January 26, 2012 https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/dsc00088.jpgDSC00088https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/dsc00084.jpgDSC00084https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/dsc00060-1.jpgDSC00060 (1)https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/dsc00074.jpgDSC000742025-02-04T19:17:44+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/01/23/im-sorry-on-forgiveness/2022-11-24T10:48:59+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/10/04/seriously-get-help/2015-01-03T05:32:03+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/06/11/lots-of-developments/2014-06-11T19:27:18+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/05/28/explanations-revelations/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/screen-shot-2014-05-28-at-2-47-19-pm.pngScreen Shot 2014-05-28 at 2.47.19 PMI don't think they understand that nothing I do is what is affecting their lack of "success".......2014-06-03T07:22:32+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/05/19/working-on-two-new-posts/2014-05-19T13:07:37+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/04/18/once-again-apologies/2014-04-18T20:16:22+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/01/27/the-truth-hurts/2025-06-13T02:30:35+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/04/spiritual-narcissism/2014-01-25T18:21:19+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/01/16/apologies-again/2014-01-16T15:21:07+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2014/01/09/we-are-looking-for-submissions/https://neonplasticlotus.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/20140109-144824.jpg20140109-144824.jpg2014-01-09T19:50:15+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/11/09/apologies/2013-11-09T02:54:42+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.com/2013/05/06/the-shadow-from-a-buddhist-perspective/2013-05-13T09:00:42+00:00monthlyhttps://neonplasticlotus.comdaily1.02025-12-07T05:36:23+00:00