Yogis are not Saints – Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca and her network of spies and stalkers

Ania Ziolkowska  would like to think she’s a crafty one.
However, she’s not as crafty as she thinks.

Example –

Amy Roman, Spying for Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca - Why do people even DO this????

Amy Roman, Stalking for Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca – Why do people even DO this????

If we’re wondering who Shiva Ka Li is, she’s a friend named Lauren Bautista, whom I met in Hong Kong, several years ago, who now lives in Singapore.

But she’s not important to this matter.

Who really IS of concern is Amy Roman

Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca are "FRIENDS" Proof of Ania Ziolkowska sending people to spy on me

Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca are “FRIENDS”
Proof of Ania Ziolkowska sending people to spy on me

Or are Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska the same person?

See, it seems Amy Roman elected to recently begin to “follow” my friend, Shiva Ka Li, which really means try to spy (stalk me) for Ania Ziolkowska, my wife, whom is supposedly happy in her adulterous relationship with Chris M Sevanick, also known as Chris Exeris of Grains of Sound (a failing side project), and Mindless Faith (a project that seems to have done infinitely better WITHOUT HIS INVOLVEMENT)

Basically, if you’re happy in your current relationship, why are you getting people to spy on the husband you’ve been cheating on?
Especially since Ania Ziolkowska so vehemently stated, in April, how she was not concerned with anything in my life. 

This is not the first time Ania Ziolkowska has done this. Back in 2011 Ania Ziolkowska created a Facebook profile named “Haleigh Clairee” to spy on me directly, on my page, saying she had gone to the University of Georgia, and that she had learned to hoop in Virginia, so I gave her a show.
Instead of doing the right thing, she continued her adulterous relationship with Chris Exeris.

In all reality, they seem to actually be the same exact person, as Amy Roman and Ania Ziolkowska “speak” exactly the same in writing. 

Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca doing the Yoga Barbie Doll I saw through 13 years ago

Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca doing the Yoga Barbie Doll I saw through 13 years ago

I usually do not care what goes on, on Ania’s facebook page, and merely type the link (mostly because I can’t believe Ania STILL calls herself “Mukti“) in the blog, as a hyperlink, however, a dream last night made me get up and check something, which brought me this current discovery.

This is middle school behaviour.

Childish, juvenile, and just plain sad.

I’ve instructed my friend to check her “followers”, and block anyone that seems “questionable”, to her.

If Ania Ziolkowska wants to know what’s going on in my life, she will have to do it herself, not continue to hide behind sock puppets.

Our next blog concerning Ania Ziolkowska will be about how she is supposedly a yoga instructor, but the only one anyone has ever seen that has GAINED subcutaneous fat, while most female instructors LOSE it.



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Psytrance Cultism – Grains of Sound: Delusions of Grandeur

What you just heard isn’t “Grains of Sound”, but it was put here to make a point.

I made that.

I am a novice, just beginning in the electronic music scene, at least as a producer. I’ve been a dancer since 1993, in nearly every genre of electronic dance music there is, from house, breaks, to gabber hardcore, to, yes, even psytrance (though I’ve left that scene behind).

This will be a first HONEST review of the one man act known as “Grains of Sound”.

First……that NAME!!!
Seriously, let’s just think about that name. What, and I mean what, if anything, would anyone think when hearing that name?
I personally think of fingernails across a black board, but that’s just me.

Any sound that seems granular also seems ABRASIVE, like SAND PAPER.

It really comes from “Granular Synthesis”, the most simplistic technique any DJ or producer can use.

So simple, it’s actually a core component of every single DAW ever made.

To stake an entire career on something so simplistic, in an industry that is constantly evolving, is very telling.

But let’s move on……

Here we see that Grains of Sound is advertising both their New Year‘s Eve show, in Berlin, and their [supposed] European “Tour”(Poland. It’s mostly Poland).

Let’s look at the New Years Eve Show –

Grains of Sound - New Year's Eve JOKE

Grains of Sound – New Year’s Eve JOKE

The show in question is being done at this BARR19 , in Berlin, Germany.

Now, let’s look at other information about the party in question, specifically, the line up –

What's that? Do you see it?

What’s that? Do you see it?

Now, I know it may not be immediately apparent, so we’ll bring it a little closer –

Still not seeing it?

Still not seeing it?

Okay, we know it’s not immediately apparent, so we shall point out the glaring fact to you –

NOW do you see it?

NOW do you see it?

See, I don’t know about anyone else, but this is New Year’s Eve, and it’s also Europe, where things begin MUCH LATER than the United States, except for maybe New York City, Los Angeles, and Vegas.
However, also realize this is nearly right after midnight.

Who is going to be in the Chill Out Room that early?


That’s the truth.
Most will still be dancing to something more lively and not giving a damn about chilling out.
Let’s face it – Most people won’t even show up till near midnight as it is.

However, and this is the most hilarious aspect:

There’s a much LARGER event happening on the same night, in the same city, in the SAME GENRE. 

This is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013

This is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013

This is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013

This is happening the Same time as Grains of Sound, in Berlin, on NYE 2013

Now, I don’t know about YOU, but if I’m supposedly on a “European Tour”, I would think I would be going where I would get THE MOST EXPOSURE, right???

The definition of “Delusions of Grandeur” is –

Grains of Sound: Delusions of Grandeur

Grains of Sound: Delusions of Grandeur

And he utilizes lies and deception.
I have been to Playa Del Fuego. And I especially went to Playa Del Fuego in the fall of 2013 (Spoiler alert!!! PDF never occurs in August. It has two dates: Labor Day weekend and Memorial Day weekend). In August of 2013, Chris Exeris was in Poland with Ania Anicca / Ania Ziolkowska.
So how does he have a picture claiming to be at PDF at the same exact time???

Chris trying to lure the burner crowd He's NEVER played Playa Del Fuego

Chris trying to lure the burner crowd
He’s NEVER played Playa Del Fuego

It’s another lie. A deception, trying to sway the Burner crowd, to say “Look! I’m one of you!!!”  in hopes it will get him more bookings.

Which, of course, reflects Narcissistic Personality Disorder quite well, doesn’t it?

Chris Exeris Sevanick - Grains of Sound

Chris Exeris Sevanick – Grains of Sound

We all hope you are laughing at this as much as we are.
Our next installment will show how this is New York City all over again, and show additional pictures as to how Grains of Sound never had anyone show up to their shows, with pictures of him playing to empty fields, with only Ania Ziolkowska watching……

Ania Ziokowska essentially the only one watching Chris Exeris play his Grains of Sound set at an outdoor festival called Respect Gatherings

Ania Ziokowska essentially the only one watching Chris Exeris play his Grains of Sound set at an outdoor festival called Respect Gatherings August 2013
Apparently his “celebrity” status makes Ania Ziolkowska more devoted than she was to ANYONE else

Happy Holidaze!!!


Seems Grains of Sound / Chris Exeris, was NOT invited back to the Life Celebration Festival –

Chris not invited back to the Life Celebration Festival for 2014

Chris not invited back to the Life Celebration Festival for 2014


Seems we were correct.
Anyone with a Facebook account can see that, as we suspected, barely anyone showed up for Grains of Sound’s set.

One last thing –

Chris Sevanick (Exeris) is a chill out producer.
That’s right, chill out.

To make a point as to how simple it is to make chill out, I made this track today. It’s not complete, since it needs editing and some EQ, however, using NO STOCK SAMPLES, and keying every note in with my Nektar Panorama P6, this was the result –

Try stepping into my arena, Chris.
Try making HOUSE

You know……something that requires more than knowledge of a few chords and the ability to add ambient filler to make the rest of a “song”……..

Every time I listen to one of his tracks, I think he’s taken stock footage from a George Lucas film.
When they fire up the Deathstar to fire on the Rebel Planet?

Just like that.


Psytrance Cultism – Herd Mentality: The “Hive Mind”

Recently there has been a war concerning Ania Ziolkowska and Chris Exeris Sevanick.
It seems that their recent trip to Poland has “emboldened” them, makes them feel “untouchable”
Or, more accurately, they are probably running into opposition, socially, in Poland, and do not want to recognize that it is their own personalities are to blame.

So, lately, they have taken to a campaign of reporting every single little post they can on facebook, attempting to protect their “image”
This is ironic, as they actually have no real personality of their own. They have a manufactured image they have compiled from their interactions with others.
They’re incapable of ever knowing their true selves –

NARCISSISTS ARE PEOPLE WHO never learned to make it on their own. Except for their fantasies of perfection, envy of others who have what they lack, and unacknowledged fears of humiliation, they are empty on the inside. They have no real Self to bring to a relationship with another person, but they desperately need someone else to join them in their emptiness and help them maintain emotional equilibrium. The ideal candidate is someone willing to become an extension of the Narcissist’s fragile ego, to serve as an object of admiration, contempt, or often enough both. The sign over their door ought to read: Abandon Self All Ye Who Enter Here.

– Hotchkiss (pg. 121)

An example of their current debacle of narcissism is this very public display of attempted character assassination

He doesn't like drama, but he makes this post? Narcissists are DRAMA QUEENS

He doesn’t like drama, but he makes this post?
Narcissists are DRAMA QUEENS

Really? This isn't drama?

This isn’t drama?

The hypocrisy alone, in this entire display is nothing less than hilarious.

“People need to get on with their own lives, instead of worrying about others…..”


The thing that is prevalent in cults, and narcissists, besides their toxic vitriol, is the fact they project.
They do EXACTLY  what they call out in other people as “wrong”, yet somehow do not see THEY ARE DOING PRECISELY THE SAME THING THEMSELVES

And let’s not forget how the lying and duplicitous drama king himself, Chris “Exeris” Sevanick, chimes in his two cents.

Let’s clear some things up, as, it is obvious they believe the lies Chris Sevanick and Ania Ziolkowska have fed them –

1. Ania Ziolkowska is my WIFE. We are still married, as she freely admitted in the linked conversation. And she ran to Poland to keep from having to pay damages in a divorce.


Remember “Collective Narcissism” (Herd Mentality)?
Well, here you go.
And thank you for believing I can affect the future of Grains of Sound




















  1. I cannot affect the fate of Grains of Sound, Chris Sevanick’s failing side project, though I will admit I am flattered they believe I can.
    The only one that can affect it’s fate is Chris Exeris, and he’s doing just fine on his own in ensuring it will go nowhere (that will be addressed in another blog)
  2. Chris Sevanick resents that I have been able to achieve more attention with my blogs and posts than he has been able to in the EIGHT YEARS he has been doing Grains of Sound.

There’s a conversation with Kaliptus Ohm that will be the subject of the next entry in the series, where he’s asked to just ask Chris Sevanick for the original of the conversation featured in the “Id-the Ego of Maya” blog, however, he merely continues to call me a liar, rather than verify the truth.

Then he just removed the post entirely.

They don’t want to know reality.
Then they would be wrong.
And, as we previously discussed, a narcissist can never be wrong.

Chris Exeris Sevanick isn't a bad guy? Really? We should look at the

Chris Exeris Sevanick isn’t a bad guy? Really?
We should look at the “Id – The ego of Maya” blog to confirm that.

Grains of Sound - your future is in my hands......apparently

Because Putting Ohm at the end of your name, and then doing what you just said you hated isn’t hypocritical at all………….Grains of Sound – your future is in my hands……apparently

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The Covert Narcissist – The Chameleon

We are constantly attempting to give REAL examples of Narcissism, Spiritual Narcissism, and Covert Stealth Narcissism. Above is a video that illustrates the most dangerous, and the most PREVALENT form of Narcissistic Personality Disorder, of which Ania Ziolkowska is a prime example of –

Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca holds at least SIX of these nine traits

Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca holds at least SIX of these nine traits

Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then

Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays.
Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then “punished” herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.

It should be said, that BOTH Ania Ziolkowska and Chris “Exeris” Sevanick have made every effort for this to not be known, including attempted defamation of character of myself, the author (which they have backed away from, now that the most famous entry on Id exists) because, as with any Covert Stealth Narcissist, they need to maintain

“Their overt behavior projects an innocent, angel-like,good as gold persona which builds them a credible and faultless reputation yet they fail to reach their true potential due to their own self-doubt.”

Covert Narcissists, of which both Ania Ziolkowska, and Chris “Exeris” Sevanick are, are damaging, without empathy, opportunistic, and what we would all consider the exact description of “evil” The most pitiful aspect of this disorder is something we would consider so simple, yet seems so difficult, even impossible for THEM

The basic idea is that a narcissist wants to secure himself against the need to say, “Okay, I made a mistake, I was wrong.”  To a narcissist, this is a fate worse than death, and many narcissists quite literally suffer death to avoid the possibility. Normal people are willing to be found wrong, over and over again, because this is in the nature of life. Such people expect their personal creative process to eventually bear fruit, and are willing to experiment with reality, walk paths not yet explored, sometimes stumble and fall, in the hope of contributing something new to the store of human knowledge. At some risk of oversimplification, a normal person is willing to be wrong 100 times in order to create something uniquely new and useful, while a narcissist sacrifices this opportunity, this stage of personal evolution, in order to be secure against the possibility of being found wrong.  For a normal person, being wrong is the price we pay for the creative process. For a narcissist, being wrong is too high a price to pay — better to label other people as wrong, from within an impregnable fortress of mediocrity. Unfortunately, in exchange for an infantile kind of security, narcissists sacrifice any chance to positively influence the world.

Dr. Brene Brown illustrates so eloquently something I attempted to show Ania Ziolkowska for an entire decade how to be –

This is something Ania Ziolkowska, and later, many of her mutual friends, such as Angelina Panaugua, Kirsten Norman, and Eva Annika Backstrom, began to resent me for (Ironically, it was also the more they dove into teaching of Wayne Dyer, Eckhart Tolle, “The Secret”, Ram Dass, Osho, etc, that they began to resent me more for pointing out the one thing NONE of those ever point out, which is vulnerability. The one thing all of them refuse to acknowledge.)

Even their friends in New York City, now that Ania and Chris have left to Warsaw, Poland, to live in the apartment that Ania and I were meant to raise our children in (it’s all revenge tactics, designed to hurt me, for not letting Ania Ziolkowska have her way) are now willing to come out and say, honestly, what they think of them.

Charlee Zee Monkee's opinion of Ania / Ania Anicca and Chris Exeris

Charlee Zee Monkee’s opinion of Ania / Ania Anicca and Chris Exeris

There is much more that can be said, however, now that I am finally getting back into the actual writing of this blog, and need to clean up the earlier entries, And my need to complete previous series, as well as an upcoming entry illustrating all the people that have thanked us for helping them through their narcissistic abuse, I will attempt to keep things concise, and end with two visual points. One humorous, and both serious.

Happy Holidaze to all.

Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca - Ugly on the outside, and the inside as well

Ania Ziolkowska / Ania Anicca – Ugly on the outside, and the inside as well

Narcissistic Sociopath Traits - Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca on

Narcissistic Sociopath Traits – Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca on “E”

Narcissistic Sociopath Traits – Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca on “E”

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Holiday humor

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca & Chris Exeris of Mindless Faith & Grains of Sound really do look like Shrek & Fiona, don't they?

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca & Chris Exeris of Mindless Faith & Grains of Sound really do look like Shrek & Fiona, don’t they?

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The Demonic State of Egohood – A quickie

Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by Chögy...

Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by Chögyam Trungpa (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Ego is able to convert everything to its own use, even spirituality.For example,if you have learned of a particularly beneficial meditation technique of spiritual practice,then ego’s attitude is, first to regard it as an object of fascination and, second to examine it. Finally, since ego is seeming solid and cannot really absorb anything, it can only mimic.

Thus ego tries to examine and imitate the practice of meditation and the meditative way of life. When we have learned all the tricks and answers of the spiritual game, we automatically try to imitate spirituality, since real involvement would require the complete elimination of ego, and actually the last thing we want to do is to give up the ego completely.

However, we cannot experience that which we are trying to imitate; we can only find some area within the bounds of ego that seems to be the same thing. Ego translates everything in terms of its own state of health, its own inherent qualities. It feels a sense of great accomplishment and excitement at having been able to create such a pattern. At last it has created a tangible accomplishment, a confirmation of its own individuality.”

~ Chogyam Trungpa RinpocheCutting Through Spiritual Materialism” 

I have been working on the next part in the Vipassana Series, though I have been held back by some technical difficulties, unfortunately (recovery of emails, etc, for use in the illustration of what is being explained), however, I felt I have not made a post in a while, and though formatting is difficult, am providing a recent “quickie”, so to speak.

I will now provide the following images –

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca doesn't understand the Yoga Sutras

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca doesn’t understand the Yoga Sutras

This is actually amazing, for a psychological case study…..

The page in question is the following:


If anyone understands how pages work in Facebook, there is a “seen” heading on each post, that shows not only how may have seen it, but WHO sees it.

This specific page is about the yoga sutras of patanjali, and Ania Ziolkowska has “seen” every post that has been made on the page, which are verses from the sutras.

Here is where it gets interesting (and when you can know if someone has actually read the sutras, or understands them) –

The only sutras Ania has “liked” so far are also the only ones that can be misinterpreted as ego-centric.

The one and only post Ania Ziolkowska commented on is an exercise in her attempting “magic” – “Say it, and it will be true”

Ania Ziolkowska is STILL attempting to convince herself that everything she is doing, everything she has done so far, is the “right path”, or even a path at all.

Ania Ziolkowska is still attempting to convince herself that everything she gave up was for the right reasons, that it was worth giving up at all.

Ania is looking for forgiveness she doesn’t deserve because she refuses to take responsibility for what she’s done, believing there is a “path” that can avoid that “requirement”.

Ania Ziolkowska is still trying to convince herself she is “happy”.

Maybe some don’t see this, however I would deem that as interesting, due to the fact that, like a child, Ania is ruled by her Id, and has finally reached the point where the Id is all she is, which, essentially, means she’s an empty shell, with very little impulse control.

Also notice that her comment, the only one Ania Ziolkowska has provided, is “shallow”, without any deeper explanation of what the sutra means, to her?

Notice how Ania asks no questions, to gain a deeper or more clear understanding?

Essentially, what Ania Ziolkowska is practicing is a confirmation bias, brought forth by cognitive dissonance, in that she cannot relate the other sutras to herself, and therefore ignores them, as they are too difficult, just as Ania ignores any mention of Yamas – “rights”, or  Niyamas – “wrongs”

And by asking no questions, Ania protects her “Id”, by not chancing that “she”, her Id self, could possibly be wrong.

The avoidance of “Unpleasure”.

Thus taking the safe route.

Ania Ziolkowska merely wishes to be “acknowledged”, but not in a way that is actually beneficial to her.

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca, You're fooling nobody

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca, You’re fooling nobody

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca on her stolen india trip. Ania knew for 10 years I wanted to go to india and kept "us" too broke to do ANYTHING

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca on her stolen india trip. Ania knew for 10 years I wanted to go to india and kept “us” too broke to do ANYTHING


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Psytrance Cultism : Pawel “ArThou” Tulin – Demonstration of Collective Narcissism

On Aug 14, 2013, at 18:48, “Pawel Tulin” <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Dude – to start with – you are officially band from Poland forever, do not ever go there because you will never come back unless in body bag, and I promise you that

Hector Virgilio Barrientos-Bullock <*********@xxx.com> Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 7:01 PM
To: “<ptulin@gmail.com>” <ptulin@gmail.com>
Cc: Chris Exeris <Alterculture@gmail.com>
Oh my?
You control an entire country now?
I do believe there’s this thing called international relations.
You might want to look it up.
I’m sorry….seriously….hold on…:..I need to catch my breath.
My stomach hurts from laughing so much.
I’m not kidding.
Poland would not risk and international incident over your collective asinine egos.
I really had no desire at all to go there, but am now considering it, JUST to laugh in your face.
I’ll have to get back to you after I’m done laughing.
I’ve already had to correct 12 typos from typing while laughing.
That was too good!!!
Oh lord…..
Okay( what else have you in your back of delusions, oh lord and master magician?
Sent from my iPhone
Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 7:05 PM
Reply-To: ptulin@gmail.com
To: Hector Virgilio Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com>
Cc: Chris Exeris <Alterculture@gmail.com>
You bet – I do control that country, more than you ever know – and few others – want to challenge me? I’ll buy you a ticket

Welcome to the first installment of a continuing series on Psytrance Cultism!!!
As usual, there are hyperlinks that explain terms, so follow them to have a complete understanding.
I had been hoping to complete the Vipassana Cultism series, however, due to email issues, as well as the providence of the above conversation landing in my lap, I felt it was time to put that to the back burner, for just a moment, and address a growing problem:

The misuse of Psytrance and Psytrance culture to become cultish Collective Narcissism

It’s the “Heather’s” or “Mean Girls” of the EDM (Electronic Dance Music) community.


Luis Campos, 2nd from the left, Chris “Exeris” Sevanick, far left.
This is PsychGround.
These people should NEVER reproduce.

We will focus mostly on a “collective” (pun intended) known as PyscheGround (and some members of EastCoast Psytribe), in New York City, though there may be a few diversions that reach as far as Colorado, Germany, and Poland. As you will see by the comments and discussions listed, these people are true Narcissistic Personality Disorders.

Legends in their OWN minds.

Now, before we go any further, it should be made clear that I followed psytrance as far back as when I was in the Navy, based out of Yokosuka, Japan, aboard the USS Independence CV62, way back in 1995, having been introduced to it by a “girl” friend named “Victoria”. At that time, psytrance was known as ” Goa Trance“, was artful, creative, technical, and made up of an actually caring community.

That is not what psytrance is NOW

What prompted this series, besides a multitude of reasons, is an article I saw posted a few months ago about how psytrance was the

“Religion that has no name….”

When I saw and read this article……well, before I say anything, let me provide an excerpt –

“It is, essentially, a ‘New Religious Movement’ (NRM) that is not allowed to become an organised religion. It cannot be given a name, nor can its places of communal gathering be made to explicit. It includes a great variety of belief and practice: but then the religions of Hinduism and Buddhism, even Christianity all show a great variety of forms and expressions also. It has it’s own set of texts, but none are adopted as dogma, there is no cannon: but then many of the historical forms of human spirituality did not have a cannon either. It even has its own unique forms of artistic expression and aesthetic style, rife with themes of transcendence and spiritual discovery.”

Firstly, when did popping psychedelic drugs and listening to “sub”-corporate music, become a “religious movement”???? It’s places of gathering cannot be made explicit? They post all over the internet when a show or festival is happening, they take pictures, they charge admission, they promote DJs and producers!!!!

I believe if a church did this, we would call it a SCAM, or a CULT.

But, let us visit upon that later, shall we? We do have a purpose to this PARTICULAR blog entry, after all……. It includes a great variety of practices? Maybe it does, however, not one of them understand a SINGLE ONE of those practices anywhere NEAR completely. And we shall demonstrate that as we proceed. It has it’s own sacred texts? What texts are these? A “bible” of blotter LSD? There were no “Sacred Texts” in 1995, or in the 70s, when this genre began, nor are there NOW. But no adopted dogma? I am willing to wager that as we watch this series unfold, we will learn there IS an adopted dogma, and that “dogma” is “Spiritual Narcissism”, practiced in the form of COLLECTIVE NARCISSISM. Unique forms of artistic expression?

It’s MUSIC!!! Of COURSE it’s “artistic” and “expressionistic”!!!

Though the “Unique” is debatable. You’ll have to REALLY DIG to find THAT. Let us take a quote from a German friend, via Frankfurt, the city of my birth (Please don’t mind the language difference)  –

  • June 14
  • 11:06am

     Shiva Bodhi Dharma     So, it’s sub-underground, as it is everywhere. I’ll be honest, with the mentality of the people I have seen in the psytrance scene, I pretty much see it as a virus that needs be innoculated against. They have no empathy and no sense of anyone but themselves and their cultish community. I have conversations with psytrance heads that illustrate this, and it has become more prevalent in the last 5 years. And I used to be part of that scene, until I saw that and became victim to it. They’re a bunch of pleasure seeking sociopaths.
  • 11:07am

     Flow Yo     word.
     it’s exactly the same as in germany -.-
     that’s the reason why i don’t go to events like this anymore…
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     So, it IS a virus that spreads across that community. I felt as much.

  • Flow Yo     and you have dumb people with many drugs in their blood

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     I must ask, may I use your comments in a blog I am writing on this subject?

  • Flow Yo     yeah, you can.

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     Thank you. That helps a lot.

  • Flow Yo     and you have some dumbass-vegetarians, that are shouting their message all over the place…

    erm, not “some”, many!
    and all this shit of pseudo-deep people
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     That’s ironic, as, due to Monsanto, the vegetables they eat actually have animal genes spliced into them.

  • Flow Yo nothing real psychedelic, open minded thinkers, philosophers, dumb style-people as everywhere

    after “philosophers” should be a full-stop.
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     Wow. This virus has spread to Europe. However I’ve noticed it’s predominantly EASTERN Europe, And I wonder why that is…..

  • Flow Yo     it’s a pity, but yeah, you can’t keep the dumb people out.

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     The “dumb people” seem to have become the “normal” people. And that’s scary.

  • Flow Yo     i think it’s because of some kind of narcistic. internet, the people think, if they dress like that, listen to that kind of music and eat vegetarian, they’d be a better person and so deep

     yeah, this is true…
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     I think you are correct.

  • Flow Yo     that they are dumb and closed mind is the fact, i think

    and they don’t have no idea of good music often
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     While saying they are actually more open minded than others. And that is the complete irony of it.

  • Flow Yo     end never felt, what problems and chaos is like. they’re just kids

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     Sadly, many of them are over 40 years old.

  • Flow Yo     eeek..
  • Flow Yo     and they’re such scene fascists

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     I’m sorry. I really want to continue this, but I have to go. And I really do want to continue this, as you are providing a very relevant view.

  • Flow Yo     hey, i hear so many music, go to so many different parties, scenes, communitys… i’m kind of exotic, i think. where i go, i see people, just living in their own little habitats.

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     Yes. I do the same. In many groups but part of none.

  • Flow Yo     okay, we will continue sometimes, i hope. have fun at whatever you do and have a nice weekend! and keep strong, and keep in mind they’re just a bunch of afraid childs. afraid to stand alone, on their own feets and realize they’re nothing but implanted ideologies and ideas!

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     We will. I’ll hit you up sometime this weekend.

  • Flow Yo     and thx for the name pollock, i’m reading very interested his bio.

  • (Author’s note: He is an artist in Germany, and therefore had never heard of Jackson Pollock, therefore I directed him to him, for inspiration…..)

There are MANY  such conversations I have been given permission to use in this series, not all from him, but many others, though the Germans DO seem to be the most outspoken, and, as shall be seen, they all say, in their own ways, the exact same thing –

Psytrance seems composed of mostly Spiritual Narcissists

Now, once again, the stage is set, the scenario defined, and thus, we come to our first “player”, if you will…….

Pawel Tulin

Degree in Psychology, User Experience software designer, Polish Psytrance Ego Maniac. Observe –

  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     maybe……You do realize I have issues with the Arthous right now, right? Due to hiding that Chris Sevanick was fucking my wife, while partying right next to me, for nearly a year, right? Not saying I’m adverse to a meeting, just putting that out there.

     And yes, Ania Ziolkowska or Ziolko, is the woman I have been talking about for nearly two years. The abusive gold digger.
     So, just want to put that out there, before, you know.
  • Pawel Icon 2
    Pawel ArThou     sorry to hear that but I was out of the scene for at least two years, exactly for the reason that this psy scene is bit fucked up for me. So even if I share the name with them, I have not seen any of them at least for two years. I am keeping the name for sentimental reason. Hope you get it
Pawel Tulin & Ania Ziolkowska Pawel lied to me and stated he did not know them - See the Psytrance Cults Blog

Pawel Tulin & Ania Ziolkowska
Pawel lied to me and stated he did not know them – See the Psytrance Cults Blog

Now, as can be seen, while Pawel Tulin was believing he was successfully deceiving me in stating he had not seen anyone from the “ArThou” swinger group for two years, he was hanging out with MY adulterous wife, and Chris “Exeris” Sevanick, nearly every day. I already knew this. And this makes a point that is not only indicative of Pawel, but of everyone in this New York City Psytrance “Community” –

They believe they are smarter than anyone  else they encounter. 

This is another symptom of Narcissistic Personality Disorder, bordering on Anti Social Personality Disorder. It seems these traits are prevalent among cultists.

However, what can we expect, from someone that says something such as this? –

From: “Pawel Tulin” <ptulin@gmail.com>
Date: May 16, 2013, 17:37:02 EDT
To: “‘Hector Barrientos-Bullock'” <hvbbmail@xxx.com>
Subject: RE: I never did
Reply-To: <ptulin@gmail.com>

I don’t want to waste my time on bullshit. I don’t know what dhamma is but I
feel it. Especially, I don’t have time for your petty shit. Do what you
want, I’ll see you on the other side. You can thank me later, if there is
any need for it any after…

Do we remember the line of how none of them understand any of the practices they have adopted completely?

Well, there you go.

Let us include the entire email exchange the first lines of this first article of the series originated from.
It should be noted that I am merely laying out rope for Pawel, length by length, waiting for him to do what is to be done with rope, as we all know.
There are many conversations such as this, and they will be included in future entries to this series, however, this one was such a god send that I had to change my blog schedule to get this out to the masses, for all to see how the minds of the psytrance acolytes have warped all sense of reality, and call it “spiritual”.

Yes, it’s highly personal, however, well…..just look at his “Dhamma” line.

It speaks for itself……

The exchange –

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 2:33 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Listen – take me off this bullshit you doing or I will sue you myself little man

From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com] 
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 2:38 PM
To: ptulin@gmail.com
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?

Please sue.

I’m curious – what statute do you believe you will be utilizing?

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 2:44 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Harassment, slander, stocking, I have all the copies of your emails, you are an asshole. If you ever end up with her in court, I will testify against you, you piece of shit. You are a fuckin moron and disgrace to humanity. Go kill yourself and save all of us an effort. Also – you are a joke in our community, most people put your fricking email on automatic delete including Ania and Chris, and others are saying you are an asshole who will never be welcome back to burners and psy. So get the grip and move on. Or if you want to get something done, change your strategy and be a good person, dick lick

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 2:50 PM, Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> wrote:

Slander has to be a lie.
harrassment is moot, due to your involvement AND association, as well as your attempted deception of me from facebook (which is now a legal document), to email, and i truly hope you DO testify.
You are oblivious to the exact nature of how damaging that would actually be to HER.


You’re not the only one that keeps copy.

You have demonstrated yourself to be lower than what is left on the floors of a slaughter house, due to your actions in THIS incident alone.

Once again, thank you, Pawel.

By the way, have you heard of relevance and hearsay?

They would never LET you testify.

You’re not RELEVANT to our MARRIAGE, nor have you ever met me, nor have you ever met us together.

Where is your relevance?

How are you such an unintelligent idiot?

HOW have you survived this long?????

As for the burners, YOU’RE not considered a burner, and I don’t give a shit about psy.
And yes, I have checked with the burners.

Would you like me to send you the messages I have from the burners, all of whom do not know YOU or ONTONCA??

They only know Jika.

You really think you’re more important than you really are.


On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:02 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Dude – I will call Jiki right now and cuts you off her circles as well, you are a disease, she is my sister
(Author’s note- the are NOT blood related. He’s Polish. She’s Russian. Not that it matters…..)

So if I am not involved why do you bombard me with your hate and moron behavior, why do you harass me asshole? What did I do to you? I did try to help you a little before but stop involving me in your twisted mind. It’s not my drama, keep me out of it. You are a little man consumed by anger and hate. She left you because of it. So man up and stand up to what you did wrong. Stop bombarding me with your petty shit or I will make my steps to prevent you to do so. If you ever even remotely understand love and Buddhism, for which I beg you to take another look, you are destroying yourself. This is plain stupid but it is not my duty to walk you out of your hell. This is the last time I try to talk as a friend….

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:04 PM, Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> wrote:

You’re too late.
I cut myself off from everyone except the core burners over a year ago.
How do you think I know you guys are a joke to the burn community?
They do not like your kind.
They don’t like sociopaths.
Oooooooooo…..spoken like a true narcissist, by the way.
The flaunting of USELESS status, as no one but eastern european sociopaths go to the houses you know.


On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:11 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Dude – I don’t care if someone likes me, but they do. Even your friends are emailing me telling me that you are crazy asshole

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:01 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Yeah – it’s called modesty, I don’t need to be in the lime light. I just provide love and services to my brothers and sisters in need. I am not a DJ or anything like that but I don’t have to pay for tickets and my house is always full of friends, and where and when I travel I don’t need to worry about the thing. And you are not welcome in most of the houses I know

From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 3:14 PM
To: Pawel Tulin
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?

Do you READ what you write, before you write the next line?

I’m going to ENJOY posting this in my blog.

How you contradict yourself from one message to the next.


You are a narcissist bordering on sociopath.
You lie, you manipulate, you have an inflated sense of yourself, and call it modesty.
You are the oldest idiot I have met in my entire life.

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:09 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

No – you are – get a shrink. Most of the people I know think you are a joke bro, Just a stupid pathetic idiot. I don’t even know why I waste my time talking to you, maybe my Buddhist education in compassion. Anyway – travel well, you would be better of listening to my advice but this is hopeless. In a way I do feel for you and feel sorry for you, anger and hate are big things to overcome, they can kill you. If you will survive, you’ll be a better man, I know it from my own experience. Otherwise you will die misbul death, goodbye friend and good luck

From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com] 
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 3:13 PM
To: ptulin@gmail.com
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?

You are a sociopath and an IDIOT.

You lie and get caught and expect people to listen to you.
I post about you EVERY DAY.

“they will lie to your face and say they are your friends”

You are TEXT book.

I know children with more maturity than you.

And the bottle blonde of ania’s hair?


From vidal sassoon to chez cvs.

The same yoga clothes from three years ago to go out?

must suck to live in one of the fashion capitals of the world, knowing she was a clothes horse, and now not able to buy one new piece of clothing.


On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:17 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Yeah? Maybe you should check my background… Ania might not have resources to sue you but I do so be careful
(Author’s note – Thank you for telling me Ania Ziolkowska is BROKE, not that it matters to me……)

Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:18 PM
To: Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com>
Your point?
you still need a valid CASE.

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:18 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

And regarding your blog, my lawyer already contacted wordpress few weeks ago, we are either suing them or they have to take you down
(Author’s note – Guess my outing them through this medium HAS had an effect…..)

Yeah man – that’s why when people hear about you – they are telling me to stay away from you. You are a disease and nobody wants to have anything with you, I am the only one left that still feels some compassion for you, but I am running short of patience…
(Author’s note – Pawel “Lost Patience” the moment he realized I could confirm he was both lying to me and trying to manipulate me. See – “Narcissistic Rage” )

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:19 PM, Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> wrote:

Go for it.
Not going to work and you don’t scare me.
Wordpress is not responsible for my blog.
I know the legalities of that as well.
Try again.

Get this through your head:

On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 5:00 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

It is not about them – it is about you. You let hate and anger consume you. I am trying to save your soul but you are being an ass about it. Let it go bro, you will feel much better. I barely know them as well, I never met you too. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, it’s life


(Author’s note – this is the new narcissist tactic. I don’t know who started it, but they think songs on youtube will evoke some sort of emotional response that will allow them to regain control. I know for a fact this works on women. It doesn’t work on ME. Once I have cut all empathy off from you, NOTHING you do or say affects me.)

From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com] 
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 5:46 PM
To: Pawel Tulin
Cc: Chris Exeris
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?

You have the mentality of a 14 year old girl.
I have never had more fun than I am having right now.
I have sparred against award winning psychiatrists, and WON.
But you?
Your limitless idiocy is the most fun I have EVER had.
Such perfect displays of collective narcissism.
Such perfectly textbook displays of borderline sociopathy.

The flailing in searching for something, ANYTHING, that you THINK might actually HURT me.

What was it the Joker said?

“there is nothing, NOTHING, that you can do to me.”

Ania calls herself Mukti?

You have no idea.

I am free from care of social status, of friends, of desire, of loneliness, of everything.

THAT is “mukti”, by definition.

Welcome to viewing a state none of you shall EVER achieve.

I not only do not NEED anyone, I do not WANT anyone.


And you thought you would school ME in buddhism?



Do you know what that is?

All of you, including Ania and Chris, think you can outsmart or outrun your karma.

I am the karma she is attempting to outrun.

She thought it was about money when it’s always been about morality and integrity.

Seems you all have that mentality of

“I can do it to you, how DARE you be hurt by what I did, how DARE you expect me to be responsible for it, and how DARE you even THINK to do it to me!!!!”

I never say this, but I will say it now:

I am SMARTER than you.

I am quicker than you.

I am more resourceful than ALL of you, as you have learned.

You think that “he’s a bully” game plays when the blog went up?


It lost all it’s validity.

It’s not about me, it’s about YOU.

(I even knew, as I told the last phone call I had about this conversation, that you would respond, just because I said you backed off.)

You are NOBODY, but really want desperately to be somebody.

I am happy with being nobody, while everyone wants me to be somebody.

if you had not blocked me, you would see how many more support me against people like you EVERYDAY.

So far it’s at least 1,400

There are more pages about narcissism appearing everyday.

There are more blogs about people like YOU, EVERY DAY.

Your time is over.

Now just be prepared to read all about this in the blog.

Accept defeat.

Maybe then you might actually know freedom.

  • (Author’s note – to understand this line, I must digress for a moment to here –
  • Pawel ArThou     you are just an idiot than
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     No. I’m fed up. I have no patience for cluster b personality disorders and will hit them where it hurts the most.
    Nor do I have patience for manipulators.
  • Pawel ArThou     bro – I am offering you a free session, just because I see your struggle, you either choose to be a free man or you will suffer for long
    you can’t win, let me show you how to have some grace
    I have been there
    (Author’s note – Do we not see I just let him know he was attempting to manipulate me, AND HE STILL TRIES TO ANYWAY????)
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     I do not want a session. I want the means to end the problems that are Ania Ziolkowska, my wife, and Chris “Exeris” Sevanick. Nothing else has value to me. Actually, neither do they. However taking the fight to them I do value. And apparently they can’t win either. You may wish to ask them how their friend Eva Annika Backstrom fared with the Maryland States Attorney.
  • 3:00pm

    Shiva Bodhi Dharma     Eventually they will figure out I am smarter and quicker than they could ever dream of being. They haven’t figured that out yet. Good day.
  • Pawel Icon 23:05pm

    Pawel ArThou     you should not focus how to hurt them, you should focus how to make your life beautiful, you should focus to be love and friend, just take a big breath my friend, we will talk once you let it go, I will help you and intro you to great people, maybe you will get her back but chances are – you will not want her anymore either…. just take a deep breath firsts and be impartial for a moment….
  • Shiva Bodhi Dharma     I should focus in what’s healthiest for ME, and letting them get away with it is not healthy for me or anyone. It never was. That’s how it got here. That’s how ANYINE gets here. You may want to look up doctor Joyce brothers article entitle “don’t be so quick to forgive”. It applies. I don’t want her back. She had a child that Is more than likely not mine, she is and was deceptive, a gold digger, a liar, abusive, manipulative, without empathy of any kind except for herself.

    Why would I want someone like that back?

    Are you seriously thinking that? Is that what everyone believes???

    There’s a saying I learned in Seattle:

    “Girl, you are not that bomb.”

    And she is not.

    But she DID steal ten years of my life, and followed that with destroying what was left and then stole every dream I ever had, trying to be me, lying and deceiving the entire time.

    And all your friends know them, so how the hell would or should I trust ANY of them, or consider them “great”?

    – end Author’s note.)

On Aug 14, 2013, at 18:20, “Pawel Tulin” <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:

Dude – keep my out of it or I will kick your ass

Dude – to start with – you are officially band from Poland forever, do not ever go there because you will never come back unless in body bag, and I promise you that

From: Hector Virgilio Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com] 
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 7:02 PM
To: <ptulin@gmail.com> Cc: Chris Exeris
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?

By the way, physical threat of violence over email?


Thank you.


Sent from my iPhone

At this point, we can see several things –

  1. Pawel, who has a degree in psychology, knows nothing about psychology.
    I have an associates degree in accounting, and have put very little effort in out playing him at every turn.
    I know how cultists think. They think like Narcissists and Sociopaths, also known as Anti Social Personality Disorder.
    Ania Ziolkowska.
    A decade with her and anyone would be a FOOL to not understand how a sociopath thinks.
  2. As with most Sociopaths, and the cult indoctrinated, and even Narcissists, his bag of tricks and tools are limited to what he knows has worked on others. In the case of Pawel, he is limited to manipulation, intimidation, attempts at subterfuge, and then blatant intimidation. He can’t think outside the box of his experience. A robot.
    “This worked on other people. This has to work on him…..eventually.”
    (If you do business with him, take notes. This is how you outmaneuver him in negotiations.)
  3. As with any cult, which functions on “Collective Narcissism”, they will do anything, ANYTHING, to protect the “ingroup”, which in this case is an abusive Anti Social Personality Disorder that is committing adultery.
  4. In the protection of the “ingroup”, they can have done no wrong, and therefore the outlier, or “outgroup”, must always be the party at fault.
  5. In the textbook manner of ALL Cluster B’s, they need to keep their abuses PRIVATE, hence the fear of this blog, and the threats to me, due to it’s mere existence.

Now, I know what is being said –

“How does this prove psytrance cultism?”
Remember, this is merely the “introduction”, utilizing Pawel as a way to introduce you to how cultists in this community think.
I want you to recognize the association of this mindset and behavior, the pontificated claims of spirituality COMBINED with this behavior, and it’s association to Narcissism, Collective Narcissism, and Anti Social Personality Disorders.
In the next part, we will again visit personal interactions, taking a break from Pawel Tulin, and associate Psytrance Culture with other, more prominent, cults.I will leave this here, as it is getting late, for you to ponder, until the next entry to this series…….

Toxic – Lack of Empathy and the Demonic State of Egohood

People can say anything. It's what you DO that matters.

People can say anything. It’s what you DO that matters.

I have a MULTITUDE of articles to write that I am WAY behind on, due to needing to complete my TESOL course before I run out of time, however, I was actually REQUESTED to write this one, due to others having experienced SIMILAR behavior from the subjects of this particular one.

I will admit that not ALL of my articles are directly involved with “spiritual” or “yogic” peoples, however, as those are aspects of society and the modern human condition, even this applies, as the additional subjects of this blog ARE involved with these people, and thus it illustrates the type of people these frauds attract.

In the end, whether “spiritual” or regular person, the behaviors are the same……

We should note that my history with BeBe goes back to 2010, while she did not meet Ania Ziolkowska or Chris Sevanick until 2012, therefore we can see where Narcissistic Personality Disorder takes precedent, IF the CONSTANT need for ATTENTION (and complete lack of empathy) was not already OBVIOUS…..

“Bebe bellamont??
Even with My limited dealings with Bebe i am not surprised i have no respect for her at all..And yes people are their drama
Please do! [expose her]  She is toxic
Bebe blocked me years ago when she was friends with my ex wife….I called her out on trying to worsen my split with ****** by feeding her a bunch of lies about me fucking a lot of rave hoes.which I wasnt, I was torn up over the seperation…stupid bitch LOL”
~ Anonymous

The provider of that experience asked to remain, anonymous, and I will respect their wishes, but is one of several that asked me to write and provide what is being provided here (links are provided for additional reference) –
BeBe S Bellamont & Rafael Rodriguez, people ARE their drama.

Attention whores and backstabbers

Attention whores and backstabbers

  • Can you do me a favor? If you see my wife at the massive, slap the shit out of her for me. LMAO!!!
    She’ll probably be hanging with a bunch of hoopers.
    Her name is Ania.
  • November 27, 2011
  • awwww! Sorry I just got this message!!!
  • No worries. I was half joking anyway.
    Hope you had a good time.
  • November 27, 2011
  • Yes I need to see you guys soon! I would have loved to have seen her! xoxox
    (Author’s note – This establishes that BeBe already KNOWS all the players involved.)
  • Today
  • bebe slut icon 16:19pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    why would i unfriend you
  • 6:20pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    Read it and you’ll see.
    Takes about an hour.
  • bebe slut icon 16:20pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    i dont have time but i will try to skim
    (Author’s note – She’s FEIGNING ignorance. She already KNOWS all of this.)
  • 6:20pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    It’s pretty revealing.
    It’s significant due to Rafael.
    (Author’s Note – Rafael is a photographer for Plurlife.com, and also the personal photographer for Chris Sevanick, as well as HER BOYFRIEND.)
  • 6:22pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    You’ll see.
    That’s all I can say. The rest is in it.
  • so you are an abusive drug adict to them
    (Author’s note – She hasn’t even READ anything yet, SHE ALREADY KNOWS the baseless rumors they spread, because she’s been helping spread them.)
  • 6:25pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    Then just skip to the conversation.
    You’ll see how that’s not true and they know it.
    And “them” is my WIFE and Chris, who used to be a friend.
    Gotta love it.
    (Author’s note – Remember this point. It’s important later….)
  • bebe slut icon 16:25pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    sorry i just dont know where to skip to
    (Author’s note – Didn’t she just navigate this thing a SECOND ago???)
  • 6:25pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    I can’t tell you everything. You have to hear it from their own mouths.
  • bebe slut icon 16:25pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    i am wayy tired
    (Author’s not – This way she can pretend to not know.)
  • 6:25pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    Don’t read it today. Get back to it.
    (Author’s note – Just gave her an “out”. Let’s see what happens.)
  • bebe slut icon 16:25pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    sorry i am sorry i just really dont feel like going through the whole thing
    i am sorry this is going on
    (Author’s note – Remember THIS point, as it REALLY becomes important later.)
  • 6:27pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    It’s not my fault they spent three hours trying to manipulate me. That’s what happens when someone tries to force their lies to be true.
    The irony is that it comes out if their own mouths. Anyone that reads it all the way through….well, skip to the comment section on the bottom. None of those comments have been edited. They’re what people have said. That’s not including private chats with me.
  • bebe slut icon 16:27pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    i dont pass judgment on people based on their drama. i make my own descions
    (Author’s note – And THIS becomes the MOST important of all. Firstly because she’s been spreading rumors for Ania Ziolkowska & Chris Sevanick, but also because it’s a common line used by NPD’s. Also, people ARE their “drama”.)
  • 6:28pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    Lets you know what the people you know are REALLY like.
    But what bothers me most is that people I know KNEW and said nothing to me.
    However, if it were THEM they would have hated me for not telling them.
    It’s the hypocrisy that disgusts me.
    (Author’s note – This was also a test for HER to see if she was really like what everyone told me she IS. Seems she IS.)
  • bebe slut icon 16:28pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    drama sucks period
    (Author’s Note – It’s ALWAYS the ones that say this that cause the most drama.)
  • 6:29pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    No. Hypocrisy sucks worse. It’s unforgivable.
  • bebe slut icon 16:29pm BeBe S. Bellamont
    that is drama lol
    (Author’s Note – She KNOWS I’m talking about HER. She’s doing that ditzy airhead thing that Ania Ziolkowska ALSO does.)
  • 6:30pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    But not drama I created.
    It’s created by those that say they hate drama.
    Look, friends would tell friends information that’s important to them.
    (Author’s note – Let’s see what she does with this…..)
  • i know you are still involved not saying you caused it i am just being empatheci
    (Author’s note – Firstly, WHAT???? So, you’re ADMITTING you KNOW??? Secondly, well, that’s explained in the next line….)

  • 6:31pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
    That’s what I have Always done, even if the person would have hated me in the end.
    There’s a need to know.
    This is worse because she’s my wife and he was my friend.
    Therefore that’s not empathy. It’s….I won’t say what it is.
    Empathy is putting yourself in someone else’s shoes.
    Not telling someone is NOT empathy.
    You have the evidence. I’m suing Chris for slander. That is all.
  • Good day.

    Seen 8:28 PM

She tries to put on a good “SHOW” of it, though.


“After all, the thinking goes, fourteen-year-old Megan wouldn’t post revealing pictures of herself on MySpace if she had higher self-esteem.
So parents redouble their efforts, telling Megan she’s special, beautiful, and great.
This is like suggesting that an obese person would feel much better if she just ate more doughnuts.
Megan wants everyone to see just how beautiful and special she is, and it’s not because she thinks she is ugly — it’s because she thinks she’s hot and, perhaps more importantly, because she lives in a narcissistic society where she might garner praise, status, and “friends” by displaying blatant sexuality.”
~ Dr. Jean M Twenge, PhD , “The Narcissism Epidemic”

Gaslighting – Inna Kurtser

Gaslighting is one of the oldest tricks in the Cluster B Personality Disorder toolbox.
Unfortunately for Inna Kurtser, she’s not very good at it.
That is what happens when using novices such as Ania Ziolkowska as a teacher.

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Id – The ego of Maya, the Shadow

I should begin by saying I never stole the phone. I’m not even in New York City. John gave me access to his account so I could watch them, then pretended I stole it, so this opening could occur. However, this example makes a point I wanted to make –

“The id “knows no judgements of value: no good and evil, no morality…. Instinctual cathexes seeking discharge — that, in our view, is all there is in the id.”

What that means is the Id has no concept of right or wrong, just what IT wants. In Buddhism this is known as The Shadow, and in hinduism it is called Maya. I said once before that you could compare all modern spirituality to most of the Cluster B and Cluster C Personality Disorders in the DSMIV, as in if you took three of the Cluster B disorders – Borderline, Narcissistic, and Antisocial – and also one of the Cluster C disorders – Avoidant – you would get the exact behavior of those believing they are practicing spirituality at this time. Less the FIRST incident where Ania Ziolkowska called me an “Ignorant ass nigger!” merely because I asked her to hold a flashlight where I could see it, to fix something I never blamed her for, everything started off great for the first few years in our relationship also. Then, as Cluster B Personality Disorders are wont to do, she rapidly declined. I took us to counselors, but there was no effort from Ania at all. Ania would promise to do better, to change, but she would remain unapologetic and have complete disregard for anyone but herself.

“You’re just too thin skinned!” Ania would say.

Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays. Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then

Ania Ziolkowska Destroys and runs. Here she is dancing at Riou, In queens, at Psychill Psysundays.
Ania Ziolkowska Knocked out my teeth, then “punished” herself by jumping on another dick, and partying around New York City.

See, yoga has Yamas and Niyamas, while Buddhism has the Five Precepts (Which can go up to 8, or even 10 in some practices) and the 8 Fold Path. These, if anyone has noticed, have been completely ignored by most yoga and sangha circles. Why? Is it not obvious that the “Id consciousness” has completely overtaken practice? Really think about what is taught in current self help spiritually, such as Eckhart Tolle, or Wayne Dyer, or even Ram Dass, and you will see it is obvious they appeal to the “Id Consciousness” that the personality disorders feed upon. I get emails on how to be a motivational speaker all the time, and the first thing said is

“write a book and get it published, even if it’s self published.”

Because that’s the formula, that’s how they get to become public speakers and charge large amounts to regurgitate flawed information they have put their own twist on, to gain a following. Osho didn’t even hide it. He blatantly celebrated selfishness and amorality And the theme remains the same – the celebration of Maya, the protection and avoidance of The Shadow, the precise anti-thesis of what these practices are meant to do. There is a reason my Indian friends have told me the Indians in India only follow the “Gurus” that the westerners go to…….. An Id will do anything to protect itself. It cannot be wrong. A Cluster B personality disorder is the precise locus of the Id Consciousness, it’s bastion. And the one major thing it will always protect is it’s reputation –

The narcissist presents to their victim, usually their relationship partner, a false self made up of a collection of simple and subtle pathological lies. Lies which make them seem angelic and builds them a reputation of being ‘as good as gold’ and ‘would never do anything to hurt anyone’. What I appreciate most is rather than attempt to explain this, I can provide such ready made examples, due to the behavior of others. The following is a ready made example of just this type of behavior.

You'll see in future articles that Ania Patrycja Ziolkowska ALWAYS played the victim. There will be text conversations where she would pass me off as the abuser behind my back, revealed to me only recently. Of course they never believed her, but the fact is she tried. They will smile at you, making you think everything is okay, while they are secretly engaged in a campaign of slandering you, to make themselves look better.

You’ll see in future articles that Ania Patrycja Ziolkowska ALWAYS played the victim.
There will be text conversations where she would pass me off as the abuser behind my back, revealed to me only recently.
Of course they never believed her, but the fact is she tried.
They will smile at you, making you think everything is okay, while they are secretly engaged in a campaign of slandering you, to make themselves look better.

  • Douche Bag Icon7:54pm Dj-vj Exeris Hey, just seeing these now, eek, yea Shiva is crazy, sorry that he involved you, glad you got your page back, but how did he steal your phone?
  • 7:54pm John We were chillin. He’s in NYC  I got trashed and he dipped with my phone Motherfucker
  • Exeris Icon7:57pm Dj-vj Exeris I recommend you report it to the police.
  • 7:57pm John Already did but I don’t know where he lives
  • You mentioned Hector is planning some nastystuff?
  •  8:00pm John He’s plannin some fucked up shit man. He’s talking to the department of state and the polish embassy Says his girl illegally adopted out their kid or something He’s completely lost it
  • Douche Bag Icon8:00pm Dj-vj Exeris Well she never had a kid so not sure what he’s going to do.
     Yea we were not sure if he believed his lies or not.
     If so then yes he has lost it.
  • 8:01pm John He thinks she did. Says she got fat real fast and lost weight real fast
    But he’s got an appointment tomorrow
  • Exeris Icon8:01pm Dj-vj Exeris she gained 10 lbs while in nepal cause she at desert 3 times a day for a monnth
  • 8:02pm John 9:30 in the now in the morning or some shit
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:02pm Dj-vj Exeris Maybe you can tell the police
  • Douche Bag Icon8:02pm Dj-vj Exeris they should even be able to call and find out when the appt is
  • 8:02pm John He’s doing it in DC
  • Exeris Icon8:03pm Dj-vj Exeris Ania contacted the polish consulate and they forwarded her email to the embassy in DC.
  • 8:03pm John They said they can’t do shit about that. But she don’t have no kid so he’ll just look crazy
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:03pm Dj-vj Exeris That was on Fri
  • Douche Bag Icon8:04pm Dj-vj Exeris email to consulate in nyc
    so maybe get a reply tomorrow
  • 8:04pm John Sounds good
  • Exeris Icon8:04pm Dj-vj Exeris yea crazy that he even has an appt when ania never had a kid
  • 8:04pm John  She got that far from eating dessert?
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:05pm Dj-vj Exeris she didn’t get fat
    just 10lbs
  • 8:05pm John Wow Looks totally different now
  • Douche Bag Icon8:05pm Dj-vj Exeris she was wearing her smaller friends clothese on NYE
  • 8:06pm John I saw the pics on your wall Her face lost weight
  • Exeris Icon8:06pm Dj-vj Exeris there are pics of ania in india which show he thin (Author’s note – Notice he didn’t offer to actually provide these supposed pictures?)
  • 8:06pm John He made a website too He showed me last night
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:07pm Dj-vj Exeris so how do you know him?
  • 8:07pm John Yeah he showed me those I’m a paramedic so she did look a little bloated
     I met him on FB He came up to meet me
     We went to a party last night and then he dipped when I got trashed
  • Douche Bag Icon8:08pm Dj-vj Exeris i wish the guy would get help (Author’s Note – Dropped that “she wasn’t pregnant” angle pretty quickly, didn’t he?)
  • 8:09pm John What happened to make him so fucked up?
  • Exeris Icon8:09pm Dj-vj Exeris he’s been that way for a long time
  • 8:09pm John He says she abused him for 10 years
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:09pm 

    Dj-vj Exeris made worse by doing meth every day for 3 years (Author’s note – Hearsay. He does not know this, nor can he prove it, which makes this SLANDER.)

  • 8:09pm John  Says he begged her to move to NYC and she said no
  • Douche Bag Icon8:09pm Dj-vj Exeris yea he has twisted everything (Author’s note – This catches up to him later.)
  • 8:10pm John When did he do that? He looked healthy to me?
  • Exeris Icon8:10pm Dj-vj Exeris not sure if he belives his lies or not (Author’s note – Pot calling the kettle black…..)
  • 8:10pm John  He doesn’t even smoke
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:10pm Dj-vj Exeris 97-2000 (Author’s note – Interesting as neither Ania Ziolkowska, nor I met Chris Sevanick until 2008. And we only hung out with him a total of THREE TIMES between 2008 and 2010. I met him again after Ania Ziolkowska lied and went to Poland, then India, and told him everything that happened between us, and even have additional proof. As I said, this catches up with him later.)
  • 8:10pm John  I offered and he refused
  • Douche Bag Icon8:10pm Dj-vj Exeris and then tones of E from 2001-present (Author’s note – At this time, you might want to skip down to the pictures of Ania Ziolkowska at the end, or remember this, and then wait for the surprise.)
  • 8:10pm John  So…wait….she was with him for 10 years after that.
  • Exeris Icon8:11pm 

    Dj-vj Exeris she was with him for 10 years ania didn’t abuse him (Author’s note – Remember this point, it will be important later on.)

  • 8:11pm John  Okay so he did meth while she was with him?
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:11pm Dj-vj Exeris didn’t knock out his teeth
  • 8:11pm John  How did his teeth get knocked out?
  • Douche Bag Icon8:11pm Dj-vj Exeris no he did meth before they got together (Author’s note – Slanderous statement. Can HE prove this?)
  • 8:12pm John  He says he’s got statements from a dentist and some polish dentist she talked to that she admitted it to
  • Exeris Icon8:12pm Dj-vj Exeris at a thai restaurant
  • 8:12pm John  He did meth when they were together?
  • Grains of Sound Icon8:12pm Dj-vj Exeris no E
    meth before they got together (Author’s note – Interesting. So Exeris CAN’T prove this.)
  • 8:12pm John  Then why did she stay with him for 10 years?
  • Douche Bag Icon8:12pm Dj-vj Exeris she says it was only 9 years
    cause she kept trying to prove to him that she was good (Author’s note – If Ania Ziolkowska is a “good person”, why did she have to “prove” it? If Ania was actually making an effort in not repeating abuses, then why did she constantly have to “prove” anything? Not that she ever did, as will be seen in reading further.)
  • 8:13pm John  He says she doesn’t talk to anybody they know together except to people in Maryland
  • Exeris Icon8:13pm Dj-vj Exeris she has been trying to get divorced for at least 3 years
    (Author’s note – why doesn’t this match the timeline presented by THEM as the conversation progresses forward? )
  • 8:13pm John  Why did she have to prove she was good of she was good?
    So why doesn’t she?
  • 8:14pm John  I’m confused
  • Ania Ziolkowska plays the victim game. Narcissists will say the abused is the abuser. Meanwhile, they work to turn everyone they know against them, behind their back, by lying.

    Ania Ziolkowska plays the victim game. Narcissists will say the abused is the abuser. Meanwhile, they work to turn everyone they know against them, behind their back, by lying.

  • How did he get inside her head?
  • 8:15pm John  Look I been fucked by him too
  • yea he fucks a lot of people over
  • 8:16pm John  But you gotta understand that makes no sense right?
  • 8:16pm John How did his teeth get knocked out at a thai restaurant?
  • Douche Bag Icon8:17pm Dj-vj Exeris but she left him 3 years ago and still isn’t free of him
    he keeps saying he wants to get divorced but then puts up all kinds of roadblocks
  • 8:17pm John  But how did his teeth get knocked out at a thai place?
  • 8:17pm Dj-vj Exeris he then lies and says he needs our address to file but that is BS (Author’s note -then why do THEY need MY address?)
  • 8:17pm John But how did his teeth get knocked out at a thai place?
  • 8:17pm Dj-vj Exeris they can’t file in NYC because neither of them has residency
    as soon as Ania gets residency she can file
  • 8:18pm John  Look he showed me some emails from her
    That’s how he got me on his side
    Have you seen them
  • 8:18pm John  So you see they make her look a little bad right?
    how did his teeth get knocked out at a thai place?
  • 8:19pm Dj-vj Exeris they didnt his teeth have never gotten knocked out
  • 8:19pm John  Wait wait wait
  • 8:19pm Dj-vj Exeris its even on his page (Author’s note – They BOTH BLOCKED ME. How are THEY seeing MY page?)
  • 8:19pm John  He’s missing teeth How did they get knocked out?
  • 8:20pm Dj-vj Exeris he says himself that he had a cavity
    he got a temporary filling
    and never went to get a permanent filling
  • 8:20pm John  He said they did a weekend in wildwood nj

    she had him sit her on a counter and she hit him in the mouth with her head on purpose

  • 8:20pm Dj-vj Exeris it spread to his root
  • 8:20pm John  Then leaned back and smiled
  • 8:21pm Dj-vj Exeris when was that? 

    what year?

  • 8:21pm John  That’s what he said
    He didn’t say
  • 8:21pm Dj-vj Exeris he bit into a lamb chop at a thai restaurant and his tooth got loose
    (Author’s note – If THIS is “true”, then why does it matter what year she head butted me in the mouth?)
  • 8:22pm John That’s not gonna make a tooth come out though I’m a paramedic There had to be trauma before that
  • 8:22pm Dj-vj Exeris the fact that he didnt get the filling done and then it infected the root
  • 8:23pm John I’m not takin sides but something’s not adding up, you dig?
    That’s not what he said
  • 8:23pm Dj-vj Exeris there were witnesses
    (Author’s note – Really? Produce these witnesses.)
  • 8:24pm John  He said he got a root canal because she pushed the tooth down with the head but and it was pressing on the nerve
    What witnesses? He called some guy when I was next to him He said she head butted him
    See what I mean?
  • 8:24pm Dj-vj Exeris also when did she supposedly get pregnant? did he tell you that?
  • 8:25pm John  He gave me the phone The guy said it too
    He said the pic in India is six months after she left
    He said they had sex in a dump hotel the night before she left
    No condom no birth control
  • 8:26pm Dj-vj Exeris she was in india 3 months and then nepal for 2.5
    (Author’s note – All that time in India and Nepal, and Ania Ziolkowska STILL MISSED THE MARK. Also, she’s lying. She was only in india until MAY, 2011. She then came back to Chris, in Baltimore, and PRETENDED to be in India, per her passport records.)
  • 8:26pm John Did she go to India in march? He said she went in march
  • 8:26pm Dj-vj Exeris end of february
  • 8:26pm John  Six months after she left him
  • 8:26pm Dj-vj Exeris like last day or so
  • 8:27pm John  He said she talked to him march first We’re you with her?
  • 8:27pm 

    Dj-vj Exeris you know the doctors can prove if someone has been pregnant or had a child she has never been pregnant

    (Author’s note – Remember this. There WILL be a “quiz”)

  • 8:27pm John  I know that
  • 8:27pm Dj-vj Exeris it can be proved by the doctors (Author’s note – Still paying attention?)
  • 8:27pm John    Is she willing to prove he’s crazy? That would help
  • 8:28pm Dj-vj Exeris we didn’t start dating till Januray 1st 2012 (Author’s note – What does this have to do with Ania Ziolkowska being pregnant?????)
  • 8:29pm John  So you don’t know anything but what she’s told you? Look I’m not takin sides and the fucker stole my phone but you gotta see where he might look right, right?
    I’m gonna kick his fuckin ass when I find him regardless
  • 8:31pm Dj-vj Exeris Yes I know more (Author’s note – It really doesn’t seem so, does it?)
  • 8:31pm John  I just wanna know why he’s so crazy and he seems to have a lot to back up his side
  • 8:32pm Dj-vj Exeris Well number one he is not in touch with reality. Or at least does’t appear to be IF he believes his lies. (Author’s note – More slander, but that’s to be expected of these two, right?)
  • 8:32pm John  But you gotta see that he seems coherent and got a lot of paperwork
  • 8:32pm Dj-vj Exeris He has twisted things in his head so much. Ania has proof.
  • 8:32pm John  He told me she tried to get a protection order on him
  • 8:33pm Dj-vj Exeris She can get proof that she never had a kid He is wrong about that simple thing! (Author’s note – This is actually Ania Ziolkowska speaking, but I won’t tell if you won’t tell…..)
  • 8:33pm John  Then he said she called him his family everybody right after she got it
  • 8:33pm Dj-vj Exeris She never tried to get protection order in NYC. She did get one in VA many years ago.
  • 8:33pm John  He’s got a statement that said she just wanted him to pay rent
    And she withdrew it
    He didn’t contact her. She just withdrew it
    That’s what he said
    See what I mean? (Author’s note – Wasn’t I the one that was supposed to be the “bully”? Why withdraw the protection order?)
  • 8:34pm Dj-vj Exeris Why has he not filed for a divorce yet?
  • 8:34pm John  He’s got a lot of people and shit to back him up He said he’s filing in New York
  • 8:34pm Dj-vj Exeris she even offered to pay him to file for a divorce.
  • 8:35pm John  He won’t take it
    (Author’s note – Because it doesn’t even come CLOSE to covering the teeth Ania Ziolkowska knocked out, among other debts her actions caused.)
  • 8:35pm Dj-vj Exeris but he cant file in new york for another year (Author’s note – This is STILL Ania Ziolkowska talking.)
  • 8:35pm John  He said New York rules are different and since she loves there he’s filing there. He’s already got a lawyer. Some chick
  • 8:36pmDj-vj Exeris so he is planning on waiting a year to file?
    (Author’s note – Isn’t that what Ania Ziolkowska is doing? Why does it matter if I wait a year, or Ania wait’s a year?)
  • 8:36pm John  Said the lawyer said since she lives there it don’t matter.
  • 8:36pm Dj-vj Exeris it does matter she needs to have lived there for 2 years (Author’s note – Why does Ania Ziolkowska care? The sooner the better, right? Why not be happy it can be SOONER?)
  • 8:36pm John  He said he’ll wait that long but the lawyer told him he can file now because she’s living there She can’t file but he can
  • 8:36pm Dj-vj Exeris doesn’t he want to start dating?
  • 8:37pm John  I’m gonna talk to a lawyer to see if he’s right I think he is
  • 8:37pm Dj-vj Exeris no, hes wrong
  • 8:37pm John  He says he won’t because he has her in adultery
  • 8:37pm Dj-vj Exeris one of the parties needs to have been a resident of NY for either party to file
  • 8:37pm John  He won’t give her the same option so he’s staying single The lawyer said the rules changed
  • 8:38pm Dj-vj Exeris no, they haven’t
  • 8:38pm John  Said he can file against her because she lives there Look buddy I don’t know
  • 8:38pm Dj-vj Exeris not for another year i know
  • 8:38pm John  That’s what the email from his lawyer said
  • 8:38pm Dj-vj Exeris have looked into it and consulted with lawyers did he tell you his lawyers lame (Author’s note – I have a “Burner” attorney in NYC on standby for retainer for BOTH cases. Ania Ziolkowska consulted with ONE VIRGINIA attorney – Nathan Olson. And why does she need my attorney’s name if she’s waiting a year to file anyway?)
  • 8:39pm John  He said he’s got her for abuse abandonment and adultery
  • 8:39pm John  I saw the email I got trashed after I don’t remember
  • 8:39pm Dj-vj Exeris you cant get alimony based on any of those (Author’s note – In VIRGINIA.)
  • 8:39pm John  Some chick in manhattan In New York you can
  • 8:40pm Dj-vj Exeris equal pay equal education (Author’s note – In VIRGINIA. Also, it’s apparently NOT equal, if Ania Ziolkowska can be in NYC for a YEAR and also be able to take a month long vacation to Eastern Europe this summer.)
  • 8:40pm John  That’s what the email said anyway
  • 8:40pm Dj-vj Exeris no alimony equal earning potential (Author’s note –Again,  In VIRGINIA. Also, it’s apparently NOT equal, if Ania Ziolkowska can be in NYC for a YEAR and also be able to take a month long vacation to Eastern Europe this summer.)
  • 8:40pm John  Look I don’t know
  • 8:40pm Dj-vj Exeris there is zero chance of alimony
    that is certain
    have already checked with lawyers (Author’s note – REALLY worried about that alimony, isn’t she?)
  • 8:40pm John Longo Is she working? Cuz if she is she might have some problems
  • 8:40pm Dj-vj Exeris why? problems with what? (Author’s note – “Why?”)
  • 8:41pm John   Why don’t she just file by newspaper in va?
  • 8:41pm Dj-vj Exeris because she doesnt have va residency
  • 8:41pm John  If she’s working and he’s right she might have problems That’s what the email said
  • 8:41pm Dj-vj Exeris but he can file if he lives there
  • 8:41pm John  It proves her residency too.
  • 8:42pm Dj-vj Exeris you mean alimony problems? not possible… (Author’s note – REALLLLLLY worried about that alimony, isn’t she?)
  • 8:42pm John Longo Yeah (Author’s note – Playing along at this point.)
  • 8:42pm Dj-vj Exeris even if she is working the law doesnt work that way (Author’s note – “IF”)
  • 8:42pm John Well his lawyer thinks different
  • 8:42pm Dj-vj Exeris they have the same earning potential
    (Author’s note –AGAIN,  In VIRGINIA. Also, it’s apparently NOT equal, if Ania Ziolkowska can be in NYC for a YEAR and also be able to take a month long vacation to Eastern Europe this summer.)
  • 8:42pm John If she ain’t working or of she’s in school no problem
  • 8:42pm Dj-vj Exeriand the same aproximate education no, doesnt work that way (Author’s note – So Ania Ziolkowska isn’t working, and isn’t in school, so what IS she doing? Pay attention. There WILL be a “quiz”.)
  • 8:43pm John Longo Look I don’t know
  • 8:43pm Dj-vj Exeris there is zero chance of alimony i know for sure (Author’s note – She really doesn’t, and isn’t good at bluffing.)
  • 8:43pm John  But that’s what the lawyer said
  • 8:43pm Dj-vj Exeris have checked with the best lawyers (Author’s note – Really? Because they can’t afford a tent for the Smoke on the Water Festival at Echo Lake on May 10, 2013, and Ania Ziolkowska HAD a $4oo Big Agnes tent – I have the same one – so…..)
  • 8:43pm John  So she got a lawyer?
  • 8:43pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like you need a better lawyer
    a much better lawyer
    one that knows the law (Author’s note – Sounds like Ania Ziolkowska needs a NEW YORK lawyer, not a VIRGINIA one.)
  • 8:43pm John  She can file by newspaper in va if she knows he lives there
  • 8:44pm Dj-vj Exeris he can file in va if thats where he lives
    she will file in nyc in 1 yr
    she cant prove his residency
    (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska doesn’t have the money. She’s getting “haughty”. This is when you know Ania has trapped herself in her own web of lies.)
  • 8:44pm John  But she can file in va too
    Why can’t she?
    I got divorced like that
    Wife dipped
  • 8:45pm Dj-vj Exeris he has already tried (Author’s note – No, she really didn’t.)
  • 8:45pm John  Had to hire a PI
  • 8:45pm Dj-vj Exeris but he gave a different address to the lawyer
    she did hire a pi (Author’s note – Remember that “address” point from several lines up? Also, she paid $100 to a PI, gave him my SSN, found I have not submitted change of address forms, gave up.)
  • 8:45pm John Then had to use last know address So why didn’t she file?
  • 8:45pm Dj-vj Exeris she did file he provided a va address so she filed (Author’s note – Why did she need an address? Didn’t she say I don’t need an address for THEM?)
  • 8:45pm John  So why ain’t they divorced? If she hired a PI she’s working so that’s good But she coulda used that to get divorced
  • 8:46pm Dj-vj Exeris but then after filing he gave the lawyer a dc address so the lawyer had to drop the case
  • 8:46pm John Why didn’t she So? She could still file
  • 8:47pm Dj-vj Exeris she can not prove his residency
  • 8:47pm John Ad in a newspaper where she thinks she is and end that’s it Didn’t her lawyer tell her that?
  • 8:47pm Dj-vj Exeris she cant file in va because she is not a resident there any more (Author’s note – That’s not what was asked, was it?)
  • 8:48pm John But if she thinks he is she can still file That’s what I had to do
  • 8:48pm Dj-vj Exeris its not enough to file based on you have to have proof of residency (Author’s note – Untrue. Not for filing by newspaper. Why is she resisting filing by newspaper? Why is Ania Ziolkowska delaying this one more year? SHE want’s to be divorced, right?)
  • 8:49pm John  Miserable bitch dipped so I hired a PI and filed in the newspaper
  • 8:49pm Dj-vj Exeris you had residency she doesnt
  • 8:49pm John  The court accepted it and I got remarried
  • 8:49pm Dj-vj Exeris no idea where the guy is maybe dc maybe va
  • 8:49pm John  Naw. This was in Florida. I’m in Yonkers
  • 8:49pm John Longo Why didn’t she just do this clean?
  • 8:50pm Dj-vj Exeris they were talking about a divorce when she was in poland
  • 8:50pm John  Maybe this wouldn’t be a problem of she just sat down with him and told him how it was
  • 8:50pm Dj-vj Exeris he wouldnt provide his lawyers name
  • 8:50pm John  He showed me the emails and played me the recordings
    She kept saying she had not come to that decision yet
    It looks like she jerked him around man
    It looks like she was eating for him to come find her
  • 8:51pm Dj-vj Exeris there are emails where she asks for his lawyers info but he wont give it to him
  • 8:51pm John  I’m just saying
  • 8:51pm Dj-vj Exeris she did not jerk him around she was very up front about it
  • 8:51pm John That’s after she got back. He showed me those He showed me everything
  • 8:51pm Dj-vj Exeris no, she asked for his lawyers name when she was in poland
  • 8:51pm John He wasn’t nice in a lot of those emails But from what he told me I couldn’t blame him Now I don’t know He showed me all the emails She didn’t ask for that
  • 8:52pm Dj-vj Exeris she separated from him in May of 2010 (Author’s note – Remember this point. There WILL be a quiz.)
  • 8:52pm John She had her bro send something but she never asked for it He said she left end if September 2010 There ain’t no legal separation on file
  • 8:53pm Dj-vj Exeris yes, but before then they were on and off, (Author’s note – Really? News to me, since we lived together for the entire ten years.)
  • 8:53pm John  He said he looked
  • 8:53pm Dj-vj Exeris 1 party can not file for legal separation that is an agreement between two people they didnt speak or have sex for many months till just before she left
  • 8:54pm John  He said they lived together until some quack marriage counselor told them to live separate and date Said she didn’t last one day and he was trying to Do what the counselor asked
  • 8:54pm Dj-vj Exeris and they only got married because he wanted to use his va home loan to buy a condo
  • 8:54pm John So she had sex before they left right? So she married him to get a house? Do you see how that sounds?
  • 8:55pm Dj-vj Exeris they were going to buy a condo together there was no engagement
  • 8:55pm John But do you see how that sounds?
  • 8:55pm Dj-vj Exeris just a quick marriage before work
  • 8:55pm John She married him to get the house, right? And a honeymoon in Puerto Rico he said
  • 8:56pm Dj-vj Exeris he married her to get a condo she wanted to be married
  • 8:56pm John He said she proposed to him and set everything up
  • 8:56pm Dj-vj Exeris because she was hoping that if they got married, he would finally believe her (Author’s note – Again, WHY did Ania Ziolkowska have to “prove she was a good person?”)
  • 8:56pm John Even the honeymoon
  • 8:56pm Dj-vj Exeris but nothing changed after they got married
  • 8:56pm John So she had to prove she was a good person and married him for a condo? That don’t sound right man. He said she got worse after they get married
  • 8:57pm Dj-vj Exeris the relationship was always on the rocks some people just shouldnt be together
  • 8:57pm John He’s carrying journals around that she wrote
    She said right after they got married she wasn’t gonna talk to him any more
    Something about how her words were hiring him.
    It’s not his handwriting that’s for damn sure
    He said he’s got something from her ex Before him
  • 8:59pm Dj-vj Exeris this guy just needs to move on with his life there are other women out there (Author’s note – SEE how DISMISSIVE she becomes when anything concerning HER fault is mentioned?)
  • 8:59pm John He said she abused some guy named Charles too
  • 8:59pm Dj-vj Exeris he might be a better match with someone else well this guy had a prior with his ex (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska – “the attention needs to get off of ME….”)
  • 8:59pm John Said she spent this dudes entire trust fund
  • 8:59pm Dj-vj Exeris she had a protection order against him he spent months in jail for violating it (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska – “the attention needs to get off of ME….People can’t know my PAST….”)
  • 9:00pm John He showed me the report got it from Seattle in case she tried to use that
    Shows they both had orders against each other and his is time stamped before hers
  • 9:00pm Dj-vj Exeris when this guy met Ania he blamed all his problems on his ex
    now he blames all his problems on Ania
    same pattern (Author’s note – Actually, THAT NEVER HAPPENED.)
  • 9:01pm John He went first but told her she was and they give em out like candy in Seattle
    So she called and he didn’t
    That’s what he said
    Told me she apologized to him on stage at some show in Seattle
    I’m just tellin you what he said
  • 9:03pm Dj-vj Exeris why doesnt this guy just move on with his life?
     shes moved on
     and tells others about him
  • 9:04pm John Maybe she don’t want to admit some things? I don’t know but he’s got a lot of shit.
  • 9:04pm Dj-vj Exeris he is the one who talks about her non stop
    he is obsessed with her
    his whole fb page and now his web page is about her
  • 9:04pm John He has an email from her about how she used to talk to people about him
    Says she lied to people so they would feel sorry for her
    Says she with you because you’re popular
  • 9:05pm Dj-vj Exeris now he lies to people (Author’s note – This point is sad, as nearly every line that’s been said here by THEM is a PROVABLE lie.)
  • 9:05pm John Says she got with him for the same reason
  • 9:05pm Dj-vj Exeris he says she had his kid and sold it that is complete and utter bs
  • 9:05pm John But can you prove that? He can he’s got paper and shit from her
  • 9:05pm Dj-vj Exeris i cant think of a lie worse than that
    prove what ?
  • 9:06pm John Can you prove he’s lying about anything? Everything?
  • 9:06pm Dj-vj Exeris about her having his kid?
  • 9:06pm John Longo Can you prove it?
  • 9:06pm Dj-vj Exeris yeah, there are tons of pics from her in Poland and india and nepal. she was never pregnant
    (Author’s note – Wait, wait, WAIT….what happened to “Doctors can prove that”? Pictures prove NOTHING. baggy clothes in India and Nepal, and you can be pregnant and not even show. Notice how they backed away from SCIENTIFIC proof?)
  • 9:06pm John Right now it looks like she beat him up dipped out and he’s got everything to say he can be passed off at her
    So she went on a vacation
    That’s not proof
  • lots of people leave relationships
    he should have left if he was unhappy (Author’s note – She just realized her argument wasn’t convincing, so now she has to justify the “Why” of it.)
  • 9:07pm John She didn’t get a separation and he’s got shit that says she led him on
    He said he was in love with her tried counseling everything
  • 9:08pm Dj-vj Exeris all he says not is how badly she treated him, but she is the best gf i have ever had
    we dont even argue (Author’s note – Is it obvious that this is Ania Ziolkowska, yet? Not that it matters. For all intents and purposes, it is still Chris M Sevanick, legally.)
  • 9:08pm John Did she call him a nigger and not say she was sorry until she was told to? That’s what he said
  • 9:08pm Dj-vj Exeris for a year and a half
    did he ever call her any names? (Author’s note – Was that the question? See the refusal for accountability? For someone that has been to India and Nepal, and spent so long in yoga, WHY IS THE SAME BEHAVIOR SHE ALWAYS HAD STILL PRESENT?????)
  • 9:08pm John Said she would call him a nigger and not say she was sorry until he told her she needed to
    That’s not what I asked buddy
    You know that
  • 9:09pm Dj-vj Exeris listen, people say things they later regret (Author’s note – That’s still not an apology, restitution, or EFFORT, is it? It’s just a less than creative way to dodge responsibility.)
  • 9:09pm John Lets be straight here
  • 9:09pm Dj-vj Exeris they learn from their mistakes (Author’s note – What did Ania Ziolkowska “LEARN”, exactly? So far it was leave a mess SHE made (running away from those she hurts), travel the world (selfish self delusion), jump in someone else’s bed (selfish survival), this time a white guy, convince everyone she is better than she actually is (deception), and try to act as though she’s done nothing wrong (Narcissistic Personality Disorder 101), ever. Ania Ziolkowska has ALWAYS done this, so I’m still wanting to see what she’s learned.)
  • 9:09pm John Did she do that? But he said she kept doing it
    Would whisper it in his ear
  • 9:09pm Dj-vj Exeris she hasnt talked to him at all in 3 yrs (Author’s note – Not what was asked, was it?)
  • 9:10pm John Has friends that saw her do it
    That’s what he says
    Look I’m not racist I’d have a problem with that
  • 9:10pm Dj-vj Exeris could you hold on a sec?
  • 9:10pm John Sure whatever
  • 9:13pm Dj-vj Exeris his friends also saw him treat her badly
    listen, from what i hear it just wasnt a good relationship (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska said the same thing about Charles, the boyfriend before me, her husband.)
  • 9:13pm John His friends said she treated him badly he called a bunch of people while he was here.
    Said he knew she would do that so he found everyone for the divorce
  • 9:14pm Dj-vj Exeris so why did he stay with her?
  • 9:14pm John But who’s fault was that really?
    He said he loved her
  • 9:14pm Dj-vj Exeris does he enjoy being in a bad relationship? (Author’s note – Does she enjoy destroying every relationship she’s in when her lies catch up to her?)
  • 9:14pm John He wanted kids with her
    He just wanted her to stop beating him up that’s what he said
  • 9:15pm Dj-vj Exeris he must, because instead of moving on and finding a happy relationship, he is still bad mouthing her (Author’s note – See the concern by Ania Ziolkowksa of her IMAGE over everything else? NO acknowledgment of her wrongs or actions. Only constant deflection toward the victim she created, while attempting to make herself a “victim”.)
  • 9:15pm John One sec
  • 9:15pm Dj-vj Exeris he would rather complain about what he says happened years ago than to be happy (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska destroyed EVERYTHING about our lives, my jobs, my credit, my home, my sanity, and in the process stole my dreams – going to India, living in NYC – while leaving me broke and penniless in a recession, and then just jumped in someone else’s bed, her life handed to her, by both stealing and destroying mine. “Let them eat cake!” is how Ania Ziolkowska sounds. And, as usual, she NEVER is required to face karma, somehow passing it to those she was closest to. She did the exact same thing to Charles, before me, leaving him broke, and nearly homeless, and just went home to mommy and daddy, and then a buddhist monastery and crewed on a sailboat for a short time.)
  • 9:17pm John But he wanted to know why she can’t admit what she did. That’s all the fucker talked about how she treated him like shit and just won’t admit it even when everybody else saw it
    He’s gotta have at least 20 witnesses. He called that many peeps
  • 9:17pm Dj-vj Exeris did you see the emails he posted?
  • And they make her look nuts
    Just saying
  • 9:17pm Dj-vj Exeris she did admit and apologize
    he wouldnt accept her apologies (Author’s note – “If anything an apology from a Narc is yet another way of excersizing his “power” and control over you in order to get what he wants — Narcissistic Supply. Because apologies don’t have to be sincere to work in the Narcs favor.” – see the link)
  • 9:18pm John He said she apologized before after he told her she needed to and then kept getting worse like she resented having to apologize
  • 9:18pm Dj-vj Exeris everyone makes mistakes in every relationship (Author’s note – Do I even have to say it?)
  • 9:18pm John He said she put no work behind the apology (Author’s note – An apology is “apology, restitution, and effort”. Ania Ziolkowska made GENERAL apologies, after being TOLD SHE NEEDED TO, and none of the rest.)
  • 9:19pm Dj-vj Exeris no one is gona think it is crazy that they didnt get along all the time
  • 9:19pm John Just kept treatin him like worse shit
  • 9:19pm Dj-vj Exeris he only saw what he wanted to see (Author’s note – Apparently so did Charles and everyone else she left behind, except Eva Annika Backstrom, the ex girlfriend of Chris M Sevanick, that connected the two of them, and Uzi Grindler, Annika’s boyfriend that stabbed me in the back.)
  • 9:19pm John But look at how you sound buddy
  • 9:19pm Dj-vj Exeris listen, they were together a while
    (Author’s note – Not really helping her case with this one.)
  • 9:19pm John I’m not takin sides. I just want my fuckin phone
  • 9:19pm Dj-vj Exeris they both grew up and changed (Author’s note – Again, HOW did Ania Ziolkowska “change”, exactly? So far it was leave a mess SHE made (running away from those she hurts), travel the world (selfish self delusion), jump in someone else’s bed (selfish survival)this time a white guy, convince everyone she is better than she actually is (deception), and try to act as though she’s done nothing wrong (Narcissistic Personality Disorder 101), ever. Ania Ziolkowska has ALWAYS done this, so I’m still wanting to see what she’s “Changed”.)
  • 9:19pm John But it looks like your talkin for her
    And makin excuses for her
    Like she can’t do it herself
    See how that looks?
  • 9:20pm John That don’t do much for his mental state I think that’s why he’s crazy
    He’s textbook PTSD
    I saw that shit in 911
  • 9:21pm Dj-vj Exeris i am not making any judgements
    dont need to
  • 9:21pm John She did a number on him
    Right right you got his girl
    Why should you?
    I don’t give a shit
  • 9:22pm Dj-vj Exeris the only reason she hasnt gotten a divorce yet is because she cant
    she is not his girl
    (Author’s note – Notice the irritation? This is the beginning of Narcissistic Rage Response. Ania Ziolkowska actually threw SEVERAL tantrums while with me, in PUBLIC. One in Springfield Mall, in Springfield, VA, in front of my mother, and one at 2 Amy’s, in DC, off Wisconsin Ave., in front of Annika, Uzi, and the ENTIRE RESTAURANT. )
  • 9:22pm John I just want my fuckin phone back and I’m done with this shit
  • 9:22pm Dj-vj Exeris and hasnt been for way before we started dating
  • 9:22pm John But you don’t sound right and by law she is
    And that’s all he needs
  • 9:22pm Dj-vj Exeris she is not his property (Author’s note – See the rage rising?)
  • 9:22pm John Who said property?
    She agreed she set up the wedding she set up the honeymoon
    She didn’t try to work shit out is what he said
    She just bossed him around is what he said
  • 9:23pm Dj-vj Exeris and when the relationship didnt work out she left (Author’s note – Translation, we couldn’t buy the condo, because the conversion changed back to apartments, so she had nothing to gain, and left. See the link for “Narcissistic Supply”.)
  • 9:23pm John Work for who?
    He’s got bills from counselors and is gonna make then give statements
  • 9:24pm Dj-vj Exeris for him the way he makes it sound (Author’s note – So…..wait a minute….it didn’t work for ME, so Ania Ziolkowska left? WHAT?!?!?)
  • 9:24pm John They don’t do that you know that
    I’m beginning to see why he’s crazy
  • 9:25pm Dj-vj Exeris do you think hes crazy? (Author’s note – Why does THAT matter?)
  • 9:25pm John I think he’s pissed
    So you been with her since January 1st of 2012, right?
  • 9:26pm Dj-vj Exeris why is he pissed? (Author’s note – Did she SERIOUSLY just ask that question?)
  • 9:26pm John I think from what we talked about he might have real good reason to be pissed off
    So you been with her since January 1st of 2012, right?
  • 9:27pm Dj-vj Exeris we started dating Jan 1 2012
    what reason does he have to be pissed?
    hes the one posting her personal info on fb (Author’s note – Am I the ONLY one that sees the absolute narcissism in that statement?)
  • 9:28pm John  Look he tried to work things out with her and she kept leading him on
  • 9:28pm Dj-vj Exeris how did she lead him on?
  • 9:28pm John He says she went to India knowing he wanted to go since 2001
    Then moved to NYC when he kept begging her to
  • 9:28pm Dj-vj Exeris when she left for India he was asking for her address in Poland to send the divorce papers to
  • 9:29pm John Something about how it was too cold and her knees or some shit
    Can you prove that?
  • 9:29pm Dj-vj Exeris he can go to India whenever he wants
    and she didnt want to move to ny
    i was gonna move there already (Author’s note – 1. See how dismissive Ania Ziolkowska is on the India issue? Had to steal my ideas. She is incapable of an original thought. 2. If Ania did not want to move to NYC she would not have. Chris is her next “HOME”, her next bed she jumped into to have a “HOME”. He’s so gullibly dense and obsessed he couldn’t see the obvious?)
  • 9:29pm John He’s got nothing saying that and he showed me every email
  • 9:29pm Dj-vj Exeris before we started dating (Author’s note – just digging that gold digger hole deeper, huh?)
  • 9:29pm John So why is she in NYC then?
    Because of you?
    And you don’t see why he’s pissed?
    You don’t see that?
    Forget I asked that.
    So what about her spending all the money?
  • 9:30pm Dj-vj Exeris and she didnt talk to him for a year and a half after that last conversation about a divorce (Author’s note – Not entirely true, however Ania Ziolkowska had to make sure she had another bed to jump into, before deciding to file for divorce. She can’t survive ALONE.)
  • 9:30pm John He said she kept them broke while she loved large and he even made more than her
  • 9:31pm Dj-vj Exeris and even that conversation was requesting an address for a divorce
  • 9:31pm John You still don’t see why he’s pissed off?
  • 9:31pm Dj-vj Exeris they have been talking about a divorce for years now
  • 9:31pm John Man I can see why he’s pissed off
  • 9:31pm Dj-vj Exeris when she left she left him with everything
    the apartment
    even paid for the apartment for a whole year
    gave him half of her 401K
  • 9:32pm John He said she caused him to get a DUI because he was trying to get away from her while fighting
    Said Shee lost him three jobs and two apartments
    Lost him his car
    She tell you anything About that?
  • 9:32pm Dj-vj Exeris he got a DUI because he swallowed a whole jar of ambien or some other such pills and then got into a car
    he didnt have to do that
    she didnt make him do that
    you see how he is not taking responsibility for his actions? (Author’s note – JAR???? Also, there are details missing to that explanation, as she full well knows.)
  • 9:33pm John He said he did not get half her 401k she paid for an apartment so she wouldn’t have no eviction on her record
  • 9:33pm Dj-vj Exeris he wrecked his car
  • 9:33pm John He told me about that but why was she fighting with him? (Author’s note – first time asked. Pay attention. This is a tactic Ania uses.)
  • 9:33pm Dj-vj Exeris she saved both of them from having an eviction on their record. she didnt have to do that
  • 9:34pm John He told me all that. But why was she fighting with him and why did he leave?
    She saved herself from having an eviction then
  • 9:34pm Dj-vj Exeris the point is he took the pills and got into the car
  • 9:34pm John Look I sorta don’t care but none of this makes sense
    Why did he leave?
  • 9:35pm Dj-vj Exeris didnt he tell you?
    leaving is not a crime, but getting into a car after taking so many pills is
  • 9:35pm John Because she was fighting with him and she tried that domestic violence thing before so he left
  • 9:35pm Dj-vj Exeris he was lucky not to have killed anyone (Author’s note – Avoidance.)
  • 9:36pm John He said he wished they’d left him in his burning car after finding out what she did
    He has the report where she told them they were fighting and he left
  • 9:36pm Dj-vj Exeris doesnt change the fact that he took a whole bottle of pills and got into a car (Author’s note – Deferral of fault. Still doesn’t acknowledge the FIGHT.)
  • 9:36pm John Then calmly told then she thought he was trying to kill himself and what he took
    Was she fighting with him?
    Did she try to do that before?
    You seein where it makes no sense?
    It was his place why would he leave?
  • 9:37pm Dj-vj Exeris makes sense that if he was laying passed out she would be afraid for his life and tell the police he took pills (Author’s note – HOW does that answer the question, and what does that have to do with the question? )
  • 9:38pm John Unless she was fighting with him and he didn’t want to deal with her lying to the cops
  • 9:38pm Dj-vj Exeris and its not her fault he took the pills
    and got into a car (Author’s note – STILL avoiding that fight point, isn’t she? Deferral and deflection. Narcissism one oh one.)
  • 9:38pm John Why was she fighting with him? (Author’s note – This is the THIRD time this question has been asked DIRECTLY.)
  • 9:38pm Dj-vj Exeris he could have killed someone (Author’s note – Deflected again. You get the point, so I will not point it out any longer.)
  • 9:39pm John Why was she fighting with him? (Author’s note – This is the FOURTH time this question has been asked DIRECTLY.)
  • 9:39pm Dj-vj Exeris lots of people fight
  • 9:39pm John Why was she fighting with him? (Author’s note – This is the FIFTH time this question has been asked DIRECTLY.)
  • 9:39pm Dj-vj Exeris but who takes a bottle of pills and gets into a car? (Author’s note – Avoidance. Attempting to put the onus upon the victim. Victim blaming.)
  • 9:39pm John Why was she fighting with him? (Author’s note – This is the SIXTH time this question has been asked DIRECTLY.)
  • 9:39pm Dj-vj Exeris that is really irresponsible (Author’s note – OMISSION and victim blaming.)
  • 9:39pm John Why was she fighting with him? (Author’s note – This is the SEVENTH time this question has been asked DIRECTLY.)
  • 9:40pm Dj-vj Exeris beyond irresponsible
    he could have killed someone (Author’s note – Further attempt at redirection from the TRUTH.)
  • 9:40pm John Look it looks like he’s not the only one avoiding their issues (Author’s note – Obviously THEY are avoiding more than I am.)
  • 9:40pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like they were both arguing with each other
    and it sounds like they did that a lot
  • 9:41pm John I deal with psych patients all the time and she hasn’t accepted her fault in anything That’s just my two cents
  • 9:41pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like it was a good thing that the relationship ended (Author’s note – Here’s where the Narcissistic Personality Disorder aspect of Ania Ziolkowska REALLY shows. All that yoga, all that mediation, India, Nepal, and still THE EXACT SAME ISSUES. Actually, DUE to all of that, she has gotten WORSE.)
  • 9:41pm John I’m not judging, but you might wanna really wonder why she’s really with you.
  • 9:41pm Dj-vj Exeris and you can tell by whats going on now who the victim was all along (Author’s note – YES, we CAN.)
  • 9:42pm John Just lookin out for my boy
  • 9:42pm Dj-vj Exeris he says he is the victim (Author’s note – And Ania Ziolkowska’s words and actions PROVE THAT TO BE TRUE.)
  • 9:42pm John He’s fucked up yeah (Author’s note – Playing along, obviously.)
  • 9:42pm Dj-vj Exeris but he is the one posting her personal info on facebook (Author’s note – Concern with image and reputation. Narcissistic Personality Disorder 101.)
  • 9:42pm John But she don’t sound right either
  • 9:42pm Dj-vj Exeris that show intent to harm someone (Author’s note – Really? I’m pretty sure it only “injures” Ania Ziolkowska’s EGO and PRIDE.)
  • 9:42pm John Just because she avoids it don’t mean it didn’t happen
  • 9:42pm Dj-vj Exeris normal people just dont do that (Author’s note – Of course, because Ania Ziolkowska is the benchmark for “normal”, correct?)
  • 9:42pm John I ain’t seen no attempt to harm nobody
  • 9:43pm Dj-vj Exeris he is still writing emails to her friends and family even though they have told him to stop
    that is not normal (Author’s note – Concern for reputation. Ania Ziolkowska has no issue of people only knowing HER side, however did not like her words being sent to her friends, as they showed she was lying and only telling a lie. I will post that email when it is found.)
  • 9:43pm John I see a guy pissed off cuz somebody he loved fucked him over bad
  • 9:43pm Dj-vj Exeris everyone can see that
    he is a bully
    everyone can see that (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska really needs to revisit the definition of “Bully”. “Ally Building” is part of being a “bully”, which she and Exeris are guilty of.)
  • 9:43pm John And this ain’t helping that much
  • 9:43pm Dj-vj Exeris he is obsessive (Author’s note – Obsessive? And what, may I ask, is cherry picking people I met as friends a year before her, while she was out of the country? I wouldn’t exactly call that “NORMAL” or “SANE”.)
  • 9:43pm John Can you blame him?
  • 9:43pm Dj-vj Exeris and cant move on with his life
    that is not normal
    there is no blame (Author’s note – Then why BEGIN the conversation SLANDEROUSLY? Of course, Ania Ziolkowska has “moved on”…..)
  • 9:43pm John Looks like she bullied him for 10 years
    Can you blame him?
  • 9:44pm Dj-vj Exeris this is just an observation of what is going on right now
    she does not post negative things about him online (Author’s note – No, Ania just gets her new “friends” to do that FOR her. Links to follow.)
  • 9:44pm John Look I’m gonna find him and get my phone back but I’m not sure I’m gonna kick his ass now
  • 9:44pm Dj-vj Exeris based on his behavior now, he is making it look like he is the one who bullied her for 9 years (Author’s note – Interesting. This entire conversation to this point OBVIOUSLY supports that.)
  • 9:44pm John She’s avoidant and worried about how she looks don’t mean she’s right
  • 9:45pm Dj-vj Exeris and is continuing that behavior now
    how is she worried about how she looks?
    he is the one on the defensive
    the one attacking her (Author’s note – Wait, wait, wait…..isn’t “HE” the one that opened the conversation with slanderous statements of my having supposedly done “METH for THREE YEARS” – which is physically impossible, by the way – and “tones of E” – which there are pictures of her under the influence of?)
  • 9:45pm John Look from what I see she whatever her name is Anya? Avoids what she does to peeps and just goes to new peeps to pretend she wasn’t like that
    How can he be defensive and attacking?
    My wife was like that
  • 9:46pm Dj-vj Exeris he thinks he needs to be defensive (Author’s note – ????)
  • 9:46pm John Then she left and I divorced her
  • 9:46pm Dj-vj Exeris but she is not attacking him (Author’s note – Numbers 1 and 5 of THIS LIST)
  • 9:46pm John That makes no sense
    Looks like she messed up and just left instead of working it out
    That’s what my wife did
  • 9:47pm Dj-vj Exeris ok, so you divorced your wife. why can’t this guy divorce Ania? (Author’s note – Why can’t Ania divorce ME?)
  • 9:48pm John Why can’t she admit what she did?
  • 9:48pm Dj-vj Exeris she tried to work it out, and finally why she realized there was no hope of ever working anything out, she left
    that was years ago (Author’s note – Hector : “So I’m supposed to treat YOU like gold, and you can treat me however you WANT?” Ania Ziolkowska [sitting on the back of our couch in a black dress] – “YES!” – For Ania, that’s “trying to work it out.”)
  • 9:48pm John The counselors don’t say that
    Looks like he just wouldn’t let her walk all over him anymore so she left
  • 9:49pm Dj-vj Exeris he had her post everything she ever did wrong on her facebook for all of her friends to see
    she did that
  • 9:49pm John Just saying
  • 9:49pm Dj-vj Exeris but it wasnt good enough for him
    nothing she did was ever good enough for him
  • 9:49pm John No he told me about that. She made some general statement with no details and then she said he hacked her account (Author’s note – This is true. Ania Ziolkowska gave me the password to her account, due to her past lying, and it was exactly as said above.)
  • 9:50pm Dj-vj Exeris there were details (Author’s note – See the anger? Ania Ziolkowska is caught in her lie of “I’m such a victim!”)
  • 9:50pm John He said she’d just embarrass him in front of peeps and act like it never happened.
  • 9:50pm Dj-vj Exeris so why did he stay with her?
    that doesnt add up
  • 9:51pm John Does she still have the post? Can she prove it?
    Because he loved her
    That part adds up
    We do stupid shit for love (Author’s note – At THIS point they should have figured out who they were actually talking to. She knows she is lying about the post.)
  • 9:51pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like an unhealthy love
    or maybe not love at all (Author’s note – Minimization of the other party to justify her own wrong doing. That is symptomatic of sociopathy.)
  • 9:51pm John She stayed too
    He loved her
  • 9:51pm Dj-vj Exeris people make mistakes (Author’s note – Further minimization.)
  • 9:52pm John Looks like she never loved him
    Just used him
    Looks like she’s got a habit if using peeps.
  • 9:53pm John Said she jumped into bed with her ex before him to get out of her parents house at 18
  • 9:53pm Dj-vj Exeris like they were both at a bad place in their lives when they got together (Author’s note – Ania tries to get you to “share” in HER fault. She can’t survive alone, and she can’t be AT FAULT ALONE.)
  • 9:53pm John Said she jumped into his bed to get out of her parents house again
    Now she jumped in your bed
    Spent everybody’s money
    Left when they caught on
  • 9:54pm Dj-vj Exeris she doesnt spend my money (Author’s note – Lie. If she asks him to buy her something, she’s spending HIS MONEY.)
  • 9:54pm John This looks like a pattern to me
  • 9:54pm Dj-vj Exeris we split everything 50 50
    so your pattern doesnt match (Author’s note – Who want’s to bet that’s a lie also?)
  • 9:54pm John You only been with her a year and a half
  • 9:54pm John She always does it near the end he said
  • 9:54pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like her relationship with him was always the same
  • 9:55pm John And the one before him
    See it?
  • not with me (Author’s note – I wonder if he realizes how he looks right now?)
  • 9:55pm John Went to a Buddhist monastery when Charles got her to leave
    Went to yoga and India this time
    That looks like a pattern.
  • 9:56pm Dj-vj Exeris nothing wrong with going to a buddhist monastery
    or to yoga and india
  • 9:56pm John Something wrong with doing it after every relationship she walked out on
  • 9:57pm Dj-vj Exeris she says she went to the buddhist monastery at the beginning of her relationship with Charles
  • 9:57pm John He says different and so does Charles he got a statement
    Says Charles told him she cheated on him while they were together
  • 9:57pm Dj-vj Exeris no, she has never cheated (Author’s note – How does HE know? Charles refuses to have ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER.)
  • 9:57pm John And she used to attack him
  • 9:57pm Dj-vj Exeris on anyone (Author’s note – Get ready for THIS one……)
  • 9:58pm John She’s cheating now. By law.
  • 9:58pm Dj-vj Exeris she is not in a relationship with him
    she just cant get a divorce yet
    thats not her fault (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska could have filed by publication, remember?)
  • 9:58pm John She’s not separated that’s still cheating he’s got her on that
    She didn’t try to get separated did she?
  • 9:59pm Dj-vj Exeris its not cheating if you’re not in a relationship with the other person anymore
    he brought up divorce when she was still in Poland before India (Author’s note – I asked REPEATEDLY if that was what ANIA wanted. Ania refused to decide – “I haven’t come to that decision yet…”she needed another bed to jump into, another “SUCKER” first. That’s voice recorded from skype.)
  • 9:59pm John By law she’s cheating not divorced no separation she’s cheating
    He’s got recordings
  • 10:00pm Dj-vj Exeris they have been separated since September 2010
    (Author’s note – Chris Sevanick / Ania Ziolkowska said MAY 2010 before, remember?)
  • 10:00pm John She did not say she wanted a divorce
    He’s got emails that say she was just there to figure thugs out
  • 10:00pm Dj-vj Exeris yes, she did
    he would not provide his lawyer’s name
    says he wanted to mail the paperwork to her brother’s house
  • 10:01pm John After she was already with you, right? So she’s cheating now and was then
    He’s got all the emails
  • 10:01pm Dj-vj Exeris no, that was in February 2011
    1 year before we started dating
  • 10:01pm John No it was June of 2012
  • 10:02pm Dj-vj Exeris that was the 2nd time she asked for the paperwork for a divorce
  • 10:02pm John She’s not gonna look good in any of this
  • 10:02pm Dj-vj Exeris like I said, they hadn’t seen each other since September of 2010
  • 10:03pm John The court won’t see it that way. I see that shit all the time
    It’s like she wants things to be her way but that’s not how it is
  • 10:03pm Dj-vj Exeris she has spoken to lawyers
  • 10:03pm John I’m just try na warn you man
  • 10:04pm John Lawyers will tell you anything for cash and you know that.
    (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska saw ONE attorney in Virginia. The rest is her going off of information I sent her via email, calling her bluff. However, since she can file by newspaper in any state, why is she stalling?)
  • 10:04pm Dj-vj Exeris this guy just doesnt know his stuff
  • 10:04pm John Looks like she’s not telling everything herself
  • 10:04pm Dj-vj Exeris its very open and shut
  • 10:04pm John Or else she’d be divorced by now and this wouldn’t be an issue
  • 10:04pm Dj-vj Exeris no property, no kids
    thats all there is to it
  • 10:05pm John That’s in va. NYC is different
  • 10:05pm Dj-vj Exeris the only reason she is not divorced yet is because she cant file
  • 10:05pm John Because nobody owns shit in NYC
  • 10:05pm Dj-vj Exeris she would have filed when she returned from Poland, but she didnt have residency
    that is the only reason she is not divorced yet
    its very clear (Author’s note – The REAL reason is Ania Ziolkowska had not found another bed to jump into yet.)
  • 10:06pm John That’s not sounding right. She can divorce by newspaper I did it
    That’s not sounding right. She can divorce by newspaper I did it
    She had residency until she moved to NYC
  • 10:06pm Dj-vj Exeris no, she didnt
  • 10:06pm John She had a va license right?
    So she had residency
  • 10:07pm Dj-vj Exeris she left va for a year
    when she came back she didnt have residency
  • 10:07pm John That’s not how it works
  • 10:07pm Dj-vj Exeris or at least not domesticity
    yes, it is
  • 10:07pm John She was traveling as long as she had a license she had residency
    What lawyers did she talk to?
    We’re thy just billing for hours buddy?
  • 10:08pm Dj-vj Exeris otherwise the lawyers would have happily taken her money for a divorce when she got back
    you need residency and domesticity
    she didnt live in VA for 6 months prior to wanting to file
    so she couldnt file
    only reason she doesnt have a divorce right now (Author’s note – Untrue. Ania Ziolkowska could have used a last known address and filed via publication. If I were her boyfriend, I would want to know why she has not done this.)
  • 10:11pm John Look, she had residency in va She coulda filed in va it looks like she as waiting for him to find her and when he didn’t she just jumped in your sack That’s what it looks like and that’s what a NYC judge will say
  • 10:11pm John  I’m just lettin you know from my experience
  • 10:11pm Dj-vj Exeris if you dont believe me, look it up
    if she wasnt living in va for 6 months prior to filing, she couldnt have filed (Author’s note – Like Ania looked it up, and is saying she went to “the best lawyers”?)
  • 10:11pm John What a lawyer tells you and what happens are two different thugs
  • 10:11pm Dj-vj Exeris thats the law (Author’s note – Ania Ziolkowska could have filed by newspaper by now.)
  • 10:12pm John  Just coz she was traveling doesn’t mean she wasn’t a resident
    He’s got her last address in va so she still looks like a resident on paper
    And if she was being clean about it why all the game playing?
    Why not just he clean about it?
    I can see why he’s pissed.
  • 10:13pm Dj-vj Exeris she wasnt in va for 6 months prior to wanting to file, so she couldnt file
    thats as clean as it comes (Author’s note – Is she insane? Clean is discussion of separation, the mediation process, communication, etc. Yes, we all know she is insane. Rhetorical question.)
  • 10:13pm John It looks like she stabbed him in the back and everybody he knows stabbed him in the back for her
  • 10:14pm Dj-vj Exeris there was never any game play on her end
  • 10:14pm John That’s why he’s got PTSD
  • 10:14pm Dj-vj Exeris it was all in his head
    he played games with him self
    if that is the case
    (Author’s note – and all the witnesses imagined this also? And the voice recordings are also imaginary?)
  • 10:14pm John She left she kept telling him she ain’t come to that decision yet when he asked
    That’s game playing
    He’s got her voice on his phone
  • 10:14pm Dj-vj Exeris she asked for his lawyers name before going to India
    he wouldnt give it
  • 10:15pm John  No she didn’t he ain’t got anything saying that
  • 10:15pm Dj-vj Exeris he said he had a lawyer, but then wouldnt give their name
    sounds like he was playing games
  • 10:15pm John  He said he was pissed when he found out she was gong to India after trapping him where he never wanted to be
  • 10:16pm Dj-vj Exeris he kept posting things about being interested in other girls on his facebook page (Author’s note – Here is where the self justification and regret begin to show. See it? Yes, this is still Ania Ziolkowska, my wife, talking. I thought she was “happy”?)
  • 10:16pm John No it sounds like she was playin games
    That don’t mean nothin
    So he posted
  • 10:16pm Dj-vj Exeris to whom? yes, he did
  • 10:16pm John He was pissed
  • 10:16pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like he was playing games then
  • 10:17pm John She was playin games and he got pissed off I can see that
    Looks like she cared more about how She looked than about him
  • 10:17pm Dj-vj Exeris but he made it clear that he was over her and that he had moved on
    thats how it looked to everyone else (Author’s note – Looked to WHOM, again? She has had my page blocked since before she went to India. She just revealed what I thought and said, while everyone thought I was crazy – THAT SHE HAS HAD PEOPLE SPYING ON ME AND MAKING UP STORIES. As long as I didn’t cheat, or was discreet, was I not supposed to try to distract myself from the mess my wife left me? )
  • 10:17pm John When? Where?
  • 10:17pm

    Dj-vj Exeris no one knows that he did that just cuz he was pissed

    (Author’s note – That’s what COMMUNICATION is for, idiot. Also, note the regret? )

  • 10:18pm 

    John     Does it matter? She wasn’t talking to him, right? Still looks like she cared more about how she looked than about him

  • 10:18pm Dj-vj Exeris it matters if now he is saying that she was stringing him along, when she did nothing of the sort
  • 10:18pm John And since she would make him look bad all the time, that’s a little messed up right?
    He’s got her voice on recordings saying she’s stringing him along
  • 10:19pm Dj-vj Exeris sounds like that was an immature relationship
    and unhealthy
    like she grew up, but he hasn’t yet
  • 10:19pm John

    She keeps sayin she ain’t come to that decision yet

  • 10:19pm Dj-vj Exeris he sounds like he is still a bully
    doesnt look good for him
  • 10:19pm John But you keep putting it on him when there were two people in it
  • 10:20pm Dj-vj Exeris him still harassing her friends and family does not show her to be a bully
    it shows him to be one
    i am saying they had an unhealthy relationship
  • 10:20pm John  It looks great for him from what I can see If he’s got peeps saying she bullied him and what you’re saying that’s not looking good for her
  • 10:20pm Dj-vj Exeris she left, but maybe he should have
    either way it ended a long time ago
    but he is showing that he is still the bully by being a jerk even now
  • 10:21pm John  But who made it unhealthy? He said he’s the one that asked for marriage counselors and there’s an email where she agrees to go into treatment for something
  • 10:21pm Dj-vj Exeris so it is not looking good for him
    but thats his own fault at this point
  • 10:21pm John  See he’s got those things from her that make her look bad
    I saw the email where she agreed to go to treatment then cussed at him right after
  • 10:22pm Dj-vj Exeris as she is not doing anything hurtful to him like posting his social security info on her facebook the way he is doing to her (Author’s note – Actually, it was her new friend, Daniel K Panzer that did that. Nice choice in friends they have. I have the entire conversation, which I will link here.)
  • 10:22pm John  So she’s not looking good right now. She looking like the true cause of his mental illness.
  • 10:22pm Dj-vj Exeris does he have a mental illness?
  • 10:23pm John  She’s lucky he can’t demand a psych evaluated for divorce
  • 10:23pm Dj-vj Exeris has he been diagnosed?
  • 10:23pm John  I think she’d fail
    He showed me the paperwork from some do psychiatrist with Ab Indian name.
    And it says due to a past unresolved relationship
    Abusive relationship
    That don’t make her look good at all.
  • 10:25pm Dj-vj Exeris they were in the same relationship together
    the same stress
    the same trauma
  • 10:25pm John  Don’t look that way
  • 10:25pm Dj-vj Exeris both of them stayed for 9 years
    she left the country
    all of her friends
    to get her head straight
  • 10:26pm John Did she tell you about some bathtub incident in va?
  • seems like he still has not
    maybe he should take that trip to India?
  • 10:27pm John  He said he caught her in a bathtub with a girl half naked and she never apologized for it then she talked to the girl behind his back for a month.
    She didn’t leave the two friends that hooked you up behind though
    She’s looking like a textbook personality disorder fuck up one place and get a new start where no one knows her Gets lots of attention cuz she’s with you Sounds like NPD or ASPD to me But I’m not a doctor
    So all I’m sayin is watch your back My wife was the racy same way That’s why she went to Florida
    Either way, I just want my fuckin phone
  • 10:32pm Dj-vj Exeris Hey man, well good luck w that.
  • 10:32pm John  Not worried about it. I got insurance
  • 10:33pm Dj-vj Exeris cool
  • 10:33pm John  Yeah Thanks
  • 10:43pm John But you gotta accept he’s at least got her on adultery and you gotta look at why she was so easy to Dìp with you. When she starts asking for more shit you should take a step back I forgot to mention he knows where you live.

As for the “tons of E”…..well, all I have to say is this –

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, January 26th, 2012

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, January 26th, 2012

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, January 26th, 2012

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, January 26th, 2012

If Ania Ziolkowska WERE telling the truth (I wasn’t even on the east cost from 97-2000) I was NEVER THIS DUMB.


Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca thinks she’s a model when she’s high on MDMA


Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca thinks she’s a model when she’s high on MDMA


Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca thinks she’s a model when she’s high on MDMA

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat Shiro. MDMA comes out of your pores and goes through cats pores.

Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat Shiro. MDMA comes out of your pores and goes through cats pores.

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Eva Annika Backstrom high MDMA


Eva Annika Backstrom high MDMA


Eva Annika Backstrom high MDMA


Eva Annika Backstrom high MDMA


Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat Shiro. MDMA comes out of your pores and goes through cats pores.


Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat Shiro. MDMA comes out of your pores and goes through cats pores.

What I find amazing is not only the hypocrisy of Chris, but also his complete gullibility, in that he believes everything Ania Ziolkowska has told him, without question. In this conversation, it’s apparent that Chris Sevanick plays a game of avoidance for subjects he knows are lies, or, basically not true. However, they have created this tale of supposed proof because it supports the Maya they have created for themselves. But, as they say –

Love is blind (and apparently deaf and illiterate as well….)

And if I am a bully, I learned it from Ania Ziolkowska, who taught me well.
I merely don’t care as much about my reputation as she does.
People will think what they wish to think, regardless.
Therefore I will remain telling the truth and being me, while she continues to lie about her part in past relationships, as Narcissistic Personality Disorders and Sociopaths are documented as doing. I mean, doesn’t he realize she down talked Charles Gudet when she first got with me as well? The problem is Charles and I are friends, and he told me what she did, in detail, right down to why he showed up at the Silver Diner in Woodbridge, Virginia, when she complained to friends about not having sex, still not recognizing that Charles was hurt by her and did not see her as sexual any longer.
Ania Ziolkowska Is Narcissistic, self absorbed, can put on a great act to get what she wants, unapologetic, and has complete disregard for the emotions of others. Why would Ania leave everything behind? Because that is textbook NPD, that’s why. Apparently he suffers from the same thing, but somehow neither of them are that good any longer. I guess you slip with age.
Chris IS a year older than me……..
A fool who knows his foolishness is wise at least to that extent, but a fool who thinks himself wise is a fool indeed.
~ The Dhammapada 

Ania Ziolkowska refuses to face her shadow, living in “Maya”, the illusion. All of this illustrates that refusal, that self delusion, that finding solace from her damages to others by living the lie she has convinced others she is, or has “become”.

This is “Maya”.

ADDENDUM – I have a voice recording, I believe from somewhere between November 2010 and February 2011, of Ania Ziolkowska saying

“I think I’m going to gain weight. You know, be healthy.”

While Chris believes that when Ania was hiking up and down the mountains of Nepal, with her $300 back pack and her $400 REI tent, that she gained merely 10 pounds (the weight of a baby) because

“She ate dessert three times a day for a month.”

However, Ania KNEW she was going to be fat, SEVERAL MONTHS BEFORE. I wish I had been born a girl. It’s just TOO EASY.

ADDENDUM 2 –  “Maya” (mayainka1@gmail.com) in the comments section is actually Daniel K Panzer, part of the network of spies, cyberbullies, and Flying Monkeys, that Ania Ziolkowska and Chris “Exeris” Sevanick set up in order to achieve a middle school level of slander toward me, further betraying their decline into Cluster B Personality Disorder. As with most Cluster B’s, they choose the most mentally and morally corrupt of allies. Yet it also falls within the pattern. He, Adwen Jameson, Inna Kurtser…..if they are against ME, they immediately add them as “friends” on Facebook. It’s done them more harm than good. Further reading on The Shadow. 

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