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The Demonic State of Egohood – A quickie
Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by Chögyam Trungpa (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
“Ego is able to convert everything to its own use, even spirituality.For example,if you have learned of a particularly beneficial meditation technique of spiritual practice,then ego’s attitude is, first to regard it as an object of fascination and, second to examine it. Finally, since ego is seeming solid and cannot really absorb anything, it can only mimic.
Thus ego tries to examine and imitate the practice of meditation and the meditative way of life. When we have learned all the tricks and answers of the spiritual game, we automatically try to imitate spirituality, since real involvement would require the complete elimination of ego, and actually the last thing we want to do is to give up the ego completely.
However, we cannot experience that which we are trying to imitate; we can only find some area within the bounds of ego that seems to be the same thing. Ego translates everything in terms of its own state of health, its own inherent qualities. It feels a sense of great accomplishment and excitement at having been able to create such a pattern. At last it has created a tangible accomplishment, a confirmation of its own individuality.”
~ Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche, “Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism”
I have been working on the next part in the Vipassana Series, though I have been held back by some technical difficulties, unfortunately (recovery of emails, etc, for use in the illustration of what is being explained), however, I felt I have not made a post in a while, and though formatting is difficult, am providing a recent “quickie”, so to speak.
I will now provide the following images –
Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca doesn’t understand the Yoga Sutras
This is actually amazing, for a psychological case study…..
The page in question is the following:
https://www.facebook.com/groups/151719691704163/
If anyone understands how pages work in Facebook, there is a “seen” heading on each post, that shows not only how may have seen it, but WHO sees it.
This specific page is about the yoga sutras of patanjali, and Ania Ziolkowska has “seen” every post that has been made on the page, which are verses from the sutras.
Here is where it gets interesting (and when you can know if someone has actually read the sutras, or understands them) –
The only sutras Ania has “liked” so far are also the only ones that can be misinterpreted as ego-centric.
The one and only post Ania Ziolkowska commented on is an exercise in her attempting “magic” – “Say it, and it will be true”
Ania Ziolkowska is STILL attempting to convince herself that everything she is doing, everything she has done so far, is the “right path”, or even a path at all.
Ania Ziolkowska is still attempting to convince herself that everything she gave up was for the right reasons, that it was worth giving up at all.
Ania is looking for forgiveness she doesn’t deserve because she refuses to take responsibility for what she’s done, believing there is a “path” that can avoid that “requirement”.
Ania Ziolkowska is still trying to convince herself she is “happy”.
Maybe some don’t see this, however I would deem that as interesting, due to the fact that, like a child, Ania is ruled by her Id, and has finally reached the point where the Id is all she is, which, essentially, means she’s an empty shell, with very little impulse control.
Also notice that her comment, the only one Ania Ziolkowska has provided, is “shallow”, without any deeper explanation of what the sutra means, to her?
Notice how Ania asks no questions, to gain a deeper or more clear understanding?
Essentially, what Ania Ziolkowska is practicing is a confirmation bias, brought forth by cognitive dissonance, in that she cannot relate the other sutras to herself, and therefore ignores them, as they are too difficult, just as Ania ignores any mention of Yamas – “rights”, or Niyamas – “wrongs”
And by asking no questions, Ania protects her “Id”, by not chancing that “she”, her Id self, could possibly be wrong.
The avoidance of “Unpleasure”.
Thus taking the safe route.
Ania Ziolkowska merely wishes to be “acknowledged”, but not in a way that is actually beneficial to her.
Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca, You’re fooling nobody
Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca on her stolen india trip. Ania knew for 10 years I wanted to go to india and kept “us” too broke to do ANYTHING
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Psytrance Cultism : Pawel “ArThou” Tulin – Demonstration of Collective Narcissism
On Aug 14, 2013, at 18:48, “Pawel Tulin” <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:Dude – to start with – you are officially band from Poland forever, do not ever go there because you will never come back unless in body bag, and I promise you that
Hector Virgilio Barrientos-Bullock <*********@xxx.com> Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 7:01 PM
Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 7:05 PM
Welcome to the first installment of a continuing series on Psytrance Cultism!!!
As usual, there are hyperlinks that explain terms, so follow them to have a complete understanding.
I had been hoping to complete the Vipassana Cultism series, however, due to email issues, as well as the providence of the above conversation landing in my lap, I felt it was time to put that to the back burner, for just a moment, and address a growing problem:
The misuse of Psytrance and Psytrance culture to become cultish Collective Narcissism.
It’s the “Heather’s” or “Mean Girls” of the EDM (Electronic Dance Music) community.
Luis Campos, 2nd from the left, Chris “Exeris” Sevanick, far left.
This is PsychGround.
These people should NEVER reproduce.
We will focus mostly on a “collective” (pun intended) known as PyscheGround (and some members of EastCoast Psytribe), in New York City, though there may be a few diversions that reach as far as Colorado, Germany, and Poland. As you will see by the comments and discussions listed, these people are true Narcissistic Personality Disorders.
Legends in their OWN minds.
Now, before we go any further, it should be made clear that I followed psytrance as far back as when I was in the Navy, based out of Yokosuka, Japan, aboard the USS Independence CV62, way back in 1995, having been introduced to it by a “girl” friend named “Victoria”. At that time, psytrance was known as ” Goa Trance“, was artful, creative, technical, and made up of an actually caring community.
That is not what psytrance is NOW.
What prompted this series, besides a multitude of reasons, is an article I saw posted a few months ago about how psytrance was the
When I saw and read this article……well, before I say anything, let me provide an excerpt –
“It is, essentially, a ‘New Religious Movement’ (NRM) that is not allowed to become an organised religion. It cannot be given a name, nor can its places of communal gathering be made to explicit. It includes a great variety of belief and practice: but then the religions of Hinduism and Buddhism, even Christianity all show a great variety of forms and expressions also. It has it’s own set of texts, but none are adopted as dogma, there is no cannon: but then many of the historical forms of human spirituality did not have a cannon either. It even has its own unique forms of artistic expression and aesthetic style, rife with themes of transcendence and spiritual discovery.”
Firstly, when did popping psychedelic drugs and listening to “sub”-corporate music, become a “religious movement”???? It’s places of gathering cannot be made explicit? They post all over the internet when a show or festival is happening, they take pictures, they charge admission, they promote DJs and producers!!!!
I believe if a church did this, we would call it a SCAM, or a CULT.
But, let us visit upon that later, shall we? We do have a purpose to this PARTICULAR blog entry, after all……. It includes a great variety of practices? Maybe it does, however, not one of them understand a SINGLE ONE of those practices anywhere NEAR completely. And we shall demonstrate that as we proceed. It has it’s own sacred texts? What texts are these? A “bible” of blotter LSD? There were no “Sacred Texts” in 1995, or in the 70s, when this genre began, nor are there NOW. But no adopted dogma? I am willing to wager that as we watch this series unfold, we will learn there IS an adopted dogma, and that “dogma” is “Spiritual Narcissism”, practiced in the form of COLLECTIVE NARCISSISM. Unique forms of artistic expression?
It’s MUSIC!!! Of COURSE it’s “artistic” and “expressionistic”!!!
Though the “Unique” is debatable. You’ll have to REALLY DIG to find THAT. Let us take a quote from a German friend, via Frankfurt, the city of my birth (Please don’t mind the language difference) –
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma I must ask, may I use your comments in a blog I am writing on this subject?
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma Thank you. That helps a lot.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma That’s ironic, as, due to Monsanto, the vegetables they eat actually have animal genes spliced into them.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma Wow. This virus has spread to Europe. However I’ve noticed it’s predominantly EASTERN Europe, And I wonder why that is…..
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma The “dumb people” seem to have become the “normal” people. And that’s scary.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma I think you are correct.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma While saying they are actually more open minded than others. And that is the complete irony of it.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma Sadly, many of them are over 40 years old.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma I’m sorry. I really want to continue this, but I have to go. And I really do want to continue this, as you are providing a very relevant view.
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma Yes. I do the same. In many groups but part of none.
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There are MANY such conversations I have been given permission to use in this series, not all from him, but many others, though the Germans DO seem to be the most outspoken, and, as shall be seen, they all say, in their own ways, the exact same thing –
Psytrance seems composed of mostly Spiritual Narcissists
Now, once again, the stage is set, the scenario defined, and thus, we come to our first “player”, if you will…….
Degree in Psychology, User Experience software designer, Polish Psytrance Ego Maniac. Observe –
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Shiva Bodhi Dharma maybe……You do realize I have issues with the Arthous right now, right? Due to hiding that Chris Sevanick was fucking my wife, while partying right next to me, for nearly a year, right? Not saying I’m adverse to a meeting, just putting that out there.
And yes, Ania Ziolkowska or Ziolko, is the woman I have been talking about for nearly two years. The abusive gold digger.So, just want to put that out there, before, you know. -
Pawel ArThou sorry to hear that but I was out of the scene for at least two years, exactly for the reason that this psy scene is bit fucked up for me. So even if I share the name with them, I have not seen any of them at least for two years. I am keeping the name for sentimental reason. Hope you get it
Pawel Tulin & Ania Ziolkowska
Pawel lied to me and stated he did not know them – See the Psytrance Cults Blog
Now, as can be seen, while Pawel Tulin was believing he was successfully deceiving me in stating he had not seen anyone from the “ArThou” swinger group for two years, he was hanging out with MY adulterous wife, and Chris “Exeris” Sevanick, nearly every day. I already knew this. And this makes a point that is not only indicative of Pawel, but of everyone in this New York City Psytrance “Community” –
They believe they are smarter than anyone else they encounter.
This is another symptom of Narcissistic Personality Disorder, bordering on Anti Social Personality Disorder. It seems these traits are prevalent among cultists.
However, what can we expect, from someone that says something such as this? –
From: “Pawel Tulin” <ptulin@gmail.com>
Date: May 16, 2013, 17:37:02 EDT
To: “‘Hector Barrientos-Bullock'” <hvbbmail@xxx.com>
Subject: RE: I never did
Reply-To: <ptulin@gmail.com>I don’t want to waste my time on bullshit. I don’t know what dhamma is but I
feel it. Especially, I don’t have time for your petty shit. Do what you
want, I’ll see you on the other side. You can thank me later, if there is
any need for it any after…
Dhamma, or DHARMA, are the rules and and guidelines that make up the practices of buddhism.
In other words, the 8 Fold Path, the 5 Precepts, the Dhammapa……all of those make up “Dhamma” / “Dharma”.
Do we remember the line of how none of them understand any of the practices they have adopted completely?
Well, there you go.
Let us include the entire email exchange the first lines of this first article of the series originated from.
It should be noted that I am merely laying out rope for Pawel, length by length, waiting for him to do what is to be done with rope, as we all know.
There are many conversations such as this, and they will be included in future entries to this series, however, this one was such a god send that I had to change my blog schedule to get this out to the masses, for all to see how the minds of the psytrance acolytes have warped all sense of reality, and call it “spiritual”.
Yes, it’s highly personal, however, well…..just look at his “Dhamma” line.
It speaks for itself……
The exchange –
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 2:33 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Listen – take me off this bullshit you doing or I will sue you myself little man
From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 2:38 PM
To: ptulin@gmail.com
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?Please sue.
I’m curious – what statute do you believe you will be utilizing?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 2:44 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Harassment, slander, stocking, I have all the copies of your emails, you are an asshole. If you ever end up with her in court, I will testify against you, you piece of shit. You are a fuckin moron and disgrace to humanity. Go kill yourself and save all of us an effort. Also – you are a joke in our community, most people put your fricking email on automatic delete including Ania and Chris, and others are saying you are an asshole who will never be welcome back to burners and psy. So get the grip and move on. Or if you want to get something done, change your strategy and be a good person, dick lick
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 2:50 PM, Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> wrote:
Slander has to be a lie.
harrassment is moot, due to your involvement AND association, as well as your attempted deception of me from facebook (which is now a legal document), to email, and i truly hope you DO testify.
You are oblivious to the exact nature of how damaging that would actually be to HER.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
You’re not the only one that keeps copy.
You have demonstrated yourself to be lower than what is left on the floors of a slaughter house, due to your actions in THIS incident alone.
Once again, thank you, Pawel.
By the way, have you heard of relevance and hearsay?
They would never LET you testify.
You’re not RELEVANT to our MARRIAGE, nor have you ever met me, nor have you ever met us together.
Where is your relevance?
How are you such an unintelligent idiot?
HOW have you survived this long?????
As for the burners, YOU’RE not considered a burner, and I don’t give a shit about psy.
And yes, I have checked with the burners.
NOBODY KNOWS WHO ANY OF YOU ARE.Would you like me to send you the messages I have from the burners, all of whom do not know YOU or ONTONCA??
They only know Jika.
You really think you’re more important than you really are.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:02 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Dude – I will call Jiki right now and cuts you off her circles as well, you are a disease, she is my sister
(Author’s note- the are NOT blood related. He’s Polish. She’s Russian. Not that it matters…..)So if I am not involved why do you bombard me with your hate and moron behavior, why do you harass me asshole? What did I do to you? I did try to help you a little before but stop involving me in your twisted mind. It’s not my drama, keep me out of it. You are a little man consumed by anger and hate. She left you because of it. So man up and stand up to what you did wrong. Stop bombarding me with your petty shit or I will make my steps to prevent you to do so. If you ever even remotely understand love and Buddhism, for which I beg you to take another look, you are destroying yourself. This is plain stupid but it is not my duty to walk you out of your hell. This is the last time I try to talk as a friend….
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:04 PM, Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> wrote:
You’re too late.
I cut myself off from everyone except the core burners over a year ago.
How do you think I know you guys are a joke to the burn community?
They do not like your kind.
They don’t like sociopaths.
Oooooooooo…..spoken like a true narcissist, by the way.
The flaunting of USELESS status, as no one but eastern european sociopaths go to the houses you know.NO ONE IN THE BURN COMMUNITY LIKES YOU.
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:11 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Dude – I don’t care if someone likes me, but they do. Even your friends are emailing me telling me that you are crazy asshole
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:01 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Yeah – it’s called modesty, I don’t need to be in the lime light. I just provide love and services to my brothers and sisters in need. I am not a DJ or anything like that but I don’t have to pay for tickets and my house is always full of friends, and where and when I travel I don’t need to worry about the thing. And you are not welcome in most of the houses I know
From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 3:14 PM
To: Pawel Tulin
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?Do you READ what you write, before you write the next line?
I’m going to ENJOY posting this in my blog.
How you contradict yourself from one message to the next.
PRICELESS.
You are a narcissist bordering on sociopath.
You lie, you manipulate, you have an inflated sense of yourself, and call it modesty.
You are the oldest idiot I have met in my entire life.On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:09 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
No – you are – get a shrink. Most of the people I know think you are a joke bro, Just a stupid pathetic idiot. I don’t even know why I waste my time talking to you, maybe my Buddhist education in compassion. Anyway – travel well, you would be better of listening to my advice but this is hopeless. In a way I do feel for you and feel sorry for you, anger and hate are big things to overcome, they can kill you. If you will survive, you’ll be a better man, I know it from my own experience. Otherwise you will die misbul death, goodbye friend and good luck
From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 3:13 PM
To: ptulin@gmail.com
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?You are a sociopath and an IDIOT.
You lie and get caught and expect people to listen to you.
I post about you EVERY DAY.“they will lie to your face and say they are your friends”
You are TEXT book.
I know children with more maturity than you.
And the bottle blonde of ania’s hair?
Nice.
From vidal sassoon to chez cvs.
The same yoga clothes from three years ago to go out?
must suck to live in one of the fashion capitals of the world, knowing she was a clothes horse, and now not able to buy one new piece of clothing.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:17 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Yeah? Maybe you should check my background… Ania might not have resources to sue you but I do so be careful
(Author’s note – Thank you for telling me Ania Ziolkowska is BROKE, not that it matters to me……)
Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:18 PM To: Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com>
you still need a valid CASE.
idiot.On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:18 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
And regarding your blog, my lawyer already contacted wordpress few weeks ago, we are either suing them or they have to take you down
(Author’s note – Guess my outing them through this medium HAS had an effect…..)Yeah man – that’s why when people hear about you – they are telling me to stay away from you. You are a disease and nobody wants to have anything with you, I am the only one left that still feels some compassion for you, but I am running short of patience…
(Author’s note – Pawel “Lost Patience” the moment he realized I could confirm he was both lying to me and trying to manipulate me. See – “Narcissistic Rage” )On Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 3:19 PM, Hector Barrientos-Bullock <hectorbmail@xxx.com> wrote:
Go for it.
Not going to work and you don’t scare me.
Wordpress is not responsible for my blog.
I know the legalities of that as well.
Try again.Get this through your head:
YOU
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SCARE
MEOn Wed, Aug 14, 2013 at 5:00 PM, Pawel Tulin <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
It is not about them – it is about you. You let hate and anger consume you. I am trying to save your soul but you are being an ass about it. Let it go bro, you will feel much better. I barely know them as well, I never met you too. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, it’s life
(Author’s note – this is the new narcissist tactic. I don’t know who started it, but they think songs on youtube will evoke some sort of emotional response that will allow them to regain control. I know for a fact this works on women. It doesn’t work on ME. Once I have cut all empathy off from you, NOTHING you do or say affects me.)
From: Hector Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 5:46 PM
To: Pawel Tulin
Cc: Chris Exeris
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?You have the mentality of a 14 year old girl.
I have never had more fun than I am having right now.
I have sparred against award winning psychiatrists, and WON.
But you?
Your limitless idiocy is the most fun I have EVER had.
Such perfect displays of collective narcissism.
Such perfectly textbook displays of borderline sociopathy.The flailing in searching for something, ANYTHING, that you THINK might actually HURT me.
What was it the Joker said?
“there is nothing, NOTHING, that you can do to me.”
Ania calls herself Mukti?
You have no idea.
I am free from care of social status, of friends, of desire, of loneliness, of everything.
THAT is “mukti”, by definition.
Welcome to viewing a state none of you shall EVER achieve.
I not only do not NEED anyone, I do not WANT anyone.
Mukti.
And you thought you would school ME in buddhism?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Karma.
Do you know what that is?
All of you, including Ania and Chris, think you can outsmart or outrun your karma.
I am the karma she is attempting to outrun.
She thought it was about money when it’s always been about morality and integrity.
Seems you all have that mentality of
“I can do it to you, how DARE you be hurt by what I did, how DARE you expect me to be responsible for it, and how DARE you even THINK to do it to me!!!!”
I never say this, but I will say it now:
I am SMARTER than you.
I am quicker than you.
I am more resourceful than ALL of you, as you have learned.
You think that “he’s a bully” game plays when the blog went up?
No.
It lost all it’s validity.
It’s not about me, it’s about YOU.
(I even knew, as I told the last phone call I had about this conversation, that you would respond, just because I said you backed off.)
You are NOBODY, but really want desperately to be somebody.
I am happy with being nobody, while everyone wants me to be somebody.
if you had not blocked me, you would see how many more support me against people like you EVERYDAY.
So far it’s at least 1,400
There are more pages about narcissism appearing everyday.
There are more blogs about people like YOU, EVERY DAY.
Your time is over.
Now just be prepared to read all about this in the blog.
Accept defeat.
Maybe then you might actually know freedom.
- (Author’s note – to understand this line, I must digress for a moment to here –
Nor do I have patience for manipulators.
you can’t win, let me show you how to have some grace
I have been there
(Author’s note – Do we not see I just let him know he was attempting to manipulate me, AND HE STILL TRIES TO ANYWAY????)Shiva Bodhi Dharma I should focus in what’s healthiest for ME, and letting them get away with it is not healthy for me or anyone. It never was. That’s how it got here. That’s how ANYINE gets here. You may want to look up doctor Joyce brothers article entitle “don’t be so quick to forgive”. It applies. I don’t want her back. She had a child that Is more than likely not mine, she is and was deceptive, a gold digger, a liar, abusive, manipulative, without empathy of any kind except for herself.
Why would I want someone like that back?
Are you seriously thinking that? Is that what everyone believes???
There’s a saying I learned in Seattle:
“Girl, you are not that bomb.”
And she is not.
But she DID steal ten years of my life, and followed that with destroying what was left and then stole every dream I ever had, trying to be me, lying and deceiving the entire time.
And all your friends know them, so how the hell would or should I trust ANY of them, or consider them “great”?
– end Author’s note.)
On Aug 14, 2013, at 18:20, “Pawel Tulin” <ptulin@gmail.com> wrote:
Dude – keep my out of it or I will kick your ass
Dude – to start with – you are officially band from Poland forever, do not ever go there because you will never come back unless in body bag, and I promise you that
From: Hector Virgilio Barrientos-Bullock [mailto:hectorbmail@xxx.com]
Sent: Wednesday, August 14, 2013 7:02 PM
To: <ptulin@gmail.com> Cc: Chris Exeris
Subject: Re: Figure it out yet?By the way, physical threat of violence over email?
TWICE?
Thank you.
^_^
Sent from my iPhone
At this point, we can see several things –
- Pawel, who has a degree in psychology, knows nothing about psychology.
I have an associates degree in accounting, and have put very little effort in out playing him at every turn.
How?
I know how cultists think. They think like Narcissists and Sociopaths, also known as Anti Social Personality Disorder.
How?
Ania Ziolkowska.
A decade with her and anyone would be a FOOL to not understand how a sociopath thinks. - As with most Sociopaths, and the cult indoctrinated, and even Narcissists, his bag of tricks and tools are limited to what he knows has worked on others. In the case of Pawel, he is limited to manipulation, intimidation, attempts at subterfuge, and then blatant intimidation. He can’t think outside the box of his experience. A robot.
“This worked on other people. This has to work on him…..eventually.”
WRONG.
(If you do business with him, take notes. This is how you outmaneuver him in negotiations.) - As with any cult, which functions on “Collective Narcissism”, they will do anything, ANYTHING, to protect the “ingroup”, which in this case is an abusive Anti Social Personality Disorder that is committing adultery.
- In the protection of the “ingroup”, they can have done no wrong, and therefore the outlier, or “outgroup”, must always be the party at fault.
- In the textbook manner of ALL Cluster B’s, they need to keep their abuses PRIVATE, hence the fear of this blog, and the threats to me, due to it’s mere existence.
Now, I know what is being said –
“How does this prove psytrance cultism?”
Remember, this is merely the “introduction”, utilizing Pawel as a way to introduce you to how cultists in this community think.
I want you to recognize the association of this mindset and behavior, the pontificated claims of spirituality COMBINED with this behavior, and it’s association to Narcissism, Collective Narcissism, and Anti Social Personality Disorders.
In the next part, we will again visit personal interactions, taking a break from Pawel Tulin, and associate Psytrance Culture with other, more prominent, cults.I will leave this here, as it is getting late, for you to ponder, until the next entry to this series…….
I want you to recognize the association of this mindset and behavior, the pontificated claims of spirituality COMBINED with this behavior, and it’s association to Narcissism, Collective Narcissism, and Anti Social Personality Disorders.
In the next part, we will again visit personal interactions, taking a break from Pawel Tulin, and associate Psytrance Culture with other, more prominent, cults.I will leave this here, as it is getting late, for you to ponder, until the next entry to this series…….
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Toxic – Lack of Empathy and the Demonic State of Egohood
People can say anything. It’s what you DO that matters.
I have a MULTITUDE of articles to write that I am WAY behind on, due to needing to complete my TESOL course before I run out of time, however, I was actually REQUESTED to write this one, due to others having experienced SIMILAR behavior from the subjects of this particular one.
I will admit that not ALL of my articles are directly involved with “spiritual” or “yogic” peoples, however, as those are aspects of society and the modern human condition, even this applies, as the additional subjects of this blog ARE involved with these people, and thus it illustrates the type of people these frauds attract.
In the end, whether “spiritual” or regular person, the behaviors are the same……
We should note that my history with BeBe goes back to 2010, while she did not meet Ania Ziolkowska or Chris Sevanick until 2012, therefore we can see where Narcissistic Personality Disorder takes precedent, IF the CONSTANT need for ATTENTION (and complete lack of empathy) was not already OBVIOUS…..
“Bebe bellamont??
Even with My limited dealings with Bebe i am not surprised i have no respect for her at all..And yes people are their drama
Please do! [expose her] She is toxic
Bebe blocked me years ago when she was friends with my ex wife….I called her out on trying to worsen my split with ****** by feeding her a bunch of lies about me fucking a lot of rave hoes.which I wasnt, I was torn up over the seperation…stupid bitch LOL”
~ Anonymous
The provider of that experience asked to remain, anonymous, and I will respect their wishes, but is one of several that asked me to write and provide what is being provided here (links are provided for additional reference) –
BeBe S Bellamont & Rafael Rodriguez, people ARE their drama.
Attention whores and backstabbers
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Can you do me a favor? If you see my wife at the massive, slap the shit out of her for me. LMAO!!!She’ll probably be hanging with a bunch of hoopers.Her name is Ania. - November 27, 2011
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6:03am BeBe S. Bellamontawwww! Sorry I just got this message!!! -
- November 27, 2011
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12:37pm BeBe S. BellamontYes I need to see you guys soon! I would have loved to have seen her! xoxox
(Author’s note – This establishes that BeBe already KNOWS all the players involved.) - Today
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6:19pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
The truth will out –https://neonplasticlotus.wordpress.com/2013/05/06/id-the-ego-of-maya-the-shadow/
You can unfriend me if you wish. -
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6:20pm BeBe S. Bellamont
i dont have time but i will try to skim
(Author’s note – She’s FEIGNING ignorance. She already KNOWS all of this.) -
6:20pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
It’s pretty revealing.
It’s significant due to Rafael.
(Author’s Note – Rafael is a photographer for Plurlife.com, and also the personal photographer for Chris Sevanick, as well as HER BOYFRIEND.) -
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That’s all I can say. The rest is in it.
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so you are an abusive drug adict to them
(Author’s note – She hasn’t even READ anything yet, SHE ALREADY KNOWS the baseless rumors they spread, because she’s been helping spread them.) -
6:25pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
Then just skip to the conversation.
You’ll see how that’s not true and they know it.
And “them” is my WIFE and Chris, who used to be a friend.
Gotta love it.
(Author’s note – Remember this point. It’s important later….) -
6:25pm BeBe S. Bellamont
sorry i just dont know where to skip to
(Author’s note – Didn’t she just navigate this thing a SECOND ago???) -
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6:25pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
Don’t read it today. Get back to it.
(Author’s note – Just gave her an “out”. Let’s see what happens.) -
6:25pm BeBe S. Bellamont
sorry i am sorry i just really dont feel like going through the whole thingi am sorry this is going on
(Author’s note – Remember THIS point, as it REALLY becomes important later.) -
6:27pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
It’s not my fault they spent three hours trying to manipulate me. That’s what happens when someone tries to force their lies to be true.
The irony is that it comes out if their own mouths. Anyone that reads it all the way through….well, skip to the comment section on the bottom. None of those comments have been edited. They’re what people have said. That’s not including private chats with me. -
6:27pm BeBe S. Bellamont
i dont pass judgment on people based on their drama. i make my own descions
(Author’s note – And THIS becomes the MOST important of all. Firstly because she’s been spreading rumors for Ania Ziolkowska & Chris Sevanick, but also because it’s a common line used by NPD’s. Also, people ARE their “drama”.) -
6:28pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
Lets you know what the people you know are REALLY like.
But what bothers me most is that people I know KNEW and said nothing to me.
However, if it were THEM they would have hated me for not telling them.It’s the hypocrisy that disgusts me.
(Author’s note – This was also a test for HER to see if she was really like what everyone told me she IS. Seems she IS.) -
6:28pm BeBe S. Bellamont
drama sucks period
(Author’s Note – It’s ALWAYS the ones that say this that cause the most drama.) -
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6:29pm BeBe S. Bellamont
that is drama lol
(Author’s Note – She KNOWS I’m talking about HER. She’s doing that ditzy airhead thing that Ania Ziolkowska ALSO does.) -
Look, friends would tell friends information that’s important to them.
(Author’s note – Let’s see what she does with this…..) -
i know you are still involved not saying you caused it i am just being empatheci
(Author’s note – Firstly, WHAT???? So, you’re ADMITTING you KNOW??? Secondly, well, that’s explained in the next line….)
6:31pm Shiva Bodhi Dharma
That’s what I have Always done, even if the person would have hated me in the end.
There’s a need to know.
This is worse because she’s my wife and he was my friend.
Therefore that’s not empathy. It’s….I won’t say what it is.
Empathy is putting yourself in someone else’s shoes.
Not telling someone is NOT empathy.
You have the evidence. I’m suing Chris for slander. That is all.
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Good day.
Seen 8:28 PM
She tries to put on a good “SHOW” of it, though.
“After all, the thinking goes, fourteen-year-old Megan wouldn’t post revealing pictures of herself on MySpace if she had higher self-esteem.
So parents redouble their efforts, telling Megan she’s special, beautiful, and great.
This is like suggesting that an obese person would feel much better if she just ate more doughnuts.
Megan wants everyone to see just how beautiful and special she is, and it’s not because she thinks she is ugly — it’s because she thinks she’s hot and, perhaps more importantly, because she lives in a narcissistic society where she might garner praise, status, and “friends” by displaying blatant sexuality.”
~ Dr. Jean M Twenge, PhD , “The Narcissism Epidemic”
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Gaslighting – Inna Kurtser
Gaslighting is one of the oldest tricks in the Cluster B Personality Disorder toolbox.
Unfortunately for Inna Kurtser, she’s not very good at it.
That is what happens when using novices such as Ania Ziolkowska as a teacher.
Maybe it’s best to hold something BACK Inna?
Inna, next time make sure the people you align yourself with are not IDIOTS or cocksure Narcissists
Seems I function on INSTINCT, wouldn’t you say?
Well
The
Rest
Seems
Self
Explanatory
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Satya
In yoga, as part of the Yamas and Niyamas, you will learn of Satya, or “truth”. However, as it seems all in Yoga are hedonistic and live in only their “Id” ego construct, they will also do whatever they can to escape blame and fault. –
An Antisocial Personality disorder will do ANYTHING to defend their REPUTATION, including moving to a new city and convincing people of the “NEW ME” Playing for pity is a tool used –
Subtypes Of Antisocial Behavior: Theodore Milton identified five subtypes for antisocial behavior; however, someone with Antisocial Personality Disorder may experience none or many of these subtypes:
- Malevolent Antisocial – includes paranoid, sadistic traits.
- Covetous Antisocial – variation of the pure pattern wherein the individual feels that life has been excessively unfair.
- Risk-Taking Antisocial – includes histrionic traits.
- Reputation-Defending Antisocial – includes narcissistic traits.
- Nomadic Antisocial – includes schizoid, avoidant features.
Antisocial Personality Disorders also NEVER APOLOGIZE.
Ania Ziolkowska Never apologized unless she was TOLD TO.
Ania Ziolkowksa has completed Yoga Teacher Training and has even been to India.
These are from Ania Ziolkowska to myself (the originals can be provided upon request)
You can see where Ania Ziolkowska attempts to defend her reputation –
Pawel Tulin & Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca
Pawel lied to me and stated he did not know them – See the Psytrance Cults BlogAnia Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca , Still married to me, no legal separation, committing adultery with Chris M Sevanick / Chris Exeris
On Jan 31, 2011, at 5:14, Ania Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
I read your journals because I was in love with you. I wanted to know everything about how brilliant you were. I was in awe of you. I am sorry this hurt you, as that was not my intention. I called Ross because I wanted a guys perspective, but also from someone who loved you because I wanted to give you the benefit of doubt. I wanted to understand you because I loved you. Same with the situation with your mom. She loves you and will always love you no matter what. I felt safe sharing my worries with her and did so from the perspective of someone who also loved you. I never cheated on you with Long. There was nothing at all physical that happened between us. As for Joel and Liz, yes I lied a lot. I am sorry. I did not mean to hurt you. I respect you and was and am remorseful. With time my interests began to change, and I made friends. I never said for you not to go to yoga or hooping with me. I do not like for anyone to be disrespected. Not me, not you, not my friends, not my family, not my coworkers. No one. I did not call your job and tell them you were suicidal. At yogaville, I told you not to visit because I was studying. You came and brought Shiro. You sat in the rain and made people worry for me thru your emails and behavior. I wasn’t talking to people about you. You sent the emails. You got people talking. I can only take so much. Eventually my emotions get the best of me and I begin to fall apart and then I finally talk for support, but not out of hate. You came to my job and the police came there. I talked about you at work as little as possible. Always out of love not hate. I do not want anyone to think you are a horrible person. I do not want to be in the middle of hate between anyone. I do not want to be around people that hate you.Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Jan 31, 2011, at 3:50, Hector Barrientos-Bullcok <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Early 2001 you go through my things in my room and read things that are personal to me without permission from me. Sometime in 2002 you call Ross to ask him some personal questions concerning me instead of speaking with me about it like a rational person. Sometime in 2003, I let you go to the club with Long, Completely trusting you, and I find out after that you have a crush on your co-worker, Long. While that’s happening you tell others I am the problem, it’s all my fault. It’s all about you. Sometime in 2004, we meet Joel and Liz and YOU decide you want to have a lesbian experience with Liz. I point out that this is not a good idea and you try to go through with it anyway, making a further mess of our relationship. You LIE to me for a month about everything that occurred during this incident, including being in touch with Liz for that time. You establish at that time you are capable of lying without remorse and that you have absolutely no respect for me in any way. Multiple incidents after this, but sometime in 2005 you decide to talk to my mother about how I am supposedly a horrible person, while not realizing she has witnessed how horrible a person you are and how much patience I have had with you. Again, multiple incidents, but sometime in 2010 you choose to meet your new friends, you create incidents that have no reason to be as problematic as you make them but you choose to anyway, further illustrating your disrespect of me. Incident occurs over the summer after a canoeing trip with Brandon, Katie, and Angelina wherein you disrespect me, friends that are doing you a favor AND saving you money, then you punctuate that by further disrespecting me due to a mistake YOU made on the way home. You did again what you did with Joel and Liz, making a mistake, attempting to make me look at fault for your mistake, and then using the pity caused by that align yourself with people I initially took the initiative in meeting. Not able to make friends on your own HONESTLY, but able to steal the ones I make for US, DISHONESTLY. Again you messed up and ran to SOMEONE ELSE. 2010, you state you are not saying negative things about me, only for me to find out you are, then I demand a public apology, as I was sick of you embarrassing me publicly and you renege of that and also talk to people you told me you were not talking to. You go to marriage counseling, make an agreement, and then violate it immediately. You align yourself with someone I have had to hear from for years about how much you and his girlfriend look alike and had just recently confirmed want to be swingers. You call a friend in LA and destroy the vacation I had prepared for myself, my vacation from you, so I could get MY head sorted out, and then force me to go to PEX with you (Biggest mistake you ever made, actually, as the BURNERS LOVE ME. You? Not so much.) You lose my apartment for me, you call my job and tell them I am suicidal, you create so much negativity I am pushed to my wits end and I have done nothing, NOTHING to deserve any of this treatment, whether it be the past years I have been more than patient with you, or whether it be the last few months. You tell your parents I have done things I have not done, you tell your friends a warped version of events (And then send me a BULLSHIT email 2 DAYS AGO about how it’s all perception. Facts are facts, and perception does not color facts.) You have an intimate encounter at PEX, in an environment any idiot could see was sexually charged, and then act as though I am just too thin skinned and I just need to get over it. You asked me questions in some previous emails?
Since you refuse to see reality as it is I will say this: YOU are too thin skinned. Get over it.
- Couldn’t forget THIS one. It’s where Ania Ziolkowsia admits to trying to cheat on me with Elizabeth Stephens She also lies about how she speaks about people, as you already know, and can see in the emails before this. Ania Ziolkowska is not capable of saying ONE HONEST THING.
Also, Ania Ziolkowska would always tell me –
“You are too thin skinned.”
And, again, Ania Ziolkowska is LYING about calling my Job.
Denise Kane is willing to give a statement to this. Denise Kane was MY BOSS THAT ANIA CALLED AND TOLD I WAS SUICIDAL, which I WAS NOT AT THAT TIME. That came after all this. Ania Ziolkowska lies about not talking about me.
Email from Simon Padgham about her talking to him about divorce, but above she says she talked to NO ONE in YOGAVILLE about me –
Begin forwarded message:
From: Simon Padgham <simon@simonpadgham.com>
Date: September 6, 2010 10:03:22 AM EDT
To: annaziolko1@gmail.com
Subject: Hey Ania
Hi Ania,
How are you doing? I’m sorry that I didn’t get to say goodbye to you before you left Yogaville but I thought you were staying on for a few days. Anna and I came back late on Sunday and you’d already gone! So how are you doing? I hope you’ve managed to make all those big changes in your life that you were planning to do and things have been working out for you. Its always very hard to make such big changes and have the courage to walk away from things that may provide security, familiarity or safety but if you know deep down that they don’t serve you or that you don’t want them you have to do what is necessary to move on, grow and change. Otherwise you’re just going to stress yourself out massively, make yourself ill and be generally unhappy. Its hard to thrive, be at your best and reach your potential if you are working against yourself and compromising yourself I find. Still what you were planning to do requires courage, support and having to face many of fears. Have you talked to Anna at all? She has done what she intended to do and, despite continual stresses and problems, seems to be moving in the right direction for her. Maybe you should drop her a line? So are you going to come back here? There is lots to do and plenty of need for a lady of your talents! Michael mentioned that he had invited you back if you needed to return. Well, life here at Yogaville has been pretty good. The first few days after all you guys left was very strange for me. I felt pretty lonely and a bit down……but then so did Michael so I’m guessing that was a pretty normal thing to feel, especially after such an eventful and emotional month. I saw Satya today and she likened a place to a morgue last week!! So funny coming from her! I was quite busy and involved last week with the Taiwanese group which provided a nice distraction and kept me occupied. It was quite nice to sit in on their lectures and join them for morning practice. This week I have been doing the Structural Yoga Therapy course with Mukunda Stiles, which has been quite entertaining and eye opening. I have to admit I find all the A&P stuff very dry and I do tend to switch off when he does diagnostics and starts looking at people’s knees! He does talk a lot about Ayurveda and the Sutras though, which is more my thing. We finished the course on Friday and I then went to Charlottesville to pick up a rental car. I just want to be able to get about, go shopping and eat some different food every know and then. I am finding that I really need to eat some animal protein as I am feeling a bit weak and seem to be constantly hungry. My Ayurvedic doctor has told me to get some meat at all costs as soon as I can. I had thought about trying to snare the squirrels or deer hear but I don’t think that would go down too well! Only kidding! I’m going to keep the car for couple of weeks so Michael and I are planning a trip away for 4 or 5 days to the Outer Banks in NC. He loves it there and knows the place inside out so I’m happy to drive if he navigates and plans everything. Apparently he knows this great place to get freshly caught Yellow Fin tuna, which is supposed to be sublime. Sounds good to me. I imagine we’ll go next week or the week after, certainly in Sept and before the split TT starts…….which we are both involved in staffing for Swami Dyananda. The weather here is so much nicer now. The intense humidity and heat has gone and has been replaced with those lovely cool air. Its still beautifully sunny and hot but just no humidity. Its perfect for hiking and cycling, which I’ve been doing a lot of lately. Michael and I are off out this afternoon I think. He knows all the great places around here so I’m making use of his knowledge whilst I can before he leaves in early October! So I’d better get a move on an get ready. I’ve laundry and some major room cleaning to do before lunch. Anyway, you take care Ania. Namaste, Simon
One lie after the next.
Notice the date of THIS email and the dates of the others?
Notice how Ania Ziolkowska thought she could manipulate me even AFTER I already had all the facts?
That’s also a trait of AntiSocial Personality Disorder.
Even after her Yoga Teacher Training, Ania Ziolkowska still kept lying.
Ania Ziolkowska was violent with me.
Ania Ziolkowska had me sit her on a kitchen counter, so we could, I thought, TALK, and then proceeded to head butte me in the mouth, knocking out my front teeth, as she leaned back and smiled at her work.
And I never hit Ania Ziolkowksa.
I never touched her.
Ania Ziolkowska would begin physical fights, then, as I RESTRAINED her, she would say –
“I’ll call the police. You’re black and I’m a girl.”
Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, January 26th, 2012
Ania Ziolkowksa / Ania Anicca , High on MDMA, January 26th, 2012
I never even cheated on Ania Ziolkowska, while she has obviously committed adultery.
(Ania Ziolkowska has a terrible habit of having photos taken of her while she is high on Ecstasy)
Ania Ziokowska / Ania Anicca thinks she’s a model when she’s high on MDMA
Ania Ziokowska / Ania Anicca thinks she’s a model when she’s high on MDMA
Ania Ziokowska / Ania Anicca thinks she’s a model when she’s high on MDMA
Ania Ziokowska / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat, Shiro. MDMA comes out through your pores, and goes into cats pores.
Ania Ziokowska / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat, Shiro. MDMA comes out through your pores, and goes into cats pores.
Ania Ziokowska / Ania Anicca high on MDMA, infecting our cat, Shiro. MDMA comes out through your pores, and goes into cats pores.
Eva Annnika Backstrom, high on MDMA
Eva Annnika Backstrom, high on MDMA
Eva Annnika Backstrom, high on MDMA
Eva Annnika Backstrom, high on MDMA
Below is Ania Plotting with her mother, while lying to me. You will have to run the text through google translate, as they thought I couldn’t translate the polish –
From: Gosia Ziolkowska <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com>
Date: August 26, 2010 4:54:31 PM EDT
To: Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: rozne
If you are both responsible for lease payment, if you leave and stop paying your share, he will have to pick up your share. If he does not and the apartament management does not receive the full monthly payment, they will make him move out. If he picks up your share and pays the full montly rent , he will stay and later if you decide to divorce, I am sure he will make you return the money, but it will be money you owe him and it will not break yur credit record. what if you write a statement and send it with registered mail and keep track of delivery and keep the original – a statement to the apartament management that you are not able to continue staying in the apartament for personal resons . The besst reason is if you have legal paper like restraining order or seperation papers. Please check what needs to be done, So many couples split, break lease etc , it has to be a way out. —
On Thu, 8/26/10, Ania<annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
From: Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: rozne
To: “Gosia Ziolkowska” <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com>
Date: Thursday, August 26, 2010, 3:17 PM
Wrzystko ok. Byłam w kinie z Kasią. Dzięki za troskę. Zadzwonie jutro.
On Aug 26, 2010, at 2:29 PM, Gosia Ziolkowska <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com> wrote:
jestesmy w domu czy mozesz zadzwonic na Mokotow Caly czas o tobie myslimy i rozmawiamy Zadzwon to Victorii. Ona mi powiedziala tydzien temu zebyscie dzwonily do niej jak problem. Kasia ma komorke Victorii i rowniez Hanki —
On Mon, 8/23/10, Ania<aniazmail@gmail.com> wrote:
From: Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: rozne
To: “Gosia Ziolkowska” <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com>
Date: Monday, August 23, 2010, 5:08 PM
Wrzyystko ok. Jestem w pracy. rozmawiam z Grzesiem.
On Aug 23, 2010, at 4:15 PM, Gosia Ziolkowska <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com> wrote:
Aniu, co slychac, gdzie mieszkasz czy bylas w pracy czy wszystko w porzadku wrocilismy wlasnie do domu —
On Sun, 8/22/10, Ania<annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
From: Ania <aniazmail@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: rozne
To: “Gosia Ziolkowska” <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com>
Date: Sunday, August 22, 2010, 6:22 PM
Nie martw się. Będzie ok.
On Aug 22, 2010, at 5:57 PM, Gosia Ziolkowska <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com> wrote: —
On Sun, 8/22/10, Gosia Ziolkowska<gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com>wrote:
From: Gosia Ziolkowska <gosiaziolkowska@yahoo.com>
Subject: rozne
To: annaziolko1@gmail.com
Date: Sunday, August 22, 2010, 5:51 PM
pisze tylko po polsku, bo moze on ma dostep do twojej poczty szukalam na google i jest duzo informacj napisz na google how to get restraining order in virginia i pisze jaka jest procedura jakie sa rodzaje orders na przyklad stalking/ abuse etc i jakie sa forms, gdzie to sie starac. dlatego powiedzialam ci zeby isc do shelter dla kobiet bo oni tam codziennie pomagaja i wiedza co zrobic i jak pomoc kobiecie nie ma co sie obrazac , bo sa ksiazki i filmy, ze to sie zdarza i kobieta ktora sie wstydzi isc nie dostanie pomocy. tu te services sa dobrze zorganizowane. Jesli planujesz Aniu wyjazd gdzie indziej tak jak do Polski , to pamietaj ,ze twoje 4 tygodnie podybu na obozie nic nie pomogly. trzeba najpierw zaczac cos robic , zeby czas na ciebie pracowal. jesli twoja decyzja jest wystapic o seperacje to zrob to przed wyjazdem. co do mieszkania to nie mam pojecia jak to zrobic i to trzeba sie dowiedziec. pozdrawiam bardzo sie o ciebie martwie
Ania Ziolkowska made such a mess of THIS one, I’ll let YOU figure it out, however, notice the cognitive dissonance, attempts at manipulation, the backtracking, and the “I can do it to you, but you can’t do it to me” mindset that is indicative of Antisocial and Narcissistic personality disorders? –
———- Forwarded message ———-
From: Ania Ziolkowska <annaziolko69@gmail.com>
Date: Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 1:56 PM
Subject: Re: relationship
To: HVBB Gmail <*******@gmail.com>
How is not cheating advers to trying to cheat? Both are not cheating. The only diff is that in one you accuse me of not doing something which I didn’t do. Were both agreeing that I didn’t cheat. On Feb 11, 2011, at 19:22, HVBB Gmail <hvbbmail@gmail.com> wrote: You are so self important you can’t even read what’s in front of you. I can put your response against the message you are responding to and it shows you blatantly tried to confuse the point, something you always do verbally, in writing this time. Why don’t you re-read the original message and see who you are REALLY calling a liar? Correct, I didn’t cheat, which is the adverse of you trying to many times. I compared you to me, and showed I was faithful while you were always disrespectful and self absorbed with no regard for anyone but you, but you state I am the one in search of a potty party for stating the facts? See how that works? See, you made yourself self important. You continue to make yourself self important and you also neglect to admit to facts you already admitted. Kirsten, Molly, Joel, Liz, Flight, and even Annika and Uzi all know you headbutted me in the mouth. You ADMITTED IT TO ANNIKA AND UZI. All the others listed were there when you did it.
This is another example of you attempting to edit facts.
Simple fact- the tooth was pushed down due to you headbutting me in the mouth, an action you never apologized for and smiled after you did it.
There is an X-ray to prove this.
This cause a root canal to have to occur. You made my perfectly straight teeth crooked. You went to another dentist to ask if he could knock it back up an straighten it.
YOU DID THiS ON YOUR OWN TO YOUR DENTIST.
The now dead tooth with a hole in it came out shortly after.
Those are the facts so get them straight.
I would still have a tooth of you had never headbutted me in the first place.
Not only did you do that and there are witnesses and evidence, but YOU created evidence by consulting more doctors.
Talk about trying to run away from your responsibilities….
On Feb 11, 2011, at 13:06, Anna Ziolkowska <aniazmail@gmail.com> wrote:
according to you insanity is saying you didnt cheat when you didnt cheat.
and you are calling me insane? and dont even try to say that i called pablo a liar. i do not need to go to him for anything.
the three of us as well as the owner of the restaurant know the truth. you are just fishing for pitty once again. get a backbone.
learn to rely on your own strength rather than building your house on other peoples weakneses. and you are the only one who thinks he is crazy and seems obsessed with proving to others that you are not. you never forced me to do anything, not even admitting to lying.
I didnt have to admit to anything, nor did i need to apologize, which i did both. i am not looking for you to accept my apology. you can only make peace with your own self.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 6:54 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
And in response to the cheating, you just sent an email last week that admitted ti how selfish you were concerning Joel and Liz, but attempt to retract that in this email?
Yes, that is insanity.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 12:43, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
Oh, and you don’t lie?????
Do not talk to me about lying, till you don’t yourself…
At least I admit to lying when I do and recognize it as a fault that I am working on. You on the other hand call me and as for me to lie for you, but then criticize me for lying.
Yes, i have lied to you for selfish reasons, but not with the intention of hurting you.
I have already admited to this, so this is not major discovery on your part.
As for your teeth, all I can say that Pablo was there, so he knows exectly what happened.
You think that just because you tell everyone something, that makes it so?
You and I both know the truth. You are wondering perhaps why you can’t find a job, and why you have other problems???
Karma.
TRIED to cheat on you?????
Get real!
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 6:36 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Again you don’t see reality for what it is.
That is psychosis.
You went to marriage counseling and then backtracked on your agreement – FACT.
You lied and have admitted to lying (you really should read your previous emails before writing these responses or at least improve your memory, which is hard to do being a compulsive liar) – FACT
YOU left to Poland, lying the entire time before going and while there-FACT, proven by YOUR OWN WRITING
You were violent to me, knocking out my teeth-FACT
You tried to cheat several times and constantly pushed me away-WITNESSED FACTS.
You really have walked over the edge when you compose a message such the one you just did while ignoring even THOSE SIMPLE FACTS and there are SO MANY MORE that are verifiable and proveable. Maybe you should read this, then re-read what you wrote and then MAYBE you might see reality for what it is.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 12:26, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
> Why do you speak as though I can do something to salvage our relationship. You are the one who has called me a liar and has sent me away with your words.
I threw my things out of the apartment, and have locked me out on multiple occasions, not the other way around.
This shows that you dont want me as a wife. I was too deaf to hear it.
You contacted my friends family and coworkers to tell them what a terrible person I was according to you, so you do not want me as a wife.
So there is not me coming back to you. Coming back on what terms?
You are the one who doesnt want me. It is not my fault that i am not there right now. I was finally respecting your words.
———- Forwarded message ———-
From: Hector Barrientos-Bullcok <********@gmail.com>
Date: Wed, Mar 16, 2011 at 7:46 AM
Subject: Fwd: relationship
To: anniqq@gmail.com, grandbleu@gmail.com, kandykidd13@gmail.com
The 3 of you know the incident in question but apparently the person who actually did it lives in psychosis. So, does that mean that all that crap that happened years ago, the reason we ever met Kirsten in the 1st place, suddenly didn’t happen?
Go figure.
———- Forwarded message ———-
From: Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com>
Date: Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 2:40 PM
Subject: Re: relationship
To: HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com>
You are attacking my emotional stability and memory by saying I tried to cheat?
What else did I TRY to do???
If I had WANTED to cheat on you, I would have.
You are really fishing for drama and sympathy.
Is your addiction to drama this intense that you would rather not have a wife than a made up dramatic relationship?
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Feb 11, 2011, at 20:17, HVBB Gmail <hvbbmail@gmail.com> wrote:
Wrong again.
You made an effort that I never did and then you try to say I was the one that pushed YOU away when you tried to cheat LONG before I ever got sour. Your treatment of me AND your attempts to cheat are what MADE me sour in the first place.
Cause and effect.
You refuse to acknowledge basic logic and physics.
But that is no surprise.
Logic comes from emotion.
The fact you cannot fathom logic shows your lack of emotion.
To use a fictional character, the vulcans are highly logical, but ALSO highly emotional.
They combat for emotional control all the time. Memory also comes from the emotional attachment one places on events and facts. This has been proven via study. You have a poor, actually horrible, memory. What does that say about grasp of emotional ability?
On Feb 11, 2011, at 13:56, Ania Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
How is not cheating advers to trying to cheat? Both are not cheating. The only diff is that in one you accuse me of not doing something which I didn’t do. Were both agreeing that I didn’t cheat.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 19:22, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
You are so self important you can’t even read what’s in front of you.
I can put your response against the message you are responding to and it shows you blatantly tried to confuse the point, something you always do verbally, in writing this time.
Why don’t you re-read the original message and see who you are REALLY calling a liar?
Correct, I didn’t cheat, which is the adverse of you trying to many times.
I compared you to me, and showed I was faithful while you were always disrespectful and self absorbed with no regard for anyone but you, but you state I am the one in search of a potty party for stating the facts?
See how that works?
See, you made yourself self important. You continue to make yourself self important and you also neglect to admit to facts you already admitted.
Kirsten, Molly, Joel, Liz, Flight, and even Annika and Uzi all know you headbutted me in the mouth.
You ADMITTED IT TO ANNIKA AND UZI.
All the others listed were there when you did it.
This is another example of you attempting to edit facts.
Simple fact– the tooth was pushed down due to you headbutting me in the mouth, an action you never apologized for and smiled after you did it.
There is an X-ray to prove this.
This cause a root canal to have to occur. You made my perfectly straight teeth crooked.
You went to another dentist to ask if he could knock it back up an straighten it.
YOU DID THIS ON YOUR OWN TO YOUR DENTIST.
The now dead tooth with a hole in it came out shortly after.
Those are the facts so get them straight.
I would still have a tooth of you had never headbutted me in the first place.
Not only did you do that and there are witnesses and evidence, but YOU created evidence by consulting more doctors.
Talk about trying to run away from your responsibilities….
On Feb 11, 2011, at 13:06, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
according to you insanity is saying you didnt cheat when you didnt cheat. and you are calling me insane?
and dont even try to say that i called pablo a liar. i do not need to go to him for anything. the three of us as well as the owner of the restaurant know the truth.
you are just fishing for pitty once again.
get a backbone.
learn to rely on your own strength rather than building your house on other peoples weakneses. and you are the only one who thinks he is crazy and seems obsessed with proving to others that you are not.
you never forced me to do anything, not even admitting to lying.
I didnt have to admit to anything, nor did i need to apologize, which i did both.
i am not looking for you to accept my apology. you can only make peace with your own self.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 6:54 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
And in response to the cheating, you just sent an email last week that admitted to how selfish you were concerning Joel and Liz, but attempt to retract that in this email?
Yes, that is insanity.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 12:43, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
Oh, and you don’t lie?????
Do not talk to me about lying, till you don’t yourself…
At least I admit to lying when I do and recognize it as a fault that I am working on. You on the other hand call me and as for me to lie for you, but then criticize me for lying.
Yes, i have lied to you for selfish reasons, but not with the intention of hurting you.
I have already admited to this, so this is not major discovery on your part.
As for your teeth, all I can say that Pablo was there, so he knows exectly what happened. You think that just because you tell everyone something, that makes it so? You and I both know the truth. You are wondering perhaps why you can’t find a job, and why you have other problems???
Karma. TRIED to cheat on you????? Get real!
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 6:36 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Again you don’t see reality for what it is.
That is psychosis.
You went to marriage counseling and then backtracked on your agreement – FACT.
You lied and have admitted to lying (you really should read your previous emails before writing these responses or at least improve your memory, which is hard to do being a compulsive liar) – FACT
YOU left to Poland, lying the entire time before going and while there – FACT, proven BY YOUR OWN WRITING
You were violent to me, knocking out my teeth-FACT
You tried to cheat several times and constantly pushed me away – WITNESSED FACTS.
You really have walked over the edge when you compose a message such the one you just did while ignoring even THOSE SIMPLE FACTS and there are SO MANY MORE that are verifiable and proveable.
Maybe you should read this, then re-read what you wrote and then MAYBE you might see reality for what it is.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 12:26, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
> Why do you speak as though I can do something to salvage our relationship. You are the one who has called me a liar and has sent me away with your words.
I threw my things out of the apartment, and have locked me out on multiple occasions, not the other way around.
This shows that you dont want me as a wife. I was too deaf to hear it.
You contacted my friends family and coworkers to tell them what a terrible person I was according to you, so you do not want me as a wife.
So there is not me coming back to you. Coming back on what terms?
You are the one who doesnt want me. It is not my fault that i am not there right now.
I was finally respecting your words. Why don’t you re-read what you wrote and then try that again?
Or, how about this:
On Feb 11, 2011, at 19:22, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
See, you made yourself self important.
You continue to make yourself self important and you also neglect to admit to facts you already admitted.
Kirsten, Molly, Joel, Liz, Flight, and even Annika and Uzi all know you headbutted me in the mouth.
You ADMITTED IT TO ANNIKA AND UZI.
All the others listed were there when you did it.
This is another example of you attempting to edit facts.
Simple fact– the tooth was pushed down due to you headbutting me in the mouth, an action you never apologized for and smiled after you did it. There is an X-ray to prove this.
This cause a root canal to have to occur. You made my perfectly straight teeth crooked.
You went to another dentist to ask if he could knock it back up an straighten it. YOU DID THIS ON YOUR OWN TO YOUR DENTIST.
The now dead tooth with a hole in it came out shortly after. Those are the facts so get them straight. I would still have a tooth of you had never headbutted me in the first place.
Not only did you do that and there. Are witnesses and evidence, but YOU created evidence by consulting more doctors. Talk about trying to run away from your responsibilities….
See how you attempted to ignore those facts to attempt to twist this to your favor as you always do?
they were listed, but because they were provable you ignored them and therefore decided to just attempt to backtrack onto the Pablo issue instead.
You will ignore this again, because it doesn’t support the reality you are attempting to create, but it’s provable none the less.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 5:28 PM, Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
I am speaking for myself saying he was there when your tooth came out. I am not putting any words into his mouth, and therefore, am not speaking for him.
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Feb 11, 2011, at 23:22, Hector Barrientos-Bullcok <********@gmail.com> wrote:
You spoke for him by attempting to say what he saw when.
That is speaking FOR someone.
Or should I cut and paste that message as well since you are too lazy to read over what you wrote before attempting to retract it.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 5:13 PM, Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
I was not speaking for Pablo. I said he can speak for himself. I said he was there.
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Feb 11, 2011, at 23:05, Hector Barrientos-Bullcok <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Funny, because I do believe you were trying to speak for Pablo, someone the does not like you.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 4:35 PM, Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
Let people speak for themselves.
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Feb 11, 2011, at 22:33, Hector Barrientos-Bullcok <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Funny how you had a lot to say when you thought you could turn it to pity for yourself but nothing to say when the facts state you are actually the one at fault, when you are actually the unstable one.
The only person wishing to live in DRAMA is YOU, as it always has been, witnessed by so many you separated yourself from them because you KNEW you shat where you ate.
Now you try to say they are all crazy, and they never saw you act the way you did.
This is called psychosis. You fall back on Pablo?
He despises you.
He has SEEN how you treated me and he thinks you are absolutely insane.
Do you really think he would LIE for you?
I sincerely doubt that, so stop trying to speak for Pablo.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 3:10 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Let’s talk about me needing to sleep and you following me from the bedroom to the loving room to the bedroom over and over again, turning on lights, pulling blankets off of me, yelling at me, kicking me, hitting me, all because I was trying to sleep.
Then, when I finally locked the bedroom door and said “let me go to sleep or I’m tossing your clothes out the window”, you kicked in the door.
Really?
That’s rational behaviour?
You did all of this at 218 E Mason, more than once, I may add.
So don’t you even think about attempting to point fingers or try to name call as to who the drama causer was.
It’s ALWAYS been YOU.
Always looking to bully or control.
And I guarantee you won’t have anything to say to this because there is no way you can even TRY to turn it around as you have attempted to do with everything else.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 14:43, Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
I’m not even gonna bring up me getting locked out, and then you not letting me back in even though you had keys.
I’m referring to about a dozen or more situations where you locked the door and wouldn’t let me into our apartment.
Tell me those didn’t happen.
Go ahead.
You yourself said it takes me a while to figure things out. Well, here’s my delayed reaction. You wanted me out, now I am out.
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Feb 11, 2011, at 20:20, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Me me me me me me me.
You LEFT, remember?
Get it right.
You left both emotionally AND physically.
And if I remember correctly, you locked YOURSELF out and then ORDERED me, who was out with you, to let you back in.
You didn’t ask, you ORDERED.
That’s pretty disrespectful.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 13:58, Ania Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
You said I was disrespectful. And what do you call locking your wife out of your joint apartment???!!!! Answer that!
On Feb 11, 2011, at 19:22, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
You are so self important you can’t even read what’s in front of you.
I can put your response against the message you are responding to and it shows you blatantly tried to confuse the point, something you always do verbally, in writing this time.
Why don’t you re-read the original message and see who you are REALLY calling a liar?
Correct, I didn’t cheat, which is the adverse of you trying to many times. I compared you to me, and showed I was faithful while you were always disrespectful and self absorbed with no regard for anyone but you, but you state I am the one in search of a potty party for stating the facts?
See how that works?
See, you made yourself self important. You continue to make yourself self important and you also neglect to admit to facts you already admitted. Kirsten, Molly, Joel, Liz, Flight, and even Annika and Uzi all know you headbutted me in the mouth.
You ADMITTED IT TO ANNIKA AND UZI.
All the others listed were there when you did it. This is another example of you attempting to edit facts. Simple fact- the tooth was pushed down due to you headbutting me in the mouth, an action you never apologized for and smiled after you did it.
There is an X-ray to prove this.
This cause a root canal to have to occur. You made my perfectly straight teeth crooked. You went to another dentist to ask if he could knock it back up an straighten it.
YOU DID THIS ON YOUR OWN TO YOUR DENTIST.
The now dead tooth with a hole in it came out shortly after.
Those are the facts so get them straight.
I would still have a tooth of you had never headbutted me in the first place.
Not only did you do that and there. Are witnesses and evidence, but YOU created evidence by consulting more doctors.
Talk about trying to run away from your responsibilities….
On Feb 11, 2011, at 13:06, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
according to you insanity is saying you didnt cheat when you didnt cheat. and you are calling me insane? and dont even try to say that i called pablo a liar. i do not need to go to him for anything.
the three of us as well as the owner of the restaurant know the truth. you are just fishing for pitty once again. get a backbone.
learn to rely on your own strength rather than building your house on other peoples weakneses. and you are the only one who thinks he is crazy and seems obsessed with proving to others that you are not.
you never forced me to do anything, not even admitting to lying.
I didnt have to admit to anything, nor did i need to apologize, which i did both. i am not looking for you to accept my apology. you can only make peace with your own self.
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 6:54 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
And in response to the cheating, you just sent an email last week that admitted ti how selfish you were concerning Joel and Liz, but attempt to retract that in this email?
Yes, that is insanity.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 12:43, Anna Ziolkowska <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
Oh, and you don’t lie????? Do not talk to me about lying, till you don’t yourself… At least I admit to lying when I do and recognize it as a fault that I am working on. You on the other hand call me and as for me to lie for you, but then criticize me for lying.
Yes, i have lied to you for selfish reasons, but not with the intention of hurting you. I have already admited to this, so this is not major discovery on your part. As for your teeth, all I can say that Pablo was there, so he knows exectly what happened. You think that just because you tell everyone something, that makes it so? You and I both know the truth. You are wondering perhaps why you can’t find a job, and why you have other problems???
Karma. TRIED to cheat on you?????
Get real!
On Fri, Feb 11, 2011 at 6:36 PM, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
Again you don’t see reality for what it is. That is psychosis.
You went to marriage counseling and then backtracked on your agreement – FACT.
You lied and have admitted to lying (you really should read your previous emails before writing these responses or at least improve your memory, which is hard to do being a compulsive liar) – FACT
YOU left to Poland, lying the entire time before going and while there-FACT, proven by YOUR OWN WRITING
You were violent to me, knocking out my teeth-FACT
You tried to cheat several times and constantly pushed me away-WITNESSED FACTS.
You really have walked over the edge when you compose a message such the one you just did while ignoring even THOSE SIMPLE FACTS and there are SO MANY MORE that are verifiable and proveable.
Maybe you should read this, then re-read what you wrote and then MAYBE you might see reality for what it is.
On Feb 11, 2011, at 12:26, Anna Ziolkowska <annazioko1@gmail.com> wrote:
> Why do you speak as though I can do something to salvage our relationship. You are the one who has called me a liar and has sent me away with your words.
I threw my things out of the apartment, and have locked me out on multiple occasions, not the other way around.
This shows that you dont want me as a wife. I was too deaf to hear it. You contacted my friends family and coworkers to tell them what a terrible person I was according to you, so you do not want me as a wife.
So there is not me coming back to you.
Coming back on what terms? You are the one who doesnt want me. It is not my fault that i am not there right now. I was finally respecting your words.
THIS is who Ania Ziolkowska really is – Here is another Ania Ziolkowska tactic. She will ensure the email she is responding to is not in the email history, as though the history does not exist on the other end. This is a form of gas lighting via digital medium :
On Oct 27, 2010, at 10:01, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
I’m just forwarding YOUR email, so who looks crazier?
The one that lied and then shows they lied in their own words or the one that let’s everyone know they were lied to?
I don’t care either way. You painted a picture of me being crazy BEFORE the emails were sent.
You only don’t realize this because you lime to play with timelines to support your lies.
That’s why I also have an email from you that says to forget the timeline.
Your lies fall apart under scrutiny and chronological order.
So none of these people had any intention of getting the real story or they would have made an effort to meet me and I don’t care how I look in front of hypocrites.
They look worse by definition.
They are no one to me as I am no one to them.
I should care about how I look WHY, again?
On Oct 27, 2010, at 9:51, Ania <annaziolko1@gmail.com> wrote:
Nothing I do would make you look crazier than the emails which you yourself have sent out. What one says about another is an opinion, what one does oneself can’t be disputed. I am not dying the emails make you look crazy, because that is not my place to judge, but just think about this.
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Oct 26, 2010, at 21:58, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
It is because you have shown a history of saying one thing to ME, but saying the OPPOSITE to EVERYONE else, so I am covering myself due to having become tired of being made to look “crazy” by you.
I am sorry, but that is the price of “the boy who cried wolf” method you have been using.
You may become angry in seeing this, but you may want to “put yourself in MY shoes.” When toughening yourself from the emotion of being “embarrassed” you may see that I am justified in doing this.
-Hector
The email that followed –
On Oct 27, 2010, at 10:43, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
It’s also funny it took you 3 days to get to this but only about 5 minutes to get back to your friends.
Something to be said there.
Next time I will follow my OWN instincts….
On Oct 27, 2010, at 9:51, Ania <aniazmail@gmail.com> wrote:
Nothing I do would make you look crazier than the emails which you yourself have sent out.
What one says about another is an opinion, what one does oneself can’t be disputed. I am not dying the emails make you look crazy, because that is not my place to judge, but just think about this.
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Oct 26, 2010, at 21:58, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
It is because you have shown a history of saying one thing to ME, but saying the OPPOSITE to EVERYONE else, so I am covering myself due to having become tired of being made to look “crazy” by you.
I am sorry, but that is the price of “the boy who cried wolf” method you have been using.
You may become angry in seeing this, but you may want to “put yourself in MY shoes.” When toughening yourself from the emotion of being “embarrassed” you may see that I am justified in doing this.
-Hector
The email that followed THAT –
On Oct 27, 2010, at 16:27, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
And now we step into Ania world, where the facts and actions of the people around her are in NO WAY an indication of any action she may have taken.
And let’s not forget his friends are so intelligent they do not tell in themselves and therefore tell on her as well. Aren’t the rest of us happy we do not live in Ania world?
Yes.
Yes we are.
On Oct 27, 2010, at 10:15, Ania <annnazioko1@gmail.com> wrote:
You do not know that.
What if in fact I do not tell people that you are crazy, but that instead you have made yourself look crazy due to your emails?
What if in fact I tell everyone that we have a normal relationship with ups and downs, and then you go forwarding my nice emails to you to all of my family and friends attempting to show them that in fact they are proof that I am crazy and a liar.
Who looks crazy in the end? I do not want my friends and family thinking you are crazy!
I am married to you.
Either way I love you.
Are you at work?
Sent from Ania’s iPad
On Oct 26, 2010, at 21:58, HVBB Gmail <********@gmail.com> wrote:
It is because you have shown a history of saying one thing to ME, but saying the OPPOSITE to EVERYONE else, so I am covering myself due to having become tired of being made to look “crazy” by you.
I am sorry, but that is the price of “the boy who cried wolf” method you have been using.
You may become angry in seeing this, but you may want to “put yourself in MY shoes.” When toughening yourself from the emotion of being “embarrassed” you may see that I am justified in doing this.
-Hector
See how she attempts to manipulate, even via a date stamped email?
THIS is NOT “Satya”.
I should have done this YEARS ago.
You now know you cannot believe a WORD SHE SAYS, VIA HER OWN WORDS. And there’s still text messages and voice recordings.
That’s when it gets REAL interesting.
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Empathy and Lying
This example is fraught with hilarity in it’s morbidity.
One must ask, when one has full knowledge of the abuses that one’s wife has put someone through, the constant unprovoked physical attacks, the racial slurs (Ania Ziolkowska is white and Polish, and I am black by appearance, but Ania would call me an “Ignorant ass nigger” out of anger, unprovoked, never an apology), the public humiliations in front of mutual friends, a decade of hurt, tolerated for “love”…..
Chris Exeris, Chris Sevanick, Sociopath
This is a perfect example of both the cognitive dissonance and hypocrisy present in the modern New Age Yoga and Spirituality movement.
There is a game of play – acting, showing one side but actually living another.
Ania lied her way to Poland, then India (emails from Ania to me are to follow) claiming to be learning to be a better wife, while pregnant with our child.
Ania then silently returned to the United States, visibly obvious that she has gone from her Zero size to a losing baby weight size, and promptly got into a relationship that would gain her status.
But where is the child?
Where is MY child?
What empathy is there in THAT?
I’ve come to understand that New Age and yoga followers do not actually understand the meaning of the word.
And that, among so many other fallacies, is where we have walked all over the traditions we claim to live and follow.
What we practice is NOT what the original vedantas state, the Yama’s and Niyama’s.
There is no “Right Speech” or “Right Action” in acts such as that.
And yet we will find ways, with silver tongues, to explain away our transgressions, vainly and narcissistically, while having no tolerance for the transgressions of others.
No EMPATHY.
Sadly hilarious.
Update –
It seems that Ania Ziolkowska is now publicly advertising her adulterous relationship status.
Let us not forget that, with no finalized divorce on record, this is still, in fact, ADULTERY.
(Poor little fool refuses to live in reality…..)
Ania Ziolkowska is advertising her adulterous relationship status
Of course she’s probably doing this so that people she meets in Poland and wherever will think she’s “famous” because she’s dating a celebrity……laughable at the “celebrity” status, but…..small minds…….
Conversely, Chris Sevanick (Chris Exeris) does NOT publicly advertise their relationship status to anyone except “friends” (people he poaches for his “narcissistic supply”)
Chris Exeris / Chris Sevanick doesn’t publicly advertise he’s in an adulterous relationship with Ania Ziolkowska
Though this is entirely conjecture, we can only believe that this signifies trouble in paradise, if Chris has demanded that she make this “Public”.
Only time will tell.
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